成长的岁月:幼年的记忆

作者:王仲旋人气:1009更新:2021-07-13 10:00:11

母亲对我说,我出生在丙午年三月 ,村里一户人家孩子做“三朝”,中午吃饭后回家,傍晚时分 ,我就降生到这个世界。出生后,我的表现如何,体重多少 ,没有更多的信息。

令人难以理解的是,父亲总是喜欢给我取女性化的名字,妹仔就是我的乳名 ,我很不喜欢这个乳名,在数年时间里,让人脸红 ,甚至于给自己带来了自卑的感觉 。当我准备上学的时候 ,他和三哥一起,坐在厨房的火炕边上,仍旧给我赋予了女性化的学名。

父亲经常说 ,我们家的房屋的屋场风水好。我家被古树环绕,前后共有五颗雪柏树,三颗四季青 ,两颗银杏,这些都是有数百年甚至千年树龄,还有稍年轻些的一颗梨树 ,两颗柿子树,李树、桃树、杨梅 、长把梅等 。这些风景树,粗大的树干 ,伟岸挺拔的身姿,枝叶密布的树冠洒播着诺大面积的阴影,树根是常年落叶留下的腐殖土地。大部分还是果树 ,她们给我们房屋衬托出古朴的历史 ,给我们家庭带来了富饶的物质与精神享受。

我有三个哥哥,两个姐姐 。在我出生的时候,大姐、大哥都已经成婚。好几年里 ,作为家庭的老厶,我享受着家庭成员的耐心呵护。父亲也不时用布满胡须的下巴亲吻我稚嫩的肌肤 。我几乎离不开母亲,当她不在我身边的时候 ,我就似乎失去安全的依赖。家里、田间地头 、走亲戚,我都会跟在她的身边。一次,她背着我到了大竹坪的田间 ,我就在田里玩耍,透过小小的眼睛,目光触及远下方公路上 ,模糊的人影中,一个个人的双腿在规律性的前后挪动,富有弹性与美感 ,这应该是我第一次看到村外的世界 。有一天 ,我们全家到下涧大队部召开中央有关陈伯达问题的传达会(据此推算是1969年),听说母亲留下办学习班,晚上没有按时回家 ,心中的恋母情节让我难以自制地由浅入深地哭泣 。时常相伴父母身边,作为孩子撒娇的情感,温馨甜蜜 ,让人回味无穷。

童年的记忆中,我曾经双腿叉开,骑坐在大哥的肩膀上 ,他的双手牵住我的小手,用自己的身体承载着我行走在门前四季青树下。母亲背着我到了公社他工作的地方,他带着妈妈进入饮食店 ,给我们购买了一大碗米粉,这是在家里无法品尝的食物,鲜美的滋味至今仍在我口中留连 。大哥回家 ,都少不了给我捎上糖果 ,大年除夕夜晚,给弟弟们派发压岁利是……。这是大哥给我留下的最美好的记忆。

大哥十五岁就离家参加工作,以其出众的能力和性格在地方和家庭建立起让人仰视的威望 。他的笑容 ,他的勉励,举手投足间,在我幼小的心灵里 ,都散发出动人的魅力。在我的成长过程,大哥发挥着非常重要的作用。

小茶园学校(1972年9月-1975年7月)

1972年9月,我伸出稚嫩的双手 ,将装入圆形塑料盒(盛放过药丸)内的硬币倒出,作为学费交给了老师 。我的启蒙教育就这样开始了。寒冬季节,我提着烤火的小火盆 ,母亲送我上学,她帮助我在空地上拾起零碎的木柴让我放在火盆里烤火。教室内,每个同学一个火盆 ,教室内温度提高了 ,老师轮流讲授着三个年级的语文、算术课程,学生可以耳濡目染不同年级的知识,大家笼罩在袅袅炊烟之中 ,熏得泪流满面…… 。

我的小学教育分为两个学段,一至三年级在小茶园学校度过;小学四至五年级的学业,在土地塘完小进行。

小茶园学校属于初级小学 ,只有一个涵盖小学一到三年级的复式教学班,一位全职老师。家里到小茶园学校大约500米路程 。小学时光,年代久远 ,童年的记忆随着岁月分解,现今留下的是非常珍贵的片段 。

六岁时候,领悟能力毕竟有限 ,我在懵懂迷惘中度过自己的小学一年级,算术的简单加减运算作业,要在妈妈的帮助下才能完成。在不断摇晃着火苗的油灯下 ,妈妈用稻草编织着草鞋 ,她不识字,用手指运算告诉我的结果,是妈妈教会了我简单算术运算 ,在幼小的心里,我觉得妈妈好伟大。汉语拼音,则是到了初二最后一个学期时候 ,语文老师姜孝文补上了汉语拼音这一课,我才学会了汉语拼音 。

那个时代的乡村老师,大多是民办教师 ,没有经过正规的师范专业训练。大学停止了招生,所谓“知识青年 ”,也不过是些只有小学、中学经历的年轻人 ,更何况,文革到处停课“闹革命”,质量与水平就可想而知了。我的小学一年级老师杨万才最自豪的是他的弟弟参了军 ,是光荣的人民解放军 ,草绿色的军装让没有出过大山的我们羡慕不已 。他的最大收获是娶走了我们生产队的一位靓女。

