突然发生了好多可以撕碎我心的事 ，就这么一个下午，就这么一个下午，所有的事都发生了 ，压抑着，什么也说不出来，就听见它在哭，像是被吓坏的孩子一样 ，惊慌失措，阵阵的痛穿过每个神经，最后汇集在心脏最深处....痛
撕心裂肺的感觉 ，惶恐不安，所有的都在脑袋里来回放映，所有的都像白蚁一样 ，在每个细胞，重复的啃食，重复的让你清醒 ，让你纠结，无法形容的痛，刺穿了每个角落 。看见了血淋淋的自己 ，呵，这是怎么了。不是一直很坚强的么？不是一直对所有的都不当回事的么？
看着 ，眼睁睁的看着心脏最深处被刺穿，看着，眼睁睁的看着保护层被无情的撕毁 ，看着，眼睁睁的看着灵魂在躯体中逝去 。不管怎么哭喊，怎么挣扎 ，还是没法发出任何声音，你知道吗？知道这种绝望吗？知道这种生不如死吗？
我在问着，瑶 ，你是怎么了，你该是无坚不摧的，你该是明媚向上的 ，你该是上善若水的，怎么就这样了呢？我在看着，看着她的灵魂慢慢的褪去了躯壳，看着躯壳慢慢的被挖空 ，看着被挖空深处那血淋淋的痛。我想她一定很难过吧！
是的，我没有关机，我笑着 ，我回着你们发的消息，我证明还是活着的。我有我自己的空间，我应该有属于的自己的空间 ，我疗伤的地方不是你们给的了的，我的伤也不是你们能碰的。
我倔强了吗？我的骨子气怎么没有了 。所有的都灰飞烟灭了，只剩下躯壳在这 ，写着历历在目的事情，记录这点点滴滴的痛，这又是做什么呢？觉得自己像疯子 ，疯子一样，苦不堪言，难道就要被这样折磨吗？难道就应该这样被浇灭吗？难道就是这样的无力吗？
让我忘了今天吧！这是个玩笑吧 ，是个梦吧！你说呀！说这是假的！掐着自己手背，原来还是会痛的，原来这是真的 ，原来该发生的不该发生的都是现实了，原来，原来这已经是定局了呵！笑吧！你们笑吧！你们看呀 ，看看这伤口，是不是如你们所愿了，是不是你们还不满足啊 ，呵。
Suddenly, a lot of things that can tear my heart, just in the afternoon, just in this afternoon, all things happened, suppressed, I couldn't say it, I heard it was crying. Like a frightened child, panic, painted through each nerve, final collection in the heart's deepest place ....
Torn the feeling of heartfelt, fearless, all All of them come back and forth in your head, all like termites, in each cell, repeated food, repetition, let you get awake, let you tangled, can't describe the pain, piercing every corner. I saw bloody yourself, huh, what happened. Isn't it very strong? Not too much not to take care of all?
Who can now, who can make me in the break, I am really painful.
Looking at it, looked at the heart of the heart was piercing, looked at it, and looked at the protection layer was ruthlessly torn, looked at it, and looked at the soul to die in the body. No matter how cry, how to struggle, still can't make any sound, do you know? Do you know this despair? Do you know that this is not as good as death?
I am asking, Yao, what happened, you should be invincible, you should be bright, you should be the water, how is it? I was watching, looking at her soul slowly faded the body, looked at the body, and looked at the blood of the blood in the depths. I think she must be very sad!Yes, I didn't shut down, I smiled, I went back to your news, I prove or live. I have my own space, I should have my own space, my treatment is not what you give, my injury is not you can touch.
I am stubborn? How did my bones are gone? All of all the grate is off, only the body is in this, write the pain in the destination, record this bit of pain, what is this? I feel like a madman, the madman is the same, I am so bitter, is it going to be tortured? Is it necessary to be cast? Is it such a weakness?
What are you still, is it worthless?People you hurt, people you love, where are they? Maybe it is joke! Now you are a clown, just a small ugly!
Let me forget today! This is a joke, it is a dream! You said! Say this is fake! The back of his hand, it is still painful. It turns out that this is true. It turns out that there should be a reality. It turns out that this is already a foregoing! Laugh! You laugh! You look, look at this wound, is it as you wish, is you still not satisfied, huh.
Have you seen it? She covered her chest and cried! did you see it? 21 year old, the soul passed away. did you see it? She is dead!
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