无悔的选择

作者:诸葛思岚人气:910更新:2021-07-14 18:30:04

今夜因为想你,我不知道该怎么寄托我的思念 ,于是我提笔在我的文字里写下你深情的名字和思念 。
  你我的故事已经1年零4个月,我不知道我们的故事完了吗?面对今天的一切是和去年的你我差距是那么的远,我记的去年的你我有着距离的阻碍可是心的距离是那么的近 ,可是今天我还是我,你也是你,可是一切都变了 ,我没有任何对你爱的权利 ,包括一句关心,安慰。我生病了也不可以打个电话给你,希望你给我一点安慰 ,因为我的没权利,别人说回忆是个好东西可是我感觉不是,它时时在提醒我 ,我失去了最爱的你。我回顾这1年零4个月,从你我相爱到失去你,到了现在最熟悉的陌生人 ,你逃避我,尽管我不知道为什么?你答应我的种种承诺你都没做到,我不怪你 ,因为我深爱着你,我不是不想怪你而是我真的怪不了你,我恨自己对你的爱 。
  你做了好多让我不敢相信的事 ,你对我的残忍 ,你践踏我的尊严,于是我悄悄的离你远了一点,以前想你的时候总找很多借口去打电话给你 ,而现在我没有那份热情了。因为我知道我们真的不可能了。可是我依然爱着你,我们都找到了自己的另一半,你爱她吗?她会给你带来幸福吗?我担心你过的不好 ,她很美丽可是我知道你不快乐,那晚的电话我知道了好多 。你说只辈子最大的错就是负了我,我不要你的内疚 ,我只要你爱我 。可是不管怎么样我们在也回不去了,我的男友对我很好真的很好,我不会像你那么自私 ,为了自己伤害别人,我知道痛苦所以我不打算给任何人带来痛苦。
  你走了我的故事多了好多,你的呢?我该好好想想你从一开始爱过我吗?有时我感觉你很爱我 ,可是有时我感觉你从没爱过我。你很宠她 ,我知道为何?因为她的美丽,你委屈了自己,你去做自己不想做的事 。唯一能让你快乐有面子的是当朋友夸奖她的美丽 ,我知道那一刻你是快乐的。我很了解你,对吗?我放弃了你,你找到你要的快乐吧。我只希望你永远记的我爱你 。到你我结婚的那时我会把你埋葬 ,我门现在唯一能做的就是相互祝福。尽管我不想也不舍。可是我知道你幸福我就很快乐也很足够了 。我想当初放弃你并不是错误,你找到了你要的,尽管不是我们心里正真想要的。美丽的童话 ,你是那王子我是那小美人鱼,你找到了那位公主,我该化为泡泡飞到没有你的天空。那里的天很蓝很蓝 ,我们的爱也该化为泡沫让蓝色的天空把它化为一颗星星,载着我们以前的好多愿望和希望 。
  爱上你是我的劫难,放弃你是我一生无悔的选择。

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英译版本:

I miss you tonight, I don't know how to pin my thoughts, so I wrote the name and thoughts of your affection in my text.
Your story has been 1 year and 4 months, I don't know if our story is finished? In the face of today, everything is that last year, my gap is so far, I remember that you have a distance of the distance, you can be so close, but today I still me, you are you, but everything Changed, I don't have any rights to you, including a concern, comfort. I am sick, I can't make a call to you. I hope you give me a little comforting because I have no right, others say that memories are a good thing, but I feel not, it is reminding me, I lost your favorite. I review this 1 year and 4 months, from you, I love to lose you, to the most familiar stranger now, you escape me, even though I don't know why? You promise that all of my commitments have not been done, I don't blame you, because I love you deeply, I don't want to blame you but I really can't blame you, I hate my love for you.
You have done a lot of things that I can't believe, you have a cruel to me, you trampled on my dignity, so I quietly left you, I used to find a lot of excuse to call. You, and now I have no enthusiasm. Because I know that we are really impossible. But I still love you, we all have found the other half, do you love her? Will she bring you happiness? I am worried that you are not good, she is very beautiful but I know that you are not happy, the night of the phone I know a lot. You said that the biggest mistake in my life is negative, I don't want your guilt, I just want to love me. But no matter how we can't go back, my boyfriend is very good to me, I will not be like you, in order to hurt others, I know pain, so I don't plan to bring pain to anyone. .
You have gone, how much is your story, what about you? I should think about you who loved me from the beginning? Sometimes I feel that you love me very much, but sometimes I feel that you have never loved me. You are very pet, I know why? Because of her beauty, you wronned yourself, you do something you don't want to do. The only thing that makes you happy is, when a friend praises her beauty, I know that you are happy. I know you, right? I gave up you, you find the happiness you want. I only hope that you will always remember. When I am married, I will bury you, the only thing I can do now.It is my blessings. Although I don't want to go. But I know that you are happy, I am very happy. I think that you are not wrong, you have found you, even though it is not our heart. Beautiful fairy tale, you are the prince, I am the little mermaid. You found the princess, I should fly to the bubble to fly to the sky. The sky is very blue. It is very blue. Our love should also turn into a bubble to make the blue sky into a stars, carrying our previous wishes and hopes.
Fall in love with you is my disaster, give up, you are a choice for my life.
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