有一段时间,我患上牙痛,最严重时 ,造成了面部的隆肿,这是最让人痛苦的体验。一天,我痛苦地伏在课桌上 ,倾听着杨老师与文艺股的对话,文艺委员是一位美女,她要求辞去文艺股的工作 ,我听到后,请求老师给我做文艺股,但没有获得成功 。大哥当时在土地塘大队担任教学行政管理工作 ,有一天,到我的班上听杨老师上课,逋其离开 ,杨就在下一节课堂上点名批评我 ,让我摸不着头脑,自尊心倍受打击。这位老师给我留下了深深的伤害,一位同学丢失了毛笔 ,这位老师将三哥买给我的毛笔指认为这个同学的。低矮的凳子上,是我幼小的身躯,他高高坐在我前面一行的桌子上 ,脚踩我的桌子边沿,对我作出了偷笔指控,我有乌云压顶的恐怖感觉 ,被惊吓得说不出一句话,只有不停地哭泣 。

当然,也不能说一年级就一无所获 ,在这里,我学会了做广播操,我开始学会了识字 、写字 ,尽管也有“火车火车呜呜叫”被杨老师读成“火车火车鸣鸣叫 ” 的类似错误读音。

1973年6月1日 ,我第一次到了土地塘完小,感受到了热烈的儿童节气氛,第一次听到“学习雷锋好榜样”的歌曲 ,这种奇异感受留下的记忆尤其深刻。我参加了拔河比赛,我们获得了拔河比赛第一名,更重要的是 ,我加入入少先队,脖子系上了鲜艳的红领巾,这是被认可的一种先进体现 ,并不是每个学生都可以成为少先队员的 。我们被告知,红领巾是烈士们用鲜血染成的 。我的大哥作为领誓人带领我们宣誓,我心中的自豪感油然而生!

1973年9月 ,我进入小学二年级。这时,杨万才被陈华开老师替换。陈老师虽然也没有受过专业教育,但还是显示了一定的知识水平和教学能力 ,他帮助我们纠正了以前的不少语文读写错误 ,算术等教学也更有章法 。

我的性格喜静,比较循规守矩。虽然不能说很有读书的天赋,但我对读书有浓厚兴趣 ,很喜欢安静地学习,在知识海洋中寻找生命的乐趣。每天,我几乎总是第一个到达教室 ,坐在自己的位置,感受着属于自己拥有的一片天地,内心非常满足 。读书、写字和做题 ,成为最有吸引力的工作,看了电影《闪闪的红星》,被潘冬子的精神所感染 ,还按照电影情节自己作文写潘冬子的故事,陶醉其中,也感染了我的后座 ,她也被我写的故事情节所吸引。

小学二、三年级 ,给我留下了一段美好时光。一方面,我摆脱了小一时的懵懂迷惘,已经开始认识到学科的某些规律 ,已经可以独立完成作业,并且,我的成绩名列前茅 。我写的字经常受到周围人的赞赏。我担任了班长 ,每节课主持上下课的教学礼仪,同学们以羡慕的眼光注视着我。不知是自己能力 、天性,还是命运的眷顾?这些美好的感觉 ,不仅在我回忆中,更重要的是,我被赋予了继续前进的精神动力 。

这时 ,我们开始勤工俭学。老师组织同学们在教室边上深挖鱼塘养泥鳅。最让人心动的是,教师告诉我们,每斤十数元的兔毛 ,收益会十分可观 。于是学生筹款交费 ,购买了两只兔子,以剪兔毛作为创收的源泉 。这是我第一次见到红红眼睛尖尖长长耳朵的小白兔。作为班长,我与学习委员梁雪香被安排为周末首批割草饲养员。大清早赶到学校 ,就发现,与先前的泥鳅一样,只在教室停留一天的两只可爱小白兔 ,早已经不知去向 。

由于没有电,这里没有现代文明。文化和生活,都是传统生产力的馈赠。每节课前 ,我们都会唱歌,大家学得很快,唱得欢快 。拔河、爬杆、跳远 ,我们从事一些体育运动,没有任何的现代体育用具,只能因地制宜 ,就地取材。

即便没有刻意的体育 ,自然地理条件下腾挪跳跃,都是我们最上手的运动项目。我经常从一个又一个高高的田埂上逐级跳跃 。战胜了幼年恐高晕眩,高高的房顶也时常留下我的足迹。攀爬过房屋右侧百米高度的千年银杏树 ,取下两只稚嫩的乌鸦。房屋周围的杨梅 、桃李 、柿子、雪柏、山梨到田间的泥鳅 、田鸡,山间的杨奶、八月楂、淮山到鸟类 、山鼠,林林种种 ,都可以成为我们猎取的果实 。犹如梦中的飞翔,是牵绕着的信心和快乐。

