下雪了,想起在世界屋脊的那一段旅程

作者:燕立蓝人气:2319更新:2021-07-18 06:02:17

下雪了,想起一段旅程 ,那是2003年11月,在世界屋脊阿里高原的一段行旅 。
  那一天,天空下着雪 ,茫茫沧沧,天地浑然,才旺拉凭着他生于斯长于斯的那一份感觉 ,在深雪已经彻底掩没了道路,除了雪唯有雪的雪海之中前行着,前行的方向 ,只在才旺拉心中。
  置身于此时此地的雪海之中 ,车人极有可能因为失去方向而在几米之距的半径圆圈里来回的打转,而困于雪地而出现冻馁,终致危及生命之诸种境况。
  恐惧 ,攫饲着我的心,真的,我很害怕 ,害怕今生就此不复还……生命,或许真的只在临将遭遇生死之际,才会直面与思考死亡 ,此时的我,害怕瞬间的死亡,祈祷生的存还 。
  生 ,活着是多么的可爱啊,围炉煮茗,闲话窗外梅枝滴雪 ,遥念儿时灿漫心情……生 ,还有许多心愿要实现,还有许多的事情要完成,还有 ,还有……原来,活着有那么多的还有,还有……喔 ,“还“了才会“有 ”啊,可以这样解读这个“还有”吗?此时,我愿意这样解读 ,面对死亡,或许只有“生还“才是此生唯一的“有”吧。
  至于转世与轮回,因其不属于此地此生 ,此时的我,祈愿此世依然的生。
  “假若,上苍让我通过茫茫此地之雪海 ,我一定要好好活在今生当下每一时次之有之中 ” ,祈愿着,就这样魂进于苍莽雪域雪海之中 。
  真的,我真的以为这是一次天助的旅程 ,是因为才旺拉之于这段路途往来往返的熟悉,还是因为我发自内心至诚地祈愿,拟或是今生定数还有……终于 ,经过十几过小时不知前后左右上北下南的行进,我们落座于冒着酥油茶香的藏式毡房中。
  此时就是彼岸哟,一次生死之渡……三年后听说 ,才旺拉在前往岗仁波齐天葬台送别亲友之际,遇车祸而离世……想起他曾经说过,懂藏历占星术的大喇嘛测算过 ,说三年中,他家族中有四人将要进入生死轮回之中。
  他说,他不怕生死 ,他相信定数 ,相信轮回……生死偶然还是真的有定数?!
  望苍天,苍天无语,问白云 ,成象幻化……或许,生死不需要答案 。生命,曾经来过;生命曾经珍惜过;生命 ,曾结好好地活在过当下,这就够了,够了……雪 ,依然飘飘散散,时光一转,阿里高原之行亦已过去八年 ,望着眼前漫舞的飞雪,仿佛有一个身影随雪飘立于眼前,这不是才旺拉吗?依然那一份活灵活现的安然静定 ,依然那一份言及生死时的认命与坦然……此时此刻 ,于我,有一份恍如隔世一般的恍然大悟,原来 ,八年前的世界屋脊阿里高原之行旅,生还是源于才旺拉心的净定,之于命运生死的净定与坦然……是啊 ,佛经有云:人如六月阳下雪 。
  活着,就在当下吧,净心如雪 ,净心方为净土,红尘此生,其实依然净土哟……雪 ,依然下着,那么纯净的来过,这就够了 ,够了……

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英译版本:

It's snowing, I remembered a journey, that is, in November 2003, a good travel in the world's ridge Ali Plateau.
That day, the sky was snowing, the sky, the world was natural, and he wangled with his feelings that he was born in Scholand. In the dark snow, it has been completely masked the road, except that the snow is snowy snow. The front of the sea, the direction of the front, only in the Talents.
In this case, the car is extremely likely to be swayed back and forth in the radius circle in a few meters away from the loss direction, and it is trapped in the snow, and it is difficult to endanger life. Average situation.
Fear, grabbed my heart, really, I am very afraid, I am afraid that this will not be repeated ... Life, may I really only face the death and thinking about death, at this time I am afraid that the moment of death, praying for the deposit.
How is life, how cute, the body is boiled, the gossip window is the snow, and the mood is like when he reads. There are many people who are willing to achieve, and there are many things to complete. Yes, there is ... It turns out that there is so much, there is also ... Hey, "Still" will "there is", can you explain this "still"? At this point, I am willing to interpret this, in the face of death, perhaps only "survive" is the only "there".
As for the reincarnation, because of this life, I will pray for this life.
"If the fake, God let me pass the snow sea of ​​this place, I must live in the moment of this life every time", pray, so that the soul enters the snow sea in the snow.
Really, I really thought this is a day-help journey because I am familiar with the way to travel to and from this road, or because I have sent it from my heart to sincerely, I'm still in this life. .
At this time, it is the other side, once lived in life ... I heard that I heard that when I went to Gang Renbo, I sent home, I was born in a car accident ... I remembered that he once said, understand The big lama of the Tibetan calendar is calculated. In the three years, four of his family will have to enter the life and death reincarnation.
He said that he is not afraid of life and death, he believes the count, believe in reincarnation ... Life and death accidentally? !
【望 苍 天, 天 无无, ask Baiyun, imaging ... Perhaps, life and death do not need an answer. Life, I have been there; life has been cherished; life, I have been living in the moment, this is enough, enough ... Snow, still drifting, time is turning, Ali Gao Playa has passed In the year, I looked at the flying snow in front of him, as if there is a figure to furnish with snow, is this not Want? It is still the rest of the living and life, still the life and death of the life and death ... At this moment, in me, there is a big real thing, the original, the world's ridges, the world, the ridge, Life is also stem from the net deficiency of Talents, and the net and calm of life and death ... Yes, the Buddha has cloud: people under the sun in June.
Alive, just now, the net is like snow, the net is the pure land, the red dust is born, it is still the pure land ... Snow, then, then pure, this is enough, enough ...
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