一种来自生命深处的泪

作者:轩辕采丝人气:316更新:2021-07-14 11:00:05

轻的泪,是人的泪;动物的泪 ,却是有重量的泪。
  那是一种来自生命深处的泪 。
  第一次看到动物的泪,我几乎是被那一滴泪珠惊呆了,我以为泪水只为人类所专有。直到真的看到动物的泪 ,才会为之感到惊愕,动物更有种为人类所不理解的无声的哀怨。
  第一滴泪——第一次看到动物的泪,是我家一只老猫的泪 。
  这只老猫已经在我家许多许多年了 ,不知生下了多少子女,也不知它已经是多大的年纪,只是知道它已经成了我们家庭的一个成员。我们全家每天生活的一项内容 ,就是和它在一起戏耍。它还是一只小猫的时候 ,我们逗引它在地上滚来滚去 。后来,它渐渐长大了,我们又把它抱在怀里好长时间地抚摸它那软软的绒毛。也许我们和它亲近得太多了 ,它已经一天也离不开我们的抚爱。无论是谁,只要一天没有抚摸它,它就要找到那个人 ,然后就无声地卧在他的身边,等着他的亲昵,直到那人终于抚摸了它 ,它才会心满意足地走开 。
  只是多少年过去了,这只老猫已经是太老了,一副老态龙钟的样子 ,行动已经变得缓慢 。尽管这时我们全家还是对它极为友善,但,也不知道是一种什么原因 ,这只老猫渐渐地就和我们疏远了。它每天只在屋檐下卧着 ,无论我们如何在下面逗引它,它也不肯下来,有时它也懒懒地向我们看一眼 ,但随后就毫无表情地又闭上眼睛。母亲说,这只老猫的寿限就要到了 。也是人类的无情,我们一家人最担心的却是怕它死在家中一个不为人知的角落 ,我们怕它会给我们带来麻烦。
  就这样每天每天地观察它,看到这只老猫确实一天比一天地更加无精打采了。但它还在屋檐下 、窗沿上静静地卧着,似在睡 ,又似在等待那即将到来的最后日子 。也是无意间的发现,我到院里去做什么事情的时候,因为看见这只老猫在窗沿上卧得太久了 ,我就过去看看它是睡着了还是和平时一样在晒太阳。
  但在我靠近它的时候,我却突然发现,就在那只老猫的眼角处 ,凝着一滴泪珠。看来 ,这滴泪珠已经在它的眼角驻留得太久了,那一滴泪已经被太阳晒得活像一颗琥珀,一动不动 ,就凝在眼角边,还在阳光下闪出点点光斑 。“猫哭了!”我不由自主地向房里的母亲喊了一声,母亲立即走了出来 ,她似在给这只老猫一点最后的安慰。谁料这只老猫一看到母亲向它走了过来,立即挣扎着站了起来,用最后的一点力气 ,一步一步向房顶爬了上去。这时,母亲还尽力想把它引下来,也许是想给它最后的食物 ,但这只老猫头也不回地,就一步一步地向远处走去了 。走得那样缓慢,走得那样沉重。
  直到这时 ,我才发现 ,是我们对它太冷酷了,它在我们家生活了一生,我们还是怕它就在我们家里终结生命 ,总是盼着它在生活的最后时刻,能够自己走开,无论是走到哪里 ,也比留在我们家强。最先,我们还以为是它不肯走,怕它要向我们索要最后的温暖 。但是我们把它估计错了 ,它只是等着我们最后的送别;而在它发现我们已经感知到它要离开我们的时候,它只是留下了一滴泪,然后就无声无息地走了 ,不知走到了什么地方去了 。
  很久很久,我总是不能忘记那滴眼泪,那是一种最真诚的眼泪。那是一种留恋生命 ,又感知大限到来的泪水。也许是我们人类过于贪恋生命 ,所以我们总是给爱我们的人留下痛苦 。倒是动物对此有它们自己的情感,它们只给人们留下自己的情爱,然后就含着一滴永远的泪珠向人们告别 ,而把最后的痛苦由自己远远地带走。
  第二滴泪——动物的泪是圣洁的,它们不向人们索求回报。
  我第二次看到动物的泪,是一头老牛的泪 。我们家在农村有一户远亲 ,每年放假,母亲都要把我送到这家远亲那里去住。那里有我许多小兄弟,更有一种温暖的乡情。远亲家里有一头老牛 ,这头老牛已经在他们家里生活了许多年 。而且据我小兄弟说,这头老牛还有灵性,它能听懂我们的语言。当然 ,这可能是因为我们对这头老牛过于喜爱的缘故。
  每当我们模仿牛的叫声唤它的时候,这时只要它不是在劳作,它就一定会自己走到我们身边 ,然后我们一齐骑到它的背上 ,也不用任何指挥,它就会带我们到田间去了 。小兄弟之间,有时会好得形影不离 ,有时却会反目争吵。最严重的时候,几个人还可能纠在一起打得不可开交。
  说来也怪,在我们玩耍的时候 ,那头老牛是睬也不睬我们的,而到我们之间真的动了拳脚,那头老牛就似一个老朋友一样走来 ,在我们之间蹭来蹭去,就是不让我们任何一方的拳头落在对方身上 。短短的几分钟,大家又发现了新奇的东西 ,一齐跑了过去,刚才的仇恨早就忘到九霄云外,而这时再看看老牛 ,它又在一旁吃它的草去了 。当然 ,也是在这头老牛太老了之后,它终于预感到有一件事就要发生了,这时它也和所有的动物一样 ,开始和它的主人疏远了。
  每天每天,我们总是看到它眼角挂着眼泪,也是那种无声的泪。而且 ,这头老牛最大的变化,就是它不再理睬我们这些小兄弟了 。有好几次我还像过去那样学牛的叫声,想把它唤过来 ,它明明是听到了我们唤它的声音,但它只是远远地抬起头来向我们看看,然后再也不理我们 ,低头做它的事情了。传统的民间习惯,总是把失去劳力的老牛卖到“汤锅 ”去。所谓的“汤锅”,就是屠宰场 ,也就是把失去劳动的老牛杀掉卖肉 。这实在太残忍了!但中国农民还不知应该如何安排动物最后的终结。