幼年时代的家乡,卫生条件差。遇到疾病 ,乡村赤脚医生就成为万能者,石板磨出的药汁又浓又苦,无法入口 ,常常被父母捏住鼻子灌入口中,或者在强迫中艰难吞咽 。有时候,我会趁大人不注意 ,偷偷把它倒掉 ,宁愿生病也不愿意吃药 。“医疗工作的重点要放在农村去”,有一位党医生经常来我家,与妈妈同年 ,好客的妈妈以老同相称,她们彼此建立了深厚的情谊。她到达我家的时候,可以为家里病人提供西药 ,但这种时候并不多。

童年岁月,适应着大自然的千变万化,无师自通地在运动中强健体魄 ,无形中减少了对医药的依赖 。我可以在大风大浪中锻炼,不畏惧风雨,在雨水中裸淋 ,是阵阵的快意。每年的隆冬季节,白雪皑皑,我们在冰雪覆盖的水面上蹓冰 ,水面、冰雪内引爆鞭炮 ,飞溅的冰雪、泥水引来脉冲式惊险的欢乐刺激。或许是单纯,无知无欲,也没有学业成绩的束缚 ,一切都顺其自然,没有刻意的追求,自觉陶醉于浪漫的精神世界 。

鹅毛大雪包裹着大地 ,我的嘴唇经受不住寒风冰冻撕扯而流血。母亲从衣柜翻出不知已经过了多少年的陈年黑色棉衣褂让我穿在身上,棉衣褂实在太过成年,内里的棉花已经结成块状。父亲给我做了一件大红花布衣裳 ,一个女性化的乳名,还要配上一件女性服装,这种设计对我来说一点也不浪漫 。这两件衣服 ,我只在自己房屋不超过过200米的半径内穿过寥寥几次,形象重要,宁愿挨冻 ,也要“珍惜 ”啊!

1973年冬天 ,一个寒冷的深夜,新的暴风雪进行了更加凌厉的攻势,家门前的三颗雪柏树一夜间全部连根拔起。这实在是家居环境的一大损失 ,这些损失,被父亲解说为大哥就要顺利入党,或许是因为古树的倾倒 ,更开阔了屋场的视野?这些参天大树,应该是上佳的家俱用材,但父亲没有认识到这一点 ,他用斧头将这些古树做成了木柴。大概是因为我们身处林区,不缺少木材,做家俱时人们往往优先考虑杉木;另方面 ,当时是集体化,没有市场,没有从市场利益的角度思考物品价值的内在和外在的条件 ,从而造成了物资的浪费 ,类似状况在那个时代几乎司空见惯 。

 

土地塘完小(1975年9月-1977年7月)

土地塘完小位于北江大队部附近,有两个复式班,初级小学班主要来自土地塘 、界背田、大竹坪 ,高级小学班,则还汇聚了八塘、小茶园的小学四 、五年级学生。复式班,基本上是一个讲台、一块黑板 ,多个年级,约二十至四十个学生。班主任一般兼教语文、算术课程,另有音乐 、体育 、农业基础课老师 。

我们每天在山野田地间穿行 ,下坡、过江、上坡 。在离开小茶园的最后一个关口,需要路过王家屋下。王家都是我们家的亲戚,幼年是温馨的情谊。但在王家屋下 ,则要遭遇刘家黄狗凶猛咆哮的惊吓 。每天经过刘家,非常恐惧。感觉数年里面,刘家的狗对主人都非常地敬业 ,而且世代凶猛如此。虽然它没有给人造成肉体伤害 ,但给小孩子的精神恐怖却无以复加 。那个时代,家家清贫如洗,除了给主人壮胆 ,预防“阶级敌人”,实在看不出养育恶犬的必要。更何况在一个每天都有小孩子上学的紧要关口,形成对孩子的恶劣精神伤害。

到土地塘完小 ,对于一个小学生而言就很遥远,当时,我们的跑步距离约达半小时路程 。所以 ,迟到成为家常便饭,但老师并不在意学生们的迟到。“迟到”这个概念,还是我在初中时期听到的。中午时分 ,同学们津津有味地吃着从家里带来的冷饭团,只有我是一个例外,大多数时候 ,我只有书包里面的书籍文具 ,没有带自己的午餐,忍受着饥饿,傍晚回家才用糯米花泡上一碗油茶 。我的王家表侄(姑姑的孙子)比我高一个年级 ,有时,他经常会将他的一份食品分成两半,给我食用 ,感激流露在我内心深处。

一朵校花出现在我的班上,她就是五年级的周万秀。她美丽大方,灵巧的身段能够仰面弯曲成半月状的精美造形 。既有青春少女美丽的容颜 ,又有动人的歌喉,是班级文娱委员 。她心地善良,在班干部选举中提名我担任班干 ,尽管我劳动落后,但她对我没有过歧视。在我内向柔弱的个性中,她就是一颗光彩耀人的明星 ,也是我所仰视的异性偶像。这成为我整个小学四年级最值得留恋的一件事 。

长辈的辛勤耕耘 ,使劳动成为了朦胧中最早的意识。土地塘高小阶段,劳动,几乎成为学业主课。学制要缩短 ,教育要革命,成就了我只有九年的基础教育 。开门办学 、勤工俭学,与白卷英雄张铁生、反潮流英雄黄帅一样被赋予“革命 ”的意义。

