究竟是什么?香水百合

作者:杜仲桃人气:1636更新:2021-07-13 10:00:08

    到今天 ,我依然不是很明白,自己为何要如此墨守成规。有很多事情自己是可以去改变的,可是我没有那样去做 ,我依然沉默 ,依然承受,依然低调 。
   我只是不想太多事,我是个怕麻烦的人 ,只要事情不变大,哪怕自己受些委屈,觉得也没什么。很多人认为我傻 ,我笨。可是,我想告诉大家的是,不去想并不代表傻 ,不代表笨,只是不想去在意 、在乎那么多我自认为没有必要的事情而已 。
   我无时无刻的在提醒自己,要加强自己的承受能力 ,一切的一切,只是因为自己,如果自己做得够好 ,做得到位 ,我就会相信自己没有违背自己的理念 。但是这一切的一切,又怎么会是自己想的那个模样。
   当我一个人在承受的时候,又何曾有人知道 ,这本不是我该承受的,而是我可以背道而驰的。但是我做不到,真的做不到 。别人都觉得我从来都不发脾气 ,但凡发起脾气来会很大,很吓人。我可以很认真的告诉大家,我从来不会随便发脾气 ,要我发,我也发不起来。
    世界上的事情,真的很复杂 ,特别是现在的人心 。现在她给你一张笑脸,说不定后面就给你一刀。我厌恶这个社会,我看不得外面可怜的情景 ,我的心太软弱 ,我见不得高傲无知的人,我无法接受傲慢。
    有时候,心真的很累很累 ,想躺下来,但又有很多事在等着自己做 。静静的看着天空,想寻找一个可以倾诉的人 ,但是寻遍了所有的QQ好有,所有的电话薄,都没有一个。先前的友人 ,也都在忙着各自的生活。
    如果担头真的可以不让眼泪掉下来,那么我想寻找天空上的星星、月亮 。它们可以陪着我,淡化心冷。让承受的委屈淡化.......

英译版本:

To today, I still don't understand it, why do you want to make a regular basis? There are many things that you can change, but I don't do that, I am still silent, still withstand, still low-key.
I just don't want too much, I am a fear of trouble, as long as things are not big, even if I am a bit wronged, I feel that there is nothing. Many people think that I am stupid, I am stupid. However, I want to tell you that it is not a stupid, it doesn't mean stupid, just don't want to care, what I think is not necessary.
I am not awkwardly reminding yourself, to strengthen my own ability, everything, just because I have done enough, I will do it, I will believe that I have not violated my own philosophy. But everything is everything, how can it be the same as you think.
When I was inherited, I did someone known that this is not I should bear, but I can carry it back. But I can't do it, I really can't do it. Others feel that I have never lost their temper, but everything will be very big and scary. I can tell you very seriously, I have never sent my temper, I have to send it, I can't get up.
The world is really complicated, especially the people now. Now she gives you a smile, saying that I will give you a knife back. I disgusted this society, I can't see the poor scene, my heart is too weak, I can't accept people who are proud, I can't accept arrogance.
Sometimes, the heart is really tired and tired, I want to lying down, but there are still many things waiting to do it. Looking quietly, I want to find a person who can talk, but I am looking for all QQ, all the phones are thin, there is no one. Previous friends are also busy their lives.
If you really don't let your tears fall, then I want to find the stars on the sky, the moon. They can accompany me and fade the heart. Make the bumbler dusting .......

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