再见、少年

作者:夏侯天哲人气:1001更新:2021-07-20 06:01:29

那一年、所有最美丽的回忆 ,路灯下飘的雪花记忆犹新,互相依偎的温度,十指紧扣的约定,阳光下面对你灿烂的微笑 ,说好永远不会抛弃我。
  你是我生命中最大的意外 ,也是最深的伤,我曾以为的一辈子一点一点被你践踏撕碎,有着太多美好的诺言 ,泪终于决堤,眼泪模糊了视线整个世界都变得模糊不清,可是慢慢的你的身影却越来越清晰 ,我伸手去触摸,冷冷的只剩下了空气,痛 、一点一点蔓延全身、曾经何时 ,你牵着我的手对我说:“老婆,我不会背叛你的、也不会离开你”,一起度过的生日,那种惊喜让我铭记一辈子 ,冬天你会帮我暖手,带我去你喜欢的地方,告诉我这是你的生活 ,你生病感冒晚上发高烧 ,急的我哇哇大哭,你抱着我说这只是小感冒,帮你洗脚 、把你带进我的生活 ,和你走过的街道总是有着太多的故事,我是你的可爱宝贝,你是我的全世界 ,似乎一切都很完美,可是再美好的故事总会有破碎的一天,我记得那一天 ,在我浏览你空间的时候,一个女人的网名刺痛了我的双眼,留言板上的“老公 ”灼伤了我的心 ,一瞬间呼吸的声音仿佛都静止了,静的听到了心碎的频率,泪一滴接着一滴 ,似乎永远都不会干枯一般 ,我跑去问你,你告诉我你也不认识那是谁,就是从网上闲聊的 ,她是故意那样写的,转过身背对着你不想让你看到我的眼泪,这个理由太牵强 ,多想在那一刻转身离去,因为太爱你,我怎么舍得离开 ,你在身后抱紧我那些道歉的话语我已经听不清楚,我只知道这个世界在我眼中都黯然失色了 。
  日子还是一天一天在过,很有默契的我们都没有再提以前的那些不快乐 ,有一天他的手机停机了,连续一个星期都没有任何消息,QQ也没有人在线 ,我上他QQ的时候那些暧昧的话语 、亲切的称呼 ,让我由原来的愤怒变得茫然无措,在我无所选择的时候毫无征兆的你有回来了,那么的自然 ,想一只疲惫的孤鹰回到自己巢穴,我什么都没有问,因为在害怕在软弱 ,怕你的离开。怕自己接受不了的背叛,更多的依然是我离不开你、大学放寒假的日子就要来临了,再一次面对分离 ,心里总是很彷徨,你拿着我的行李对我说:亲爱的,等我 ,我一定会去找你的。一个离别的拥抱我们回到各自归属的地方,在家的日子过得不快也不慢,心里的思念却从未停止 ,念安 ,不知远方的你是否安然无恙,下雪的傍晚你打电话对我说:宝宝,你看到飘落的雪花了吗?我给你的爱就和雪花一样是纯白的 ,可我给你爱的是鲜红的,血的颜色,因为你是我的生命 ,你告诉我要去朋友那里玩一阵子,我心里的不安又开始严重了,又一个星期失去了消息 ,当我终于鼓起勇气打你手机的时候,手机里传来的声音不是我日日牵挂的人,却是一个女孩的声音 ,她问我是谁找你有事吗?我问她你是谁?他人那?她的回答让我刚刚有所愈合的心又碎了,碎的支离破碎再也无法粘合,她说她是你老婆 ,她拿你手机玩的 ,你没在,挂掉电话,心事苍白的 ,眼泪却流干了,现在却再也流不出一滴眼泪,这一次狠下心下定决心离开你 ,放下卑微德誓言,最后的最后我还是懦弱了,你给我打电话声音里的祈求 ,细数着那些诺言,心终究软了,却失去了对你的信任 ,回到学校之后,和以往没有什么不同,唯一不同的是 ,有个学长开始追我 ,不得不承认学长是个很细心的人,可是我的心里有了一个你怎么还容得下别人,也许我们都变了 ,从以前说好的永远在一起,永远不背叛,变得互相猜疑 ,再也没有任何信任可言,那天下着雨,电话里我们的争吵像天空的闷雷 ,你说的那些话我永远都不会忘记,我也懂得了在你心里从来不信任任何人包括连命都可以给你的我,你说我背叛你 ,可我没有,可你终究不会相信我,那么多难听的话语麻木了我的神经 ,那是你吗?那么邪恶的人 ,我慌了,最后你丢下我,头也没回的离开了 ,窝在角落里大脑空白,忘了怎么哭,周边冷冷的空气提醒着我这不是梦 ,我不想妥协,因为妥协、欺骗自己的时候太多了,你台固执 ,固执的把我置之不理,偶尔听到你的消息心跟着抽离的痛 、那些街道、写满回忆的地方成了我不敢在去的禁区不敢再去触碰,偶尔的电话都是别人打来骂我的 ,却也只是别人打来的,就这样再也没有了你的消息,学长一直陪着我 ,却也明白我的心不可能在为谁而动 ,只是照顾着我,让我慢慢的走出那片阴影…
  两年以后的一天,电话里传来了一个陌生又熟悉的声音 ,带着满身的疲惫你有闯进了我好不容易建立起来的世界,当初被抛弃的痛、那种心疼和无助,在一句你过得还好吗?我想你了?全部崩溃 ,眼泪积攒了那么多年一瞬间倾泻而出,爱了那么多年的人,让我情何以堪 ,后来,我不想放弃,怕错过会成为永远 ,所以我向他表白,把那可支离破碎的心又交给了他,也许老天总喜欢和我开玩笑 ,不久他的留言板中还是出现了和以前一样的现象 ,是我太过执着了吗?我无数次的问自己,这次不同看到那些文字拼凑的“老公”,我淡然的笑了,也懂得了是该放弃了 ,无论我爱了多少年,也无论我失去了多少,无论我多么舍不得 ,都是你在一点一点逼着我选择逃亡,一转身会是一辈子,我更是经不起背叛 。
