又是一个双休日 ，阳光虽然不是那么耀眼，但天气还是不错，于是，与孩子爸约定 ，上午到街上去逛逛，春节快到了，该给家里双方的老人添置过年的衣服了！另外 ，我郑重地对孩子爸说：我想买件红色的小棉袄，配我的短裙穿 。不待孩子爸说话，我又强调道：不是大红 ，而是那种含蓄的中国红，我见人穿过，挺精神的。孩子爸笑着点了点头。我的脸不觉一红 ，自己刚才的解释好象并不是担心他会拒绝，而是说给自己听的，毕竟 ，年过四十了，青春已在自己身上慢慢褪色。
不到一个小时的时间，给孩子爷爷买了一双棉皮鞋，也选好了送给我父母的羊绒衫 ，孩子爸说现在的主要任务是帮我选红棉袄了！虽然闹市区街道不算很宽，但两边卖羽绒衣的店铺真不少，而且大多是女装 ，这时，我突然想起了电视里时常播的那句广告语：其实男人也需要关怀 。忍不住对孩子爸道出这句话，孩子爸笑着说：你不是总说衣柜里永远少一件衣服吗？市场也是投你们女人所好。况且 ，我们男人的店大都是精品店，你看我身上的衣服一件的价抵你几件的呢！说说笑笑间，我们进进出出了几个店。
或许是人到中年的缘故 ，在选购东西时少了年轻时那股冲动，对于有些心动的物品，总会从多个方面去考虑 ，就如我们在第二家店里相中的那件红羽绒衣，虽然样式颜色和价格都合我的意，孩子爸也说我穿上很好看，可背部那一行英文字母还是终究令自己将其还给了店主；在店主的劝说下 ，我又试了另一件洋红的衣服，乍一看，很显年轻 ，但随后的感觉让自己有些不自在，这种颜色，应该穿在二十出头的姑娘身上才对 。赶紧将衣服脱了下来 ，店主在一旁说我不买下来真的有些可惜。
接着，我们折进了波司登羽绒衣店，这里的羽绒衣款式真多 ，店里一位年轻的服务员笑容可掬地迎了上来，自豪地说：我们这里的羽绒衣品种、款式 、颜色最全，包准你能买到满意的衣服！我的目光一下子就被门口挂着的一件红色羽绒衣吸引住了 ，不管是颜色还是长度，我都很喜欢，迫不急等地将其套在身上，可是 ，后面帽子露出的里料为花色，服务员解释这是一件两面都可以穿的衣服。可我还是觉得那花里料有些土气，放弃了这件衣服 。我又相中了它旁边一件简洁一些的 ，美中不足的是只有白、绿、黄、粉红四种颜色，没有我要的红色，但那式样我很喜欢 ，服务员见我总盯着那衣服看，很麻利地取了下来，我每种颜色都试穿了一下 ，效果很好，孩子爸与服务员都说我穿绿色的既年轻又衬皮肤，说得我心里痒痒的 ，作了买下来的打算，正当店主开票后孩子爸准备付钱时，我盯着那绿色，又打了退堂鼓。看着店主一脸不高兴 ，我道歉后赶紧拉着孩子爸离开了！
出了店门，孩子爸不觉责备道：我说你呀，到人家这店里折腾了近一个小时 ，到最后又不买，我都觉得过意不去。我心里也有些不好意思，嘴里嘟哝着解释：我就想买一件红色的 ，特别想，所以才不要那件的 。孩子爸深深地看了我一眼，不再说什么了 ，只是紧紧地拉着我的手。
那一刻，我终于明白过来，我并不是因为想要新衣服才去选购 ，而是在寻找一种感觉，或许是曾经的心动，或许是火红的青春，总之 ，是不久前所见到的那穿红棉袄的女孩子在心间掀起了涟漪，才使自己有了这想法。其实，如果这次没有遇到特别合自己心意的衣服 ，心里也不会有遗憾的，努力过后没有收获，也是对自己最好的交代 。如果万一买到了 ，对于自己来说，也许穿过一两次后，就会将其束之高阁。因为 ，那只是自己的一个梦，一个只属于青春的梦。
抱着这种心态，我们又逛了好几个店 ，我并没象先前那样对于店主推荐的衣服都去试穿，一则我不会去买，另外会浪费他们的时间。虽然其间试了不少不同款式不同红色的衣服，但还是没有遇到满意的 。
不知不觉中 ，已临近中午，店也差不多逛完了。孩子爸笑着说：我们该打道回府了吧？想着一个上午的经历，我也不觉笑了：今天我真过足了瘾 ，我刚才初略算了算，我最起码试穿了几十件红棉袄！孩子爸接着说：明天咱们接着逛如何？我忙摆着手说：不用，今天我的脚都快走肿了 ，不知为什么，现在我已没有那种想买它的愿望了！
It's another weekend, although the sun is not so dazzling, but the weather is still good, so, with the child dad, go to the street, the Spring Festival is coming, it will add the old man to the old man in the family! In addition, I solemnly said to the child dad: I want to buy a small cotton jacket, with my short skirt. I don't want my child to talk, I strongly toned: not big red, but the kind of Chinese red, I saw people passing, very spiritual. My father and smiled nodded. My face does not feel red, I just explained that I am not worried that he will refuse, but to hear itself. After all, it has been 40 years old, youth has slowly faded on himself.
