唯一的暖色(上)落花飘零

作者:乔思天人气:124更新:2021-07-18 22:20:08

      在她的眼中,他就是这个黑白世界里唯一的暖色 ,是她能感受到的有温度色彩 ,让她的世界不再单调 。
 
      她是天生的全色盲,也就是除了黑色和白色之外,她什么颜色都看不到 。颜色对她来说只是深浅不同的黑白两色罢了。在别人的眼里 ,活在世上就像在看彩电;在她的眼里,活在世上像是在看黑白电影。
 
      曾经很流行一个笑话:熊猫一生中有三个愿望,其中一个愿望就是拍一张彩色照片 ,因为它全身只有黑白两种颜色 。听到这个笑话的时候,她淡然一笑,开玩笑说原来我还是国宝啊。是的 ,尽管她看不到斑斓的色彩,她也可以笑着面对这个对她不公平的世界。
 
      小时候的她并不知道这是一种病症,而且是无药可治 。天真无邪的她以为所有的人都是这样的 ,但是当她的父母发现她分辨不了颜色抛弃了她之后,她才知道自己是不正常的小孩。幸运的是,被父母遗弃的她被一个老奶奶收养了。当她意识到父母是故意和她走散的时候 ,她在街头哭着喊爸爸妈妈 。这时一个老奶奶走过来慈祥地对她说:“虽然你没有了父母 ,但是你还有我这个奶奶。”在那一刻,她觉得眼前这个白发苍苍,满脸皱纹的老人家就是她的救世主 ,老人家脸上那抹微笑就像太阳一样温暖,这是她第一次觉得在她冰冷的黑白世界里还有这样一种令人暖和的颜色。因为这份难得的温暖,她跟着老奶奶回家了 ,从此她就和老奶奶相依为命了 。
 
        奶奶并不是一个有钱人,她是以捡废品和养老金为生的。她没有丈夫和子女,独自住在一个砖瓦房里。她的加入 ,让奶奶的生活更加拮据,但是奶奶从来都没有后悔过把她带回家,甚至想方设法地让她吃饱穿暖 ,只是常常感叹自己没有能力让她过更好的生活 。
 
      对她来说,没有色彩的贫穷生活并不不可怕,她最害怕的是唯一能让她温暖的奶奶会离开她 。所以 ,她没有告诉奶奶她的病 ,小心翼翼地隐瞒着,生怕奶奶会因为这个病把她赶走。只是奶奶还是发现了,但是奶奶不但没有赶走她 ,还给了她一个温暖的拥抱,安慰她这没什么大不了的,而且对她更好了。为了报答奶奶的恩情 ,她尽心尽力地帮着奶奶做家务,还去做兼职帮补家计,乖乖地听奶奶的话 。
 
      平静而快乐的日子持续了两年就要结束了 ,奶奶为了生活操劳的身体撑不住了。为了不让她直接面对自己的死亡,奶奶叫她到市中心给自己买药,她听话地出门了。当她拿着药推开门的时候 ,奶奶已经离开了 。她不敢相信她一直珍惜的幸福就这样消失了,泪流满面的她抱着奶奶哭了一天。
 
      用尽家里仅剩的钱,她为奶奶办了一个简单的不能再简单的葬礼。葬礼结束后 ,她的世界里唯一的暖色就彻底离开了 。

英译版本:

In her eyes, he is the only warm color in this black and white world. It is the temperature color that she can feel, let her world no longer monotonous.

She is a natural blind, which is that she can't see it in addition to black and white. Color is just a dark and white two colors of a different color. In the eyes of others, living in the world is like watching color TV; in her eyes, living in the world is watching black and white movies.

I have been very popular: I have three wishes in the panda life, one of the desires is to take a color photo because it has only black and white color. When I heard this joke, she smiled, joking, I am still a national treasure. Yes, although she can't see the colorful colors, she can laugh with this world of unfairness.

She didn't know if she was a condition, and it was unparalleled. It is like this, but she knows that she is a child after her parents find that she can't tell her color abandoned her. Fortunately, she was abandoned by her parents, she was adopted by a grandmother. When she realized that her parents were deliberate and her dissipated, she cried in the street and called Mom. At this time, a grandmother said that he said to her: "Although you have no parents, you still have my grandmother." At that moment, she felt that the white-haired man in front of him, the face of the old man is her savior, The old man's face is like a warmth like the sun, this is what she first thinks in her cold black and white world has such a warm color. Because of this rare warmth, she returned home with her grandmother, and she was life with her grandmother.

Grandma is not a rich man, she is a living by picking waste and pensions. She has no husband and her children, lives alone in a brick building. Her joins, letting grandmother's life more constrained, but grandmother has never regretted her home, and even think about it to make her eat and warm, but often sighing that she has no ability to make her better life.

For her, there is no colorful poor life that is not terrible. She is most afraid of the only grandmother who can make her warm grandmother.Open her. So, she did not tell her brother's illness, carefully concealed, for fear of her grandmother, will drive her because of this disease. It's just that my grandmother is still discovered, but my grandmother not only didn't drive her, but also gave her a warm hug, comforting her, there is no big deal, and better to her. In order to repay the grace of Grandma, she will help her grandmother to do their housework, and also listen to her grandmother.

The calm and happy days lasted for two years, and the grandmother couldn't help it for life. In order not to let her face their death directly, the grandmother called her to buy medicine to the city center, and she went out. When she took the medicine to open the door, her grandmother had left. She couldn't believe that she had been cherishing, and she cried her grandmother in tears.

With the only money left at home, she has made a simple funeral for her grandmother. After the funeral is over, the only warm colors in her world will completely leave.

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