  最后剩下一句“再见少年”.我要带着我那颗不完整的心去远航 ,离开你的世界,想念,太累了 ,所以,我选择了遗忘,一场大雪清洗着那条永远回不去的街道 ,斑驳了记忆 ,祭奠着那份纯真的爱和死亡的一切 。
  在等那么一天,当硪有足够德勇气和伱相遇,然后保持一份从容 、淡然 ,硪在等那么一天,把伱从记忆中抹去,开始新德一切追寻新德记忆 ,让未来填补过去德伤痕,硪在等那么一天,当硪足够强大足够优秀德时候 ,硪会对伱说,
  彼此硪从未后悔,放弃也如此洒脱 ,虽然经历了好多年,那一年德纯真硪留给伱最好的礼物,圣诞节放掉德许愿灯 ,里面有最美好德一切可能它也迷失乐方向叭 ,再见、少年。

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英译版本:

That year, all the most beautiful memories, the snowflakes drifting under the lights are still fresh, the temperature of each other, the ten fingers, the sunshine, the sun, the smile, say goodbye will never abandon me.
You are the biggest accident in my life, and the deepest injury, I thought that I was to tear down at all, with too much good promise, tears finally decided, tears blurred the entire world It has become ambiguous, but your figure is getting clearer, I reached out to touch, only the air is left cold, pain, a little spread, when you are, you are holding My hand said to me: "Wife, I won't be betrayed, I will not leave you", have a birthday that spent together, the surprise makes me in mind, in winter, you will help me hand warm, take me to you Like, tell me this is your life, you have a high fever at night, anxious, I am crying, you hold me, say this is just a little cold, help you toile your feet, bring you into my life, and The street you have pasted always has too many stories. I am your cute baby. You are my world, it seems that everything is perfect, but the beautiful story will always have broken day, I remember the day, When I browsed you space, a woman's net name stunned my eyes, "my husband" on the message board burns my heart, and the sound of breathing in an instant is still still, quietly heard heartbreaking. Frequency, tears, one drop, it seems to be never dry, I ran to ask you, you told me that you don't know who is that it is chatting from the Internet, she is intentionally written, turned back You don't want you to see my tears, this reason is too strong, I want to turn around at that moment, because I love you, how can I leave, you hold my apologies behind me, I can't understand it. I only know that this world is eclipsed in my eyes.
