只要你幸福就够了

作者:石良盛人气:263更新:2021-07-14 15:48:05

好吗?现在的我连这句简单的问候都无法让你明白!

  记得之前,望着你的泪痕 ,望着你那痛不欲生的神情,满心的不舍在胸前流动 。我想对你说,别哭了 ,傻瓜 ,我在这边,就在你身旁,从没有离开过你。

  望着你那呆滞的神情 ,所有的不舍从心中漫了出来,漫过我们的心房,漫过我们的家!我大声的喊出你的名字 ,说出想对你说的那些话,可你似乎没有听到,一点儿反应都没有给我。是不是我的声音太小了 ,你听不到?对啊!没错!肯定是我的声音太小了,所以我又再一次大声地对着你喊出那些话 。失望一次又一次的眷顾我,似乎不管我怎么挣扎都注定是失望一样!

  但这没有使我放弃 ,我坚信你一定能听到我的呼喊!或许是人太多,声音太杂,你没有听出我的声音来;或许是环境太吵 ,我的声音被淹没在声海之中;或许是其他的因素 ,让我的声音无法传到你的耳里 。

  于是,在安静的街头,只有孤身一人的你时 ,我大声喊出那些想说的话,可你没有听到;在空荡荡的房间,只有孤独寂寞的你时 ,我大声喊出那些想说的话,可你没有听到;在哀伤满地的心房中,只有受伤难过的你时 ,我大声喊出那些想说的话,可你还是没有听到!

  渐渐地,我失望了 ,我知道自己的声音无法传到你的耳中,即便那是一句简简单单的“好吗 ”!不管心中有多少话好想,好想对你说 ,现在都无法让你明白或是听到!

  可是 ,只要我还能在你的身旁徘徊,还能看到你每天的生活,只要你能够幸福就够了!

  看到你为我伤心而号啕大哭的时候 ,多少不舍化做一阵清风围绕在你的身旁,偷偷地为你抹去眼泪,只希望你能幸福的继续微笑 ,那就足够了!看到你为我一再消瘦的时候,多少不忍化做一道阳光照射入你的心房,悄悄地为你提供能量 ,仅希望你能幸福的继续进食,那就足够了!看到你为我痴呆孤立的时候,多少不甘化做一场雨水滴落在你的声旁 ,慢慢地将你赶回人群中,就希望你能幸福的依旧生活,那就足够了!

  我不能告诉你 ,也不想告诉你 ,更不该告诉你,我有多想你!如果能给我多说一句话的时间,我只想对你说 ,明天也要继续上班啊!如果能给我多做一个动作的时间,我只想最后再抱抱你,让你的体温永远留在我的心中!如果能给我多做一件事情的时间 ,我只想做一个蛋糕做今天你的生日礼物!

  做为一个不再存在这世间的逝者,我很难过,因为不能对我爱的你说出即便像“好吗”这样简单的问候!可我也很高兴 ,因为我不想让你知道我还思念着你,只要你幸福就够了,那就够了!

英译版本:

Okay? Now I am even a simple greeting can't let you understand!

Remember, look at your tears, look at your feelings that you don't want to live, full of reluctance to flow in the chest. I want to tell you, don't cry, fool, I am here, I have never left you.

Looking at your dull look, all of them is coming out of my heart, I've been through our atrium, and I have been with our home! I shouted your name loudly and said that I want to say to you, but you don't seem to hear it, and I have not given me a little. Is my voice too small, can't you hear? correct! That's right! It is definitely that my voice is too small, so I once again shouted for you once again. I am disappointed again and again, I seem to be disappointed, I don't care how I struggled.

But this did not give me give up, I firmly believe that you will be able to hear my shout! Perhaps it is too much, the sound is too miscellaneous, you didn't hear my voice; maybe the environment is too noisy, my voice is overwhelmed in the sea; maybe the other factors, let my voice can't pass it to you In the ear.

So, in a quiet street, when I was alone, I shouted out what I want to say, but you didn't hear it; in an empty room, I only shouted when I was lonely, I shouted. If you want to say, you haven't heard it; in the saddest atrium, when you are sad, I shouted out what I want to say, but you still haven't heard it!

Gradually, I was disappointed, I know that my voice can't be passed into your ear, even if it is a simple "okay"! No matter how many words in my heart, I want to tell you, I can't let you understand or hear it now!

However, as long as I can beside you, I can see your daily life, as long as you can happiness!

When you see you, when you are sad, I'm not crying, how many dismiscies do a breeze around you, secretly erase your tears, just hope that you can continue to smile, then enough! When you see you have repeatedly thinned, how much is unbearable to make a sunshine into your balm, quietly provide you with energy, just hope that you can happinessContinue, it is enough! When you see you are isolated for me, how much doesn't get into a rain, dripping in your voice, slowly driveing ​​you back, I hope that you can happiness, it is enough!

I can't tell you, I don't want to tell you, I shouldn't tell you, I miss you! If you can give me more time, I just want to tell you, I have to go to work tomorrow! If you can give me more time, I just want to hug you in my heart, let your body temperature stay in my heart! If you can give me more time, I just want to be a cake to do today your birthday gift!

As a dead, I am very sad, because I can't tell me to say that "okay" is as simple as "okay"! But I am also very happy, because I don't want you to know that I am still missing, as long as you are happy, then enough!

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