贯穿始终的劳动是上山砍柴。冬季来临 ,天气寒冷,集体烤火需要大量的木柴;学生交木柴给学校创收,成为学校勤工俭学的主要途径 。每个学生必须按规定完成任务。

我六岁读一年级 ,小学毕业也只有11岁,处于成长期的青涩童年,生活条件差 ,营养不足,体力与年纪稍大的同学相比甚是柔弱。劳动成为不可承受之重 。

小学二年级课本,就有列宁参加义务劳动的故事。它以领袖的权威 ,通过个人崇拜的方式告诫尚在伊呀学语不明事理的学生 ,劳动之神圣地位的不可动摇。

向列宁学习,我们星期六参加义务劳动,愚公移山 ,改造学校,扩建操场、球场,挖山不止 。下河把一个个的石头搬上学校 ,作为教室建筑材料 。

为了开门办学,接受贫下中农再教育,同学们长途跋涉到达界背田 ,为生产队农民翻红薯藤。中午学生被留在工地,饥肠辘辘,继续着下午的战斗。

“劳动创造了人本身” ,历史课本描述从猿到人的转变中,似乎是从生物学方面证明劳动的意义 。

不错,到处是劳动!舍弃个人利益 ,争做劳动风暴时代潮流的弄潮儿。二十世纪五十年代以来 ,科学技术是否生产力,学术争论了二十年也没有结果;“知识越多越反动”,作为学生 ,曾经有过学习成绩优异而心理自卑的感受。既然脑力地位低下,普罗大众最有价值的活动,在中国 ,就体现为体力劳动!那个时代,大跃进 、人民公社、知识青年上山下乡接受贫下中农再教育、剥削阶级的社会改造,只有身体力行手脚并用的活动 ,才能净化灵魂 。

记忆最为深刻的是,小学四年级时候,土地塘完小要求每个学生参加勤工俭学 ,停课数日,学生上山砍伐巴芒杆。巴芒杆是一种草本植物,广泛分布于西山山区 ,是优质的造纸原料。整个西山公社都掀起了掠夺性砍伐巴芒杆的热潮 。赤脚的学生衣衫褴褛 ,深入山野,劈下并不压砰的一株株,然后成捆肩负 ,经历崎岖山地到大队所在地过磅交售。砍伐充满风险,偶有毒蛇恶蜂威胁,每位同学们手脚面部都是锋利茅草叶等植物划伤的痕迹 ,鲜血已经凝固成暗红色线条。

人山人海,是学生 、群众的嘈杂喧闹,收购员过磅后对数字的高声读唱 。经班主任统计 ,我班贡献最大的是680多斤,我只有69斤,最少的一次只有7斤。7斤这个数字 ,给我带来了灾难性的影响,在乒乓球等公共体育活动中,我被同学排斥在外 ,乒乓球活动中 ,当我要接班时,“7斤巴芒杆 ”的呼声就会响起,在我手中的乒乓球拍在周围嘲笑的眼光下垂下 ,或被别人愤怒地抢走,我的脸上红红、火辣辣地发热,我几乎作为落后分子被抛弃。好多时候 ,我只能作为一个旁观者,看着别人忘情地表演,或者孤零零坐在教室的角落暗自神伤 。

在未来数月里 ,我感觉低人一等,自卑而抬不起头,“7斤巴芒杆 ”一直留在我的记忆中 ,自己很想做得更好,但实在力不从心 。呼叫“7斤巴芒杆”最起劲的是公社书记的儿子,这是时代的产物 ,歧视与口无遮拦 ,在斗争的年代,多数是无心的,更何况是少不更事的童年。成人参加工作后 ,我们都曾经一起在黄关镇工作,他在银行,我做老师 ,仍旧是朋友,在交往的时候,我几乎从来没有想起过童年那一段不愉快的经历 ,我还参加了他的婚礼。

1976年是不平凡的一年 。以北江大队部为活动舞台,一系列政治活动出现在我们的生活中。这年春天,“批邓、反击右倾翻案风”席卷大地 ,预定由我作的“批判发言 ”被公社书记的儿子取代,可笑的是,直到会议结束 ,我还在激动地等待。1975年 ,粮食增多了,幼小的童年也有所感觉,后来的历史课告诉我 ,是邓小平在主持工作 。即使在特殊的岁月里,报刊连篇累牍地批判党内“最大的” 、“死不改悔的走资派”,但刘少奇、邓小平的民间形象并不及宣传的那样糟糕 ,我能从父亲、哥哥们的议论中感受到这一点。后来,邓小平改变了中国人民的命运,他恢复了高考 ,我考上了大学,是邓小平政策的受益者。或许,冥冥中自有天意 ,我注定就不应该是批邓的角色 。

