几分凉意风L

作者:武光易人气:292更新:2021-07-14 07:38:05

      深夜了 ,却毫无睡意。空空的宿舍 ,就我一个人 。或许此刻的心情也是如此的空洞 。

     听着淡淡的音乐,心很平静。几分彷徨,几分眷恋。

      如今有个词语可以形容 ,世态炎凉 。不是我爱感伤这些,而是这些事总缠遇我。真怀疑我上辈子欠了某些人,就当还债吧。够了就算了 ,不要再发生了 。真的很无语,真的很无奈的。以为删除可以取代格式化,可心里真的留下了太多的阴影 ,为什么对我如此的,真的有些过分,有些牵强。

     我真的很坏吗?为什么都要这样的对我?

     静静的想着最近发生的这些 ,泪水不由的就出来了,有几个人知道承受这些,需要多大的勇气 ,花了多大的力气 。我不知道还剩下些什么 ,真的好想倒下,真的好累,好累。笑着说我会很好很好 ,可我知道我没底气说,也没力气说。

     渐渐的远去,渐渐的淡化 。不是我想改变 ,而是逼迫这我。真不知道以后还会演变些什么,不想去揣测。如果都觉得这样好,就这样呗 。

   有时 ,真的很不甘心 。如此的用心,如此的真心,得到的却是如此的评价。被践踏在脚底下 ,是他们无情,还是我根本就不配。苦笑自己,傻的可怜 。这一切的一切 ,只剩下空空的躯体。既然你们喜欢把自己说的如此堂皇 ,就配合你们呗。我所能做的就是紧紧的抱紧自己,擦干自己的眼泪,把所有的失去 ,所有的伤痛,自己慢慢的吐下 。然后,转身 ,走下去。

     没有回忆,也没有什么值得我支撑。如果说还剩下什么,就是我的尊严和少得可怜的坚强 。

      天凉了 ,今夜,也有点苍凉。

                

英译版本:

The night, but there is no sleep. I am alone in the empty dormitory. Perhaps the mood at this moment is also such a void.

Listening to a faint music, the heart is calm. A bit of a bit of love.

There is a word that can be described in the world. Not I love to be sad, but these things are always entangled. I really doubt that I owe someone in my life, I will pay attention to it. If it is enough, don't happen anymore. Really speechless, really helpless. I thought that the delete can replace formatting, but I really left too much shadow, why is it for me, it is really excessive, some are awesome.

I am really bad? Why do you have to be like this?

Silent thinking about these, tears could not help but come out, a few people know that these, how much courage is needed, spend more strength. I don't know what else left, I really want to fall, really tired, so tired. Laughing, I will be very good, but I know that I have nothing to say, I have no strength.

Gradually, gradually fell. I don't want to change, but forced this. I really don't know what will be evolved in the future, I don't want to speculate. If you feel like this, this is like this.

Sometimes it is really unwilling. Such a heart, so sincere, it is so this evaluation. Under the foot, it is ruthless, or I am not worthy. I am bitter, stupid. Everything is everything, there is only an empty body. Since you like to say such a emperor, you can cooperate with you. What I can do is tightening myself, wiped my own tears, put all the lost, all the pain, spit it slowly. Then, turn, go.

There is no memory, and there is nothing worthy of my support. If there is something left, it is my dignity and less powerful.

It's cool, tonight, it is also a bit desolate.

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