  农家是无可责怪的 ,家家都是这样做,你又让一个农民如何改变这种做法呢?只是这头老牛已经是对此有所准备了,它似是早就有了一种预感 ,每次它回到家里之后,它就似在用心地听着什么,而门外一有了什么动静 ,它就紧张地抬头张望,再也不似它年轻的时候,无论外面发生了什么事 ,它都理也不理地,只管做着自己的事。然而,这一天终于到来了 ,那是我在这家远亲家作客的时候,只是听说“汤锅”的人来了,我们还没见到人影 ,就看见那头老牛的泪哗哗地流下了泪水 。
  老牛的眼泪不象猫那样只有一滴 ,老牛的眼泪就象泉涌一样,没有多少时间,老牛就哭湿了脸颊。这时 ,它脸上的绒毛已经全部湿成了一缕一缕的毛辫,而且眼泪还从脸上流下来,不多时就哭湿了身下的土地。老牛知道它的寿限到了 ,无怨无恨,它只是叫了一声,也许是向自己的主人告别吧 。然后 ,这就被“汤锅 ”的人拉走了。只剩最后的泪水,还在它原来站立的地方,成了一片泪湿的土地。
  动物的泪 ,那是一种比金属还要沉重的泪,来自生命深处的泪,那是我终身都不会忘记的泪啊!

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英译版本:

Light tears, is a tears of people; the tears of animals are heavy.
It is a tear from the depths of life.
The first time I saw the tears of animals, I was almost stunned by the tears. I thought that tears were only available for human beings. Until the tears of the animals will be horrified, animals have a silent grievances that are not understood by humans.
The first drop of tears - the first time I saw the tears of the animals, it was a tear of my old cat.
This old cat has been in my family for many years, I don't know how many children, I don't know how old it is, just know that it has become a member of our family. One of our family a day life is to play with it. When it is still a kitten, we tease it to roll it on the ground. Later, it gradually grew up, we put it in his arms and touched its soft fluff. Maybe we are close to it, it has been inseparable from our love. No matter who, as long as you don't touch it one day, it will find that person, then loudly in his side, waiting for his relatives, until the person finally stroked it, it will be full of fullness.
How many years have passed, this old cat is too old, a vice, the action, the action has become slow. Although we are very friendly at this time, we don't know if it is a reason. This old cat is gradually alienating. It is only lie in the roof every day, no matter how we are teased below, it is not willing to look at it, sometimes it looks lazy to us, but then close your eyes again. Mother said that this old cat's life is about. It is also a ruthless person, our family is most worried, but it is afraid that it will die in a corner, we are afraid that it will bring us trouble.