9月9日,我离开新街二姐家,乘车到西山 ,下午三时许刚刚回到家里 ,广播就传出播音员迟缓低沉的声音,凭经验,我预感觉到又有重要的中央领导人去世了 ,当听到“我党我军我国各族人民敬爱的伟大领袖 、国际无产阶级和被压迫民族被压迫人民的伟大导师 、中国共产党中央委员会主席…… ”就已经明白。9月18日,全体同学手披黑纱,参加了毛泽东追悼会 ,我们从广播中听到华国锋的山西口音。惊愕接踵而至,10月,我们手执小红旗 ,排成纵队,高呼口号,从土地塘一路游行到李家桥公社驻地 ,参加“粉碎四人帮、拥护华主席”的万人大会 。

1977年春天,我的学习生活有了转机。进入小学五年级第二学期,我们更换了老师 ,盛成云担任班主任兼全职老师。快开学的时候 ,他到了我家,受到了我家的热烈欢迎 。因为与我的母亲同姓,妈妈让我称他为舅舅 。他对我的呵护 ,大大改变了我在学校因劳动落后带来的“恶劣”处境。在土地塘完小的学习以来,我的学习成绩是劣中选优,也算是有所专长。到这时 ,我的成绩开始获得肯定 。

1977年秋季恢复了全国高考。

1977年,从我们开始,小学毕业 ,取消了政治审查初中入学资格的方式,进行初中升学考试。有一天,我在教室听到老师们对我的议论 ,我得知自己在小学升初中的考试,获得了北江大队的第一名 。彼时,学习压力不大 ,自信满满 ,似乎从来没有忧心过升学的问题,更没有将学业与人生、与命运联系到一起。

 

英译版本:

Mother said to me, I was born in March of Kuk, a family of people in the village made a "three Dynasties". After dinner at noon, I got home in the evening, I gave birth to this world. After birth, how is my performance, how much weight, no more information.

It is incomprehensible that the father always likes to give me a female name, my sister is my breast name, I don't like this milk name, in a few years, it makes people blush, even It has brought himself a feeling of inferiority. When I am going to school, he and the three brothers, sitting on the kitchen, still giving me a female chemistry name.

Father often said that the house of our house is good. My family was surrounded by ancient trees. There were five kinds of snowbread trees before and after, and three four seasons, two ginkgo, these were hundreds of years or even millennium age, and a little bit of a pear tree, two persimmon trees, Li Tree, Li Tree, Peach, Yangmei, long plum, etc. These landscape trees, thick rough trunks, stunned body, leafy tree crown sprinkled with a large-scale shadow, the root of the trendy land left by the year. Most of them are still trees, they give our homes to our homes, bringing our family to our family and spiritual enjoyment.

I have three brothers, two sisters. When I was born, my big sister, the big brother has been married. In the past few years, as a family of old, I enjoy the patient's patient care. Father also kissed my childned skin from time to time. I almost inseparable from my mother. When she is not around me, I seem to lose safety dependence. At home, the field, walking relatives, I will follow her side. Once, she took me in the field of Big Bamboo Ping, I played in the field, through the small eyes, my eyes touching the far road, the fuzzy figure, one person's legs moved to the regularity, Rich and beautiful, this should be my first time to see the world outside the village. One day, our whole family to the ministry of the ministry of Chen Bo, the convene club of Chen Boda (according to this is in 1969), I heard that the mother left the classroom, did not go home on time at night, and the love of my love makes me difficult Homemade is crying from shallow into the deep. From time to my parents, as a child's emotions, warm and sweet, people have endless aftertaste.

In the memory of childhood, I used to open the legs, riding in the big brother.On the shoulders, his hands holding my little hand, carrying me with my body to walk in front of the four seasons in front of the green tree. The mother took me to the place where the commune was working. He took the mother into the diet shop, bought a large bowl of rice noodles, this is the food that is unable to taste at home, and the delicious taste is still in my mouth. Big brother goes home, I can't give me a sweet candy. The New Year's Eve will send the brother to the brother. This is the most beautiful memory that the big brother gave me.

Big Brother is 15 years old to participate in the work, and the ability to make people look up at the place and family in their abarters. His smile, his encouragement, raising your hands, emits the charm of people in my young mind. In my growth process, the big brother plays a very important role.

Small Tea Garden School (September 1972-1975)

In September 1972, I extended a tender hands and will be loaded into a circular plastic box (exclamted pill The coin in the inner coin is poured out as a tuition fee to the teacher. My enlightenment is started. In the cold winter season, I mentioned the fire of the fire, the mother sent me to school, she helped me pick up the fragmented firewood on the air to let me put in the fire. In the classroom, each classmate has a brazier, the temperature in the classroom is improved, the teacher turns through the three grades of language, arithmetic courses, students can 濡 染 不同 不同 不同,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, .

My primary education is divided into two schools. From the first to third grade, I spent the small tea garden school in the first and third grades; schools in primary schools four to fifth grades were carried out in the land pond.

Small tea garden schools belong to primary primary schools, only one complex teaching class covering the first to third grades, a full-time teacher. Home is about 500 meters from the small tea garden school. Primary school time, long history, childhood memory with years, today left a very precious fragment.

