刚参加工作的时候，正直十二月寒冬，因为没有房子，被安排在宾馆住了大半年 。当然 ，最爱做的事情就是在浴缸里泡澡，然后在温暖的房间里安然入睡。由于是单间，又到新的城市 ，颇感寂寞和不适。于是天天叫同学来与我一起聊天同住。
每日坐着舒适的沙发，享受着温暖的暖气，人不知不觉中就有了习惯二字 。直到后来回家探亲 ，才发觉自己，已经完全不适应父母的房子，太冷 ，板凳太硬，手纸……爸爸的一缸茶叶，两天就被我泡完了。那年我二十岁。
渐渐地 ，我越来越不快乐 。喜欢简单的我，并不知道其中的缘由，只感觉自己失去了自由。
我下了班，到哪都要请假 ，否则，就要挨批。而且，我的住所 ，都不能与同学来分享了 。周围的眼光越来越刺眼，言语越来越让人难受。与我同日来的同事，却住的是简单的平房 ，冬天没有暖气，夏天没有空调，特别蚊虫多。我没有思考为什么 ，我只想要自由，我要与她们住的房子一样！我不要别人异样的眼球 。尽管我的工作很努力。
因为我的“不听话”，我主动请求 ，终于达到了自己的目的：住与她们一样的平房。但最终我还是失去了快乐 。
因为四肢突然如被人抽筋般的疼痛 ，每次沐浴，犹如一只被拔毛的鸡，每一个毛孔 ，都发出火辣辣的疼痛 。双手一沾水，就变成了鸡爪样，双脚也麻木不堪 ，站立不住。这是怎么样的痛苦？俗话说，十指连心，四肢受折磨 ，连心脏也跟着七上八下的难受。于是，沐浴变成我字典里最恐怖的一幕 。我活脱脱的变成了一只落汤鸡，而惊恐不安。然后 ，四肢疼痛又不住的加重。
沐浴，是为众生远离污垢 ，清净光明，不能为自己贪图享受。你最喜好什么，那就会由你的喜好变成你的痛苦 。同理 ，执着于情，情就会背叛你，让你痛苦不堪。只有不执着于相 ，你才会解脱。
Everyone has their own preferences, and it is simply, I especially like to bathe.
When I just participated in the work, my winter was just in the winter, because there was no house, I was arranged in the hotel for half a year. Of course, what the most love to do is to take a bath in the bathtub and then sleep well in the warm room. Because it is a single room, it is quite lonely and discomfort. So I called my classmates to chat with me.
Sitting in a comfortable sofa daily, enjoying warm heating, people have a habit of doing habits unconsciously. Until later, I went home to visit the relatives, I found yourself, I haven't adapt to my parents' house, too cold, the bench is too hard, hand paper ... Dad's tea, I was booked by me for two days. I was twenty years old that year.
Gradually, I am more unhappy. I like it simple me, I don't know the reason, I only feel that I lose freedom.
I am going to class, where to leave, otherwise, I will be approved. Moreover, my residence cannot be shared with classmates. The surrounding vision is getting more and more glaring, and the words are increasingly uncomfortable. With my colleagues who came on the same day, they lived in a simple bungalow. There is no heating in winter, there is no air conditioning in the summer, special mosquitoes. I don't think about why, I just want to be free, I have to be like the house they live! I don't want someone to be a different eye. Although my work is very hard.
Because my "no obedience", I took the initiative to meet my own purpose: live with the same bungalows as they. But I finally lost happiness.
The red dust is rolling, and time is like a shuttle. In the eyes of last October. Suddenly, it is impermanent, which makes me happy: bathing, instantly turning a painful torture.
Because the limbs were suddenly painful, every time they bathed, they were like a packed chicken, and every pores made a hot breath. When the hands of the hands, it turned into a chicken plug, and the feet also numb, standing up. How is this pain? As the saying goes, ten fingers have a heart, the limbs are afflicted, and even the heart is also uncomfortable with seven. So, bathing becomes the most horrible scene in my dictionary. I turned away from a soup chicken, but frightened. Then, the pain in the limbs is not aggravated.
Until now, I understand that experience the fruit report and the industry barrier, put down the persistence.
A person who studied Buddha, put it down, can't have your own preference.
Bath, isAll sentient beings are far from dirt, clean and bright, can't enjoy it for yourself. What is your best, then you will become your pain. Similarly, it will be betrayed, let you feel pain. You will freely.
With the joy of all beings, it is painful with the pain of all sings.
put down me. Close.
South Amitabha! ! !
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