The day is still a day, and there is a tacit understanding we have not mentioned the unhappy, one day, his mobile phone is stopped, there is no news for one week, QQ is no one online, I am going to him When QQ, the words, kindness, let me get angry by the original anger, there is no sign of you when I have no choice, then natural, I want a tired orphan. The eagle returned to his nest, I didn't ask anything, because it was afraid in weak, afraid of you. I am afraid that I can't accept the betrayal, more, I still don't leave you, collegeThe days of winter holidays are coming, once again face separation, my heart is always very embarrassed, you have said my luggage to me: Dear, wait for me, I will definitely go to you. One of the sides of the hugs, we return to their respective places. The days at home will not be slow, but the thoughts in my heart have never stopped, and I don't know if you are safe, and the snow, you said to me. : Baby, have you seen the falling snow? I will give you the same as the snowflakes, but I love you with bright red, blood color, because you are my life, you tell me to play a while, my heart is in my heart It has begun to be serious, and I lost your news another week. When I finally got the courage to play your mobile phone, the voice came from the mobile phone was not the person I worried about my day, but the voice of a girl, she asked who I am Do you have something to find? I asked her who you are? Others? Her answer makes me have just gotten my heart and broken, and the broken fragments can never bond. She said she is your wife, she takes your mobile phone to play, you are not there, hang up the phone, pale, The tears are dried, but now I can't stop tears. This time I will decide to leave you, let go of the humble moral vows, and finally I am still weak, you give me a call in the voice, count With those promise, the heart is soft, but I lost the trust to you. After returning to the school, there is no difference in the past, the only difference is that a seniority begins to chase me, I have to admit that the senior person is a very careful person. But my heart has a one of you, maybe I have changed, maybe we have changed, from the past, I will never betray, become a suspicion, there is no trust, the world is rain. Our quarrels in the phone are like the sky, you will never forget the words you said, I also know how I never trust anyone in your heart, I can give you, you can give you, you said I betray you. , But I don't have, but if you will not believe me, so many things that are numb, my nerve, is it you? Then the evil person, I panic, finally you lost me, the head didn't leave, the nest in the corner, the big brain blank, forgot how to cry, the cold air around, remind me that this is not a dream, I don't want to compromise Because of compromise, deceive yourself, too much, you have a stubborn, stubbornly put me, occasionally heard your news heart followed the pain, those streets, writing memories, I don't dare to go The penalty area does not dare to touch again,Occasional calls are all others who have hit me, but they are only for others, so they have no news, the seniors have been with me, but I understand that my heart is impossible to move, Just take care of me, let me go out of the shadow ...
One day after two years, a strange and familiar voice came from the phone, with a fatigue, you have a break, I am not easy. The world established, the pain, the pain, the kind of distress and helpless, is it okay? I miss you? All collapse, tears have saved so many years, and those who love for so many years, let me love, and then, I don't want to give up, I am afraid that I will become forever, so I will show him, the broken heart Give him, maybe God always likes to joking with me, and shortly he still appears in his message board, is me too obsessed? I asked myself in countless times, this time I saw the "husband" of those words, I smiled, I also understood it, no matter how many years I love, no matter how much I lost, no matter what I lost How reluctant, all you force me at a little bit to choose to escape, and a turn will be a lifetime, I can't get a betrayal.
The last sentence left "Goodbye Teenager". I want to take my incomplete heart to voyage, leave your world, miss, too tired, so I chose forgotten, a big snow cleaned The streets that are never returned, mottle the memory, paying work with everything that pure love and death.
Waiting for a day, when there is enough morality, then meet, then keep a calm, light, 硪, wait for a day, put the 伱 伱 忆 忆 中 记 记 记 记 记 记 伱 去 去 去 伱 去 去Fall in the future, I'm waiting for a day, when I am so strong enough to be very beautiful, I will say that
has never regretted, give up, so, although it has been experienced for many years, that year German is true to leave the best gift, Christmas puts the German wishlight, there is the most beautiful German, all possible it is also lost, goodbye, teenage.
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