In less than an hour, I bought a pair of cotton shoes for my child, I also selected the cashmere sweater gave my parents. My father said that the main task is helping me choose red cotton jacket! Although the downtown street is not very wide, the shop selling down jackets is quite a lot, and most of them are women's clothing. At this time, I suddenly remembered the slogan often broadcast in TV: In fact, men also need to care. I can't help but have this sentence to my father, my child is smirking: You don't always say a few clothes in the wardrobe? The market is also good for your woman. Moreover, our man's store is a boutique, and you see a few pieces of your clothes in my body! Talk about the smile, we entered a few stores.
Perhaps it is a human to middle-aged, and there is less impulse when purchasing things, and for some heartbeats, we will always consider it, just like we in the second store. The red down jacket, although the style color and the price are all my meaning, the child dad also said that I put it very nice, but the English letters still let them return it to the owner; in the owner's persuasion I tried another magenta dress, I saw it, I was very young, but the feeling of feeling made myself uncomfortable, this color, should wear the girl in the twenty girl. I quickly took off my clothes, and the owner said that I didn't buy it.
Next, we folded into the Bosideng down jacket, the downclo style here is really much, and a young waiter in the store smiles. It is proud to say: our down jacket, style, style, The color is the most complete, and you can buy satisfactory clothes! My eyes were attracted by a red down jacket hanging by the door, no matter whether it is color or the length, I like it very much, forced toWait a sleeve, but the back hat is exposed in the color, the waiter explains that this is a dress that can wear both sides. But I still feel that there is a little rustic, gave up this dress. I have a simple, and there is only four colors of white, green, yellow, and pink. There is no red, but I like it very much. The waiter saw me always staring at the clothes. It is very similar to it. I have tried on every color. The effect is very good. The child and the waiter said that I wore green and lined skin. I said that I tickled, I bought it. Plan, when the owner is invoicing, the child is ready to pay, I stared at the green and retired. Looking at the owner is not happy, I apologize, I quickly pulled my father and left!
Out of the store door, the child father does not feel responsible: I said you, I will take it in this store for nearly an hour, and I don't want to buy it, I don't think it is. I am also sorry in my heart, my mouth is muttered: I want to buy a red, especially thinking, so don't do it. The child dad saw me deeply, no longer said, just tightly pulled my hand.
At that moment, I finally understood it. I am not because I want new clothes to buy, but I am looking for a feeling, maybe it is a heart, maybe a fire red, in short, it is a short ago The girl who saw the red cotton jacket has set off a ripple in the heart to make this idea. In fact, if this time I haven't encountered my own clothes, I will not regret it in my heart. I have no harvest after work. It is also the best explanation of myself. If you bought it, for yourself, you may pass through one or two times, you will take the bunch of the god. Because, that is just a dream, a dream that is only youth.
Holding this kind of attitude, we have visited several stores, I didn't try on the clothes recommended by the owner before, one would not buy it, and you will waste their time. Although it tried a lot of different red clothes, it was still not satisfied.
Unconsciously, near noon, the store is almost over. The child smiled and said: Which we should go back to the government? I don't feel a smile: I am really sucking today, I have been a little bit, I have just been a little bit, I at least dozens of red cotton jacket! The child dad followed: Let's pick up tomorrow.How is it? I am busy, don't use it, today my feet are swollen, I don't know why, now I have no desire to buy it!
I am talking about my words, which also confirms that the dream is not a difficult thing. As long as you are certifying it is just a dream, what can I do in the sun?