夏季末伤,囚你我无期左手里,颠覆不了的倒影...

作者:上官碧民人气:63更新:2021-07-20 18:00:18

         夜,静的可怕 ,静的让人窒息。夏天过去了,夏日的余温,却还没有散尽 ,在这个寂静的夜里,在这个我又想起你的夜里,虫鸣 ,似乎都远去了......

         听着耳机里淡淡忧伤的音乐,看着照片里昔日的情景,默数心间残留的几许幸福 ,不知不觉间,胸膛上的衣襟沾染了什么?是泪,什么时候眼泪落了下来?于是 ,我轻轻的打开 ,小心的观望,让心底关于你的记忆一点点浮现,怕不小心摔碎了..... 虽然它已经支离破碎......

         在每一个想你的夜里 ,在每一个不经意的瞬间,心底最柔弱的那片,每每都会充斥着不知名的情愫 ,似幽似泣,或悲或伤,忧伤还是快乐?不管我怎么努力的去封闭 ,它就像春日里的小草,除不尽,杀不完 ,灭不掉.....悲伤悄然浮现,寂寞滚滚而来,泪水 ,也脱离眼眶 ,静静滑落...我尽力的去囚禁,在心里划一片禁地,囚你我与无期!

          窗外的空气 ,透过薄薄的砂纸涌进我左右,淡淡的落寞用我入怀,压抑的我不能自己。没有办法 ,没有知觉,有点只是被过滤掉的暗殇 。曾经,拥有你 ,我以为拥有了整个世界,虽然并不快乐,并不美满 ,但是我已满足,即使你并没有想象中的那样完美......是怎么断了,来不及坍塌的世界就已经支离破碎 ,长久以来的信念不足以支撑........说不出的痛 ,你在我心里划上了一道一道的伤,即使再怎么心甘情愿,也不足以填平你内心的不甘与怨念。

我用繁华与喧闹来填补内心的空白 ,不去想,不去爱,不去思念 ,不提感伤,不带忧虑.....面无表情的脸上淡淡的挤出轻笑,让我不至于在人群中突兀的格格不入 ,不用伪装,没有面具,因为没有人了解 ,没有人知道,这份情是我挥之不去的禁脔,触之便燃的逆鳞....

           是谁说的 ,一分钟 ,要用一辈子忘记。那么,这么久了,我该如何忘记?脆弱的心灵要怎么坚强?拿什么去渲染脑海的苍白?|“深情苦 ,一生苦,痴情只为无情苦”|人影渐瘦....是无情吗?我知道,你不是 。只是自私的你付出扭曲现实的爱。百般算计 ,最终连剩下的情都被你刺的创口淋漓,连仅剩的想念都无以为续....捏碎了我,摧残了我 ,践踏了我,让我连自尊都没有......

           “你的爱被埋葬,恨被收藏 ,痛应该被原谅;我的爱不用讲,恨不用想,思念在发烫......”我放任你所做的一切 ,只因为我爱你。希望你能好好生活 ,不再任性

           时间,静静的流逝;空间,悄悄的变迁;心间 ,淡淡的疗伤 。爱是一种伤,伤好了,爱也就结束了;爱是一种付出 ,给予完了,爱也就空白了!

           许久以后,我会好起来....

英译版本:

Night, quiet, quiet, suffocating. Summer passed, the summer temperature, but didn't be exhausted, in this silent night, I remembered this night, insects, it seems to be far away ...

Listening to the faint musk in the headphones, watching the photos in the past, a few happiness of the silence of the heart, I don't know if the clothes on the chest are contaminated? It is tears, when is tears? So, I opened it gently, be careful, let my heart about your memory, I am afraid that I accidentally break ..... Although it has been broken, it is broken ...

Every night, in every instant, the thinnest moment, everything is full of unknown love, seems to be a sad, or sad, sad or happy? No matter how much I work hard, it is like the grass in spring, except that it is not exhausted, can't kill, you can't get it ..... sadness quietly, loneliness, tears, tears, also leave the eyes, quiet Slide ... I tried my best to imprison, in my heart, forbidden, prisoner, my and life!

The air outside the window flies into my left and right through the thin sandpaper, and the faint desolate uses me to blame, I can't myself. There is no way, there is no sense, it is a bit just filtered down. Once, I have you, I thought I had the whole world, although I am not happy, not beautiful, but I am satisfied, even if you don't think it is perfect ... What is it broken, it's not a collapse? I have been broken, and the belief in a long time is not enough to support ........ I can't say a pain, you have a hurt in my heart, even if you are willing, you are not enough to fill your inner heart. Not sweet and resentful.

I use bustling and noisy to fill the hearts of the heart, don't think, don't love, don't miss, don't mention feel injury, don't worry ..... The face of faceless face is faint I went out, let me not don't in the crowd, don't have a disguise, no mask, because no one knows, no one knows that this feeling is a ban on the ban, touch the anti-scales. ...

Who saidFor a minute, I have to forget for a lifetime. So, so long, how should I forget? What is the fragile heart? What to get the pale with the brain? "Due to hard work, suffering, infatuation is only for ruthlessness" | people are more thin .... Is it ruthless? I know, you are not. Just selfish, you pay the distortion of realistic love. Warranty, eventually, the rest of the situation is being opened by you, even the only missing miss is not allowed .... Crushed me, destroyed me, trampled me, let me have no self. .....

"Your love is buried, hate is collected, pain should be forgiven; my love does not have to talk, hate doesn't want to think, miss it is hot ..." I put it for Everything you do, just because I love you. I hope you can live well, no longer

time, quietly lapse; space, quiet changes; heart, faint healing. Love is a kind of injury, hurt, love is over; love is a kind of pay, finished, love is blank!

After a long time, I will get better ....

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