到今天 ，我依然不是很明白，自己为何要如此墨守成规。有很多事情自己是可以去改变的，可是我没有那样去做 ，我依然沉默，依然承受，依然低调 。
我只是不想太多事，我是个怕麻烦的人 ，只要事情不变大，哪怕自己受些委屈，觉得也没什么。很多人认为我傻 ，我笨。可是，我想告诉大家的是，不去想并不代表傻 ，不代表笨，只是不想去在意 、在乎那么多我自认为没有必要的事情而已 。
我无时无刻的在提醒自己，要加强自己的承受能力 ，一切的一切，只是因为自己，如果自己做得够好 ，做得到位，我就会相信自己没有违背自己的理念。但是这一切的一切，又怎么会是自己想的那个模样。
当我一个人在承受的时候，又何曾有人知道 ，这本不是我该承受的，而是我可以背道而驰的。但是我做不到，真的做不到 。别人都觉得我从来都不发脾气 ，但凡发起脾气来会很大，很吓人。我可以很认真的告诉大家，我从来不会随便发脾气 ，要我发，我也发不起来。
世界上的事情，真的很复杂 ，特别是现在的人心 。现在她给你一张笑脸，说不定后面就给你一刀。我厌恶这个社会，我看不得外面可怜的情景 ，我的心太软弱，我见不得高傲无知的人，我无法接受傲慢。
有时候，心真的很累很累 ，想躺下来，但又有很多事在等着自己做 。静静的看着天空，想寻找一个可以倾诉的人 ，但是寻遍了所有的QQ好有，所有的电话薄，都没有一个。先前的友人 ，也都在忙着各自的生活。
To today, I still don't understand it, why do you want to make a regular basis? There are many things that you can change, but I don't do that, I am still silent, still withstand, still low-key.
I just don't want too much, I am a fear of trouble, as long as things are not big, even if I am a bit wronged, I feel that there is nothing. Many people think that I am stupid, I am stupid. However, I want to tell you that it is not a stupid, it doesn't mean stupid, just don't want to care, what I think is not necessary.
I am not awkwardly reminding yourself, to strengthen my own ability, everything, just because I have done enough, I will do it, I will believe that I have not violated my own philosophy. But everything is everything, how can it be the same as you think.
When I was inherited, I did someone known that this is not I should bear, but I can carry it back. But I can't do it, I really can't do it. Others feel that I have never lost their temper, but everything will be very big and scary. I can tell you very seriously, I have never sent my temper, I have to send it, I can't get up.
The world is really complicated, especially the people now. Now she gives you a smile, saying that I will give you a knife back. I disgusted this society, I can't see the poor scene, my heart is too weak, I can't accept people who are proud, I can't accept arrogance.
Sometimes, the heart is really tired and tired, I want to lying down, but there are still many things waiting to do it. Looking quietly, I want to find a person who can talk, but I am looking for all QQ, all the phones are thin, there is no one. Previous friends are also busy their lives.
If you really don't let your tears fall, then I want to find the stars on the sky, the moon. They can accompany me and fade the heart. Make the bumbler dusting .......
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