从学校出来，就没有写过文章 ，忘记了华丽的词藻、烂漫的情怀。取而代之的是忙碌繁琐的工作和“围城 ”里油盐酱醋的现实 。讨厌金钱的庸俗，却又要追随众生为它乐此不疲。
怀念校园生活和花前月下的美好时光，这些似乎都离我越走越远。亲情和责任装进了脑海。时常对过去感慨：“隔得很近，相距很远” 。多愁 、善感、焦虑不符合我年龄的词 ，也被强加了进去。很晚的睡，很早的起，让我充分体味着现实生活的残酷。真希望时间能够戛然而止 ，或在过去的某一刻停滞，对那些美好时光慢慢记忆和珍藏 。
都说幸福的人都是一样的，感觉和她的相遇 ，就是一例。我们是在去大学报到的列车上认识的。当时她坐我对面 。初见印象，苗条的身材，南方女孩特有的秀气和甜美。她一直安静地观赏着窗外的景色 ，好像不愿意错过和遗漏一处。忘记了如何开头，我们谈起了彼此旅程的起点和终点 。当发现我们的终点一致时，她变得亲切和兴奋了许多。彼此的话匣子突然打开。感觉不到列车轰隆的前行和时间的流逝 。一直聊到分别。
本以为这只是生活的一段插曲 ，一次愉悦的旅程。直到军训临时班再次遇见她。我才开始相信缘分一词 。我们彼此都很开心，为再次相遇激动不已。每次军训完，回到教室，都坐在一起聊天。后来演变成参加任何集体活动都要特意的走在一起 。我能感觉出来 ，两颗年轻的心在青春情愫的萌动和荷尔蒙的作用下，靠得更近。这样的生活一直延续到军训的结束和分班。
因为专业不同，同在一校 ，却相距甚远 。加上需对新校和同学的熟悉，让我们无暇联系。直到第一个国庆假期的到来。家途遥远的我们都选择了留校不归 。假期里我们有了第一次约会。没有鲜花的祝福，也没有罗曼蒂克的情怀。但是感觉周围的一切事物都无比美好 。绿油的小草 ，芬香的花儿，欢叫的鸟，似乎都在为我们祝福。
从那以后我们开始了情侣的路线 ，情书的传递，“电话粥”式的倾诉思念，周末频频的约会。校园的假山、南校门附近的池塘岸边、附近的公园。都留下过我们依偎的身影 。哭过 、笑过、也闹过 ，五味俱全。磕磕碰碰的爱情直到各自离开学校，还在继续。
她比我先出来实习，去了江苏的一家公司 。刚离别，思念的味道犹如烈酒。那段时间最难熬。常去我们曾经一起到过的地方 ，寻找她留下的倩影 。之后不久，我也去了青岛的一家公司。遥远的距离，如同一条鸿沟 ，在慢性的斩断和切割我们的感情。时常从朋友口中时常传来了她的信息，她工作很不开心，一个男孩在追求她 ，他们出去约会了 。我们开始了质疑和责备，互不信任。在争吵和流泪中结束了一切。
辗转多年 。为了生活，四处奔波。彻底断了彼此间的联系。每当回忆 ，心中总是泛起丝丝涟漪。年轻的我们不懂珍惜、宽容和信任，彼此错过 。等到懂得，却已沧海桑田。那逝去的美好和记忆的纯真 ，不随时间褪去，反增几分甜蜜思绪，刻骨铭心。
清晨起来，推开窗 ，阳光温馨入床 。舒展昨夜疲倦身躯。开始新一天忙碌生活。因今天的偶遇和经历，是为明天回忆的提前记忆 。
柳 2012.04.13 深圳
From the school, there has not been written in the article and forget the gorgeous phrase, the feeling of rottenness. Instead, it is a busy and cumbersome work and the reality of "the surrounding". I hate the vulgarity of money, but I have to follow all beings. It is not tired.
Missing the campus life and the beautiful time under the previous month, these seem to be away from me. Family and responsibility have been put into the mind. I often feel the past: "I have a very close, the same is far away." More, good, and anxiety does not meet the words of my age, is also impressed. Sleeping very late, getting early, let me fully understand the cruelty of real life. I really hope that time can stop, or at a moment of past, slowly memorize and collect it for those beautiful times.
Everyone who said happiness is the same, feeling with her encounter, is an example. We have known to the train to the college. At the time, she sat opposite. The first impression, slim figure, the unique show and sweet girls in the southern girl. She has been quietly watching the scenery outside the window, it seems that I am not willing to miss and miss one place. Forgot how to start, we talk about the starting point and end of each other. When we found our endpoint, she became kind and excited. The words of each other are suddenly opened. I don't feel the passive and time of the train boom. Always talking separately.
This thought this is just a paragraph of life, a pleasant journey. Until the military training temporary class once again met her. I started to believe in the word. We are very happy to meet each other, and we have excited again. Every military training is completed, returning to the classroom, sitting together. Later, I have to go together to participate in any collective activities. I can feel that the two young hearts are closer to the germination of youth and hormones. Such a life continues to the end of military training and diverting.
Because of the different majors, the same number is far away. Plus the familiarity of new schools and classmates, let us contact us. Until the first National Day holiday. We have chosen to stay in the home. We have the first date in the holiday. There is no blessing of flowers, there is no feelings of Romantic. But everything that feels is very beautiful. Green oil, the fragrant flower, the chef bird, seems to be blessed with us.
From then on, we started a couple's route, the passion of lovers, the "telephone porridge", the context, the weekend frequent date. Campus, SouthCampo near the school gate, near the park. Have left our snuggling. Cried, laugh, and I have a lot of trouble. The love that touched it until you left the school, and continue.
She came out of me, I went to a company in Jiangsu. Just parting, the taste of thoughts is like a spirits. That time is the hardest. Often it to the place we have come together, look for her shadow left. Shortly, I also went to a company in Qingdao. Distant distance, like a gap, cut off and cut our feelings in chronic. I often came from my friends, and she was very unhappy, and a boy was pursuing her, they went out date. We have begun questioning and blaming, mutual trust. Everything is over in the quarrel and tears.
Tomorrow for many years. For life, I have rushed around. It is completely broken to contact each other. Whenever I recall, my heart always fans. Young we don't know how to cherish, tolerate and trust, miss each other. I have been understood, but it has been in the sea. The pure and memory of the dying, not fading over time, anti-adding sweet thoughts, unforgettable.
In the morning, push the window, the sun is warm into the bed. Stretching tired of the body last night. Start a new day busy life. Due to today's opinions and experiences, it is an advancement of memories of tomorrow.
Liu 2012.04.13 Shenzhen
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