When the age of six, the ability to comprehend is limited. I have spent the first grade of my primary school in my fascination, and the simplicity and subtraction of the arithmetic, I have to do it with my mother's help. Under the oil lamp of the flame, mother woven her shoes with straw, she does not know, tells me the result with my finger, is a mother church, my simple arithmetic operation, in the young heart, I think I thinkMom is so great. Chinese Pinyin, it is to the last semester of the first two. The language teacher Jiang Xiaowen touched the Chinese Pinyin. I learned Chinese Pinyin.

Most of the country teachers in that era, most of them are private teachers, and have not trained in regular nature. The university stopped enrollment, the so-called "knowledge youth", but the young people who have only primary schools, middle school experiences, let alone, the Cultural Revolution is suspended "aun", the quality and level can be imagined. My primary school first grade teacher Yang Wancai is the most proud of his younger brother, is a glorious people's liberation army, and the grass green military uniform has no envy. His maximum harvest is a prostitute who walked out our production team.

For a while, I suffered from toothache. When I was most serious, I caused the flooding of the face, which is the most painful experience. One day, I am painful in the class, listening to the dialogue between Yang teacher and literary stocks, and the literary and artists are a beautiful woman. She asked to resign to the work of literary stocks. After I heard, I asked the teacher to give me a literary stock, but Did not succeed. Big Brother at the time of the Land Tang Brigade as a teaching administrative management, one day, listened to Yang teacher in my class, and left, Yang Ji criticized me in the next classroom, let me touch my mind, self-respect, hit . The teacher left a deep injury, a classmate lost the brush, and the teacher bought my brother to me, I think this classmate. The low stool is my young body. He is sitting on the table in front of me. He stepped on my desk edge. I made a stealing accusation for me. I have the horror feeling of the dark cloud. I was frightened. I can't say a word, only keep crying.

Of course, I can't say that the first grade is nothing, here, I learned to do broadcast exercises, I started to learn literacy, writing, although there are also "train trains" by Yang Teacher " A similar error pronunciation of the train.

On June 1, 1973, I first arrived at the land pond, I felt the warm children's day atmosphere, I heard the song "learning Lei Feng's good example", this kind of singing The memory is particularly profound. I participated in the tug-of-war competition. We got the first place in the tug-of-war competition. More importantly, I joined the leader, the neck has a bright red scarf, which is recognized as an advanced manifestation, notEach student can become a young pioneer. We were told that the red scarf was dyed by the martyrs. My big brother asked us to swear, my heart, my heart!

In September 1973, I entered the second grade of elementary school. At this time, Yang Wancai was replaced by Chen Huaai. Mr. Chen has not received professional education, but it has shown a certain level of knowledge and teaching ability. He helped us correct the previous many language readings, arithmetic teaching and more articles.

My personality is filming, and it is more in a regular basis. Although I can't say that I have a talent, I have a strong interest in reading, I like to learn quietly, and I am looking for life in the ocean. Every day, I almost always arrived in the classroom, sitting in my own position, feeling a world that belongs to himself, is very satisfied. Reading, writing and doing questions, becoming the most attractive job, watching the movie "Sparkling Red Star", being infected by Pan Dongzi, also writes the story of Pan Dongzi in the movie plot, intoxication, also infected My lattice, she is also attracted by the storyline I wrote.

Primary School 2, third grade, left a beautiful time. On the one hand, I got rid of a small time, I have begun to recognize some of the laws of the discipline, I have been able to complete the job independently, and my grade is among the best. The words I wrote are often appreciated by the surroundings. I have served as the squad leader, and each class hosted the teaching etiquette of the get out of class, and the students looked at me with envious eyes. I don't know if it is my ability, nature, or destiny? These beautiful feelings, not only in my memories, but more importantly, I have given the spiritual motivation to move forward.

At this time, we started working hard. Teacher organizes students to dig muddy on the side of the classroom. The most heart-motion is that the teacher tells us that the rabbit hair of ten yuan per catty is very considerable. So the student funded, bought two rabbits, with cut rabbit as the source of generating income. This is a small white rabbit I first saw red eyes pointed long ears. As a squad leader, I was arranged with the study committee Liang Xiangxiang as the first batch of mowers in the weekend. I have rushed to the school early, I found that two cute little white rabbits in the classroom only in the classroom, I have already went to go.

Due to no electricity, thisThere is no modern civilization. Culture and life are a gift from traditional productivity. We will sing in each class, we have learned very quickly and sang cheer. Tug, climbing the rod, long jump, we are engaged in some sports, there is no modern sports appliance, can only be taken from the ground.

Even if there is no deliberate sports, natural geographical conditions do this wently, it is our most uploaded sports. I often jump step by another high tall field. Overlanted in young, high-top, high-top, and often left my footprint. Climb the thousand-year ginkgo trees on the right side of the house, remove two young crows. Yangmei, Tao Li, Persimmon, Ceba, Yami, Yangmai in the field, Yang Mai in the field, Yashan to birds, mountain rats, forest forests can be a fruit of our hunting. It's like flying in the dream, it is the confidence and happiness.