Observed it every day, seeing this old cat is more unburable than one day. But it is still under the roof, and the windows are quietly lying on the edge, it seems to be sleeping, and it is still waiting for the upcoming last day. It is also unintentional discovery, when I went to the hospital, because I saw this old cat, I went to the window, I went to see if it was asleep or peace in the sun.
But when I was approaching it, I suddenly found it, just at the corner of the old cat, glanced a drop of tears. LookCome, this drop of tears has been in its corners of its eyes. The tever has been sunkatically lives like a amber. It does not move, it is looked at the corner of the eye, and it also flashes some spot in the sun. "Cat cries!" I couldn't help but shouted to the mother in the room, my mother immediately came out, she seems to give this old cat's last comfort. Who would find that the old cat saw the mother came over and immediately struggled to stand up, with the last one strength, step by step, stepped up to the roof. At this time, the mother also tried to take it down, maybe I want to give the final food, but this old cat is not returning, walking away in the distance step by step. Walking so slowly, it's so heavy.
Until this, I found that we are too cold to it. It lives in our family. We are still afraid that it will end life in our family, always look forward to it in the last moment of life, I am walking away, no matter where it is, it is better than staying in our home. First, we think it is it refused to walk, afraid that it will ask us to keep warm. But we estimate it wrong, it just waited for our final farewell; and it was found that we had already blinded us, it just left a tear, then there was no sound, I won't know. Wherever I got it.
For a long time, I can't always forget that tears, it is the most sincere tear. That is a tearful life that is nostalgic and perceived. Perhaps our human beings are too greedy, so we always leave a pain to those who love us. It is an animal that has their own emotions on this. They only give people their own love, then contain a drop of tears to bid farewell to people, and bring the final pain from themselves away from themselves.
The second tears - the tears of animals are holy, they do not ask people to return.
I saw the tears of animals for the second time, it was a tear of an old cow. Our family has a distant relative in the countryside. Every year, the mother has to send me to this distant relative. There are many little brothers, there is a warm nostalgic. There is an old cow in the distant home, and this old cow has lived in their family for many years. And according to my little brother, this old cow is spiritual, it can understand our language. Of course, this may be because we have too much love for this old cow.
Whenever we imitate the cow's call, when it is not working, it is not working.It will definitely go to us, then we ride on its back, do not have any command, it will take us to the field. Between the little brothers, sometimes it will be beautiful, sometimes it will argue. When the most serious, several people may also be able to beat them together.
When we play, when we play, the old cow is not ignored, and there is really a fist between us, and the old cow is like an old friend. Well, there is no one of us, just let us fall on the other side. In just a few minutes, everyone discovered novel things, ran in the past, and the hatred just forgot to go outside the clouds, and then look at old cow, it is also eating it on the side. Of course, after this older is too old, it finally premises if there is one thing to happen, and it is also the same as all the animals, starting to alienate.
Every day, we always see its eyes hanging tears and the silent tears. Moreover, the biggest change in the old cattle is that it will not pay attention to our little brothers. Some times, I still like the cow's voice like the past, I want to call it, it is clear that we have heard the sound of it, but it just lifts the head far away to look at it, and then ignore We are looking down to do it. Traditional folk habits, always sell the old cows who lost labor to the "soup pot". The so-called "soup pot" is the slaughterhouse, that is, kills the old cow who lost labor. This is too cruel! However, Chinese farmers don't know how to arrange the end of animals.
The farmer is unable to blame, every family is doing this, how do you let a farmer change this practice? Just this old cow is already prepared to this, it seems to have a premonition, after it returns home, it seems to be listening to it, and what is outside the door Motivate, it is nervously looked up, no longer like it, no matter what happened outside, it is ignorant, only doing your own business. However, this day is finally coming, that is, when I am in this far-friendly, I just heard that "soup pot" is coming, we haven't seen the figure, I saw the old cow's tears. Tears.
The tears of the old cow is not like a cat, the tears of the old cow is like Spring, there is not much time, the old cow is crying and wet cheeks. ThisWhen the fluff on its face is all wet into a strand of hair, and the tears will flow from the face, and they will cry now. Old cattle knows its life limit, no complaints, it just called, maybe it is goodbye to his owner. Then, this was taken by the "soup pot". Only the last tears left, and it was still standing, it became a tearful land.
Animal tears, it is a tear that is more heavy than the metal, tears from life, that is the tears I will not forget!
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