凌晨两三点Shirley

作者:周火菡人气:2191更新:2021-07-14 16:00:13

                          世界上的一切都是真的。我理解为 ,存在的都是合理的 。      已是凌晨 ,独自站在宿舍的阳台上,对面刚修了两栋十几层的楼房,有的窗口亮着明晰的灯光 ,有的却黑着 。住的楼下有条浅浅的小河,河水有些浑浊,但依稀可以看见水顶上的一切 ,没有皎洁的月光,唯有零星在闪着闪着,远处,还瑟缩着一盏明灯 ,发出的却是微弱的光,一闪一闪,朦朦胧胧。静谧中不免也会传来汽车的鸣响声和小猫小狗的叫声。      我在想 ,在地球的另一端,太阳应该早就升起,而我却仍处在这一端的阴影中 ,这一个真是 ,这一个容不得半点虚假和怀疑的世界当中......      而不同的是现在的我却是空虚的,我在等待,在等待做点什么来改变现在的自己 ,也即塑造一个全新的自己 。我在努力地寻找那些塑造的材料,工具,可是费尽力气地找了半天才发现那一切都不是我的 ,有的就只是那颗想要改变的心。但是我相信,有这就够了,我努力的看书 ,学习,做题,努力地充实着自己 ,让自己忙一点,再忙一点,并一天又一天地重复着。      我也一直都在用某种世人都认为是正确的理念来要求着自己 ,规范自己 。再次回头看看自己的所作所为时 ,发现自己的那些轨迹就如同一张不能再被修改的草图一样,真正能留下人生中的漂亮的一笔的,真的是屈指可数......     一个人的时候我喜欢听些安静的歌 ,喜欢那种被触动的感觉,仿佛真的可以体会那歌词里的画面,于是把耳机送入耳中 ,静静地聆听着,任由那些唯美的旋律不断地重复着重复着......      突然一个熟悉的声音又把我叫回了这真实的世界里,“该睡觉了!”于是我回来了 ,拖着疲惫的步伐,又回到了这个真实的世界,努力地去寻找那个已经被自己丢掉的自己 ,努力地去发现那个被迫躲在角落的自己......      能回来就好,回来就好......

英译版本:

Everything in the world is true. I understand that it is reasonable. In the early morning, stand alone on the balcony of the dormitory, just compiled two more buildings in the opposite side, some windows showed clear lights, and some were black. There is a shallow stream downstairs, and the river is a bit turbid, but it can see everything on the top of the water. There is no 皎皎 月 光, only the sparestock is flashing, far away, but also strangled a bright light, sent out It is a weak light, a flash, 朦 朦. It is inevitable that the car's sound and the sound of the kitten puppy will also come in quiet. I am thinking, on the other end of the earth, the sun should rise early, but I still are in the shadow of this end, this is really, this one can not have a false and doubtful world ... And the difference is that I am empty, I am waiting, waiting for something to change now, you will shape a new one. I am trying to find the materials, tools, tools, but I have a long time to find some talents and find that everything is not mine, some just the heart that wants to change. But I believe that there is enough, I work hard to read book, study, do questions, and try to make myself, let yourself be busy, busy, and repeat again day. I have always used some kind of world to think that it is the right concept to ask yourself and regulate yourself. When you look back at your own place, you find that your trajectory is like a sketch that you can't be modified. You can really leave a beautiful one in your life, it is really a number of things ... ... When a person, I like to listen to a quiet song. I like that kind of touch, as if I can really realize the picture in the lyrics, so I will send the headphones into the ear, listen quietly, let it The beautiful melody continues to repeat ... Suddenly a familiar voice is called back to this true world, "I slept!" So I came back, dragging the pace of tiredness, and After returning to this real world, try to find yourself who has been lost by yourself, try to find that you are forced to hide ... you can come back, come backJust ...

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