The hometown and sanitation of the young age are poor. In the case of a disease, the barefoot doctor becomes a universal, and the broth grinded from the slate is strong and bitter. It cannot be inserted. It is often packed in the mouth of the nose into the mouth, or is hard to swallow. Sometimes, I will not pay attention to adults, secretly pour it, I would rather get sick and don't take medicine. "The focus of medical work is going to be in the countryside." One party doctor often comes to my house, with my mother's same year, the hospitable mother is in the same year, and they have established a deep friendship with each other. When she arrived at my house, she can provide Western medicine for patients at home, but there are not many times.

Childhood years, adapted to nature's thousands of varieties, no teacher's strong body in sports, invisibly reduced the dependence on medicine. I can exercise in the big wind big waves, not afraid of wind and rain, naked in the rain, is a quick intention. Every year, the winter season, snow-capped, we are covered with ice, water, snow, ice and snow, and muddy festive stimuli. Perhaps it is simple, ignorant, and there is no bondage of academic performance, everything is natural, there is no deliberate pursuit, consciously enhanced in the romantic spirit world.

Goose big snow wrapped in the earth, my lips could not bleed from cold wind. Mother flies from the wardrobe, I don't know how many years of old black cotton coat, let me wear it, the cotton coat is too adulthood, the cotton in the inner has been formed. fatherGive me a big red flower cloth, a female model, but also with a female clothing, this design is not romantic for me. These two pieces, I only passed a few times in the radius of my house, and the image is important, I would rather frozen, but also to "cherish"!

In the winter of 1973, a cold late night, the new blizzard made a more fierce offensive, and the three snowbread trees in front of the family were all reached overnight. This is really a major loss of home environment, these losses, the father explained that the big brother is going to be successful, maybe because the ancient trees are dumped, even more vision of the house? These participants should be the best furniture materials, but the father did not realize this, he made these ancient trees with an ax. Probably because we are in Lin District, there is no lack of wood, and people often give priority to fir; ontrance, there is no market, there is no market, there is no inner and external conditions of the item value from the perspective of market interests, Thereby, the waste of materials, the similar situation is almost a habit in that era.

The land pond is small (September 1975-1977)

Located near the North Jiang Brigade, there are two duplex classes, primary primary primary school classes Mainly from the land pond, the field, Dazhu Ping, senior primary school class, also gathered in the eighth and fifth grade students of Ba Tang and small tea gardens. Duplex class, basically a podium, a blackboard, multiple grades, about 20 to forty students. The class teacher is generally pragmatic, arithmetic courses, and music, sports, and agricultural infrastructure.

We walk through the mountain field, downhill, over the river every day. In the last level of leaving the small tea garden, you need to pass by the king house. Wang Jia is a relative of our family, and young people are a warm friendship. But under the Wangjiaxut, he will experience Liu Jiayun's fierce roaring. After Liu Jia, I was very fear every day. It feels that the dog's dog is very dedicated to the owner, and the generation is fierce. Although it did not give people a physical damage, the spiritual horror gave the child did not complement. That era, every family is poor, in addition to giving the owner, preventing "class enemies", can't see the need for nutroying dog. What's more, in a matter of a small child to go to school every day, form a pairChildren 's harsh mental injury.

It is very far to the land pond. It is very far away for a primary school. At that time, our running distance was about half an hour. Therefore, it is late to become a homemade, but the teacher does not care about the students' late. "Late" concept, or I heard in junior high school. At noon, the classmates have eaten the cold rice group brought from the home. Only I am an exception. Most of the time, I only have a book stationery inside the bag, I have no my lunch, I will endure hunger, go home in the evening. Glutinous rice bubbles a bowl of oil tea. My Wangjiakist (aunt's grandson) is higher than me, sometimes, he often divides his food into half, give me food, grateful to my heart.

A school flower appeared in my class, she is a fifth grade Zhou Xiu. She is beautiful and dexterous, can bend the exquisite shape of the half-month. There is a beautiful face of youth girl, and a moving voice is a class entertainment committee. She is kind, I nominated me as a class in the election of the class cadre, although I was backward, but she did not discrise me. In my weak personality, she is a star of a light color, and is also the opposite sex idose. This has become the most worthy of the four grades of my entire primary school.

The hard work of the elders makes labor the earliest awareness. The land pond is small, labor, almost become a learning owner. The academic system should be shortened, and the education must revolution, and I have achieved I only have nine years of basic education. Open the door, work hard, and the white roll hero Zhang Tieheng, the anti-trend hero is the meaning of "revolution".

Throughout the last labor is the mountain cutting. Winter is coming, the weather is cold, the collective roasting requires a lot of firewood; the students make a wood to create an income, and become the main way for school work. Each student must complete the task as required.

I read the first grade for six years old. The primary school graduated was only 11 years old. It was even smudged by the growth period of the green childhood, poor living conditions, the nutrients, and the physical strength and a little bit of classmates were even weak. Labor becomes unbearable.

The second grade of elementary school has a story of Lenin to participate in the obligation. It teaches students who are unknown in Iraqi in the manner of leaders.The position is not shaken.

To Lenin Learn, we participated in voluntary labor, Yugong Yishan, renovated the school, expanded the playground, and excavated the mountain. The lower river moved a stone on the school as a classroom building material.

In order to open the door, he accepts the re-education of the poor and middle-aged and agricultural re-education. At noon, students were stayed in the construction site, hungry, and continued to fight in the afternoon.

"Labor creates people itself", historical textbooks describe from the transformation of people to people, seems to have proven to prove labor from biology.

Yes, it is labor! Abandon personal interests and strive to make the trend of the trend of labor storm. Since the 1950s, science and technology have productive, academic controversy has no results for 20 years; "The more knowledge is more and more", as a student, have experienced excellent learning results and feelings. Since the mental status is low, the most valuable activities of the general public, in China, reflecting the physical labor! That era, Da Yuejin, People's Commune, and Live Youth Hill Township Township Accepting the Social Reconstruction of Poverty and Sino-Sino-Sanong Remaining Education, the Social Reconstruction of Exploitation Class, and only the activities of the body's foot and feet can purify the soul.

The memory is the most profound. When the fourth grade of primary school, the Land Tong is required to take each student to participate in the work-related work, suspension, and the students go down the mountain. The Bandon rod is a herb plant, which is widely distributed in the Xishan Mountain, which is a high quality papermaking raw material. The entire Xishan Commune has set off a boom of preparability. Barefoot students are ragged, in-depth mountains, a strain that is not stunned, and then bundles, and experience the rugged mountain to the brigade. The cutting is full of risk, even the poisonous snake threat, each of the hands and foot faces are traces of plant scratches such as sharp grass leaves, blood has solidified into dark red lines.

The people of the mountains are students, the noise of the masses, and the buyers will sing the number of numbers after the number of people. After the teacher's statistics, my class contributed the biggest more than 680 pounds. I only had 69 pounds, and only 7 pounds at least once. 7 pounds this number, brought me a catastrophic impact, in public sports such as table tennis, I was rejected by classmates, and the table tennis event, when I have to take a work, "7 pounds of Babysi" Will sound,The table tennis in my hand is hanging under the vision of the surrounding mocking, or hoped by someone else, my face is red, hot and hot, I was almost abandoned as a backward molecule. Many times, I can only be an arms, watching others for forgetting, or solitary sitting in the corner of the classroom.

In the next few months, I feel that the low person is waiting, I can't afford my head. "7 pounds of Bang Rod" has been staying in my memory, but she wants to do better, but it is not from the heart. Call "7 pounds of Bang Rod" is the most stronger of the secretary of the commune, this is the product of the times, discrimination and mouth, in the era of struggle, most of them are unhealthy, not to mention childhood. After the adults participated in the work, we have worked together in Huangguan Town. He is in the bank, I am a teacher, still a friend, when I am, I have never remembered that the child's unpleasant experience, I also participated in him. Wedding.

1976 is extraordinary year. A series of political activities appear in our lives of the actual stage. In the spring of this year, "Batch Deng, counterattack right tilt case wind" swept the earth, reservation by my "criticized speech" by the commune secretary, ridiculous, until the end of the meeting, I am still excited. In 1975, the food increased, and the young childhood also had a feeling. The later history class told me that Deng Xiaoping is hosted. Even in the special years, the newspaper is a "biggest", "the biggest", "death does not revisit the money", but Liu Shaoqi, Deng Xiaoping's folk image is not as bad as promoting, I can from my father, my brother This feels this in the discussion. Later, Deng Xiaoping changed the fate of the Chinese people. He recovered the college entrance examination. I have admitted to the university and is the beneficiary of Deng Xiaoping policy. Perhaps, in the past, I don't pay attention to the role of Deng.

On September 9, I left the new street second sister, took a bus to Xishan, three times in the afternoon, I just returned home, broadcasting the voice of the announcer slowed down, with experience, I predict There is an important central leader to die, when he heard the great leader of our parties to our people, the international proletariat and the oppressed nation were oppressed the people, the Chairman of the Communist Party of China ... " I have already understood. On September 18, all classmates were withered, and they participated in Mao Zedong memorial meeting.We listened to Huazfeng's acoustic accent from the radio. The horror came one after another, in October, we handed a small red flag, arranged to the column, shouted from the Tangli Road to the Lijiaqiao Commune Station, participated in the "Crushing Four Help, and Holding Hua Chairman".

In 1977, my study life has turned. Enter the second semester of the second semester of the primary school, we have replaced the teacher, and Sheng Cheng Yun is a class teacher and full-time teacher. When I was started, he went to my house and was warmly welcomed by my family. Because with my mother with the same surname, my mother made me call him. His care for me has changed greatly, I have a "bad" situation in school brought about by labor. Since the intensive study of the land Tang, my academic performance is a poor choice, and it is also expertise. At this time, my grade began to get affirmation.

The national college entrance examination was restored in the fall of 1977.

In 1977, from us, graduates from our primary school, canceled the way of political review of junior high school entry qualifications, conduct junior high school promotion exams. One day, I heard the teachers in the classroom to my discussion, I learned that I was in the first and middle school in primary school, I got the first place in the Beijiang Brigade. At this time, the pressure is not very pressing, confident, and seems to have never worried about the problem of promoting the promotion, and there is no learning and life, with the destiny.

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