人生如戏 ，戏如人生。人生如梦，梦如人生 。人生如书，书显人生。我的人生并不精彩 ，没有美丽的花花世界，未尝有高雅的举止，未尝有光鲜的衣着，未尝有功名利禄 ，未尝有灯红酒绿的生活，未尝有一份超过三年的工作，未尝有吃喝玩乐、可促膝谈心的朋友 ，未尝有一份令人艳羡的爱情，也没有一段美满的婚姻，更加没有一个可爱的孩子。鲜花与掌声 ，是我曾经的渴望，别人的表扬，我非常迫切的想拥有 ，真心与快乐，曾经想过从未得到，宁静与坦然 ，曾经从未领悟，宽容与付出，曾经从未体会，如果说这一切要体会的话 ，或许也只是出于想得到回报的想法与冲动 。
我的人生是一部再平淡不过的戏。少有轰轰烈烈的场面，少有惊涛骇浪的故事，少有海誓山盟的爱情 ，从未经历过烽火如烟的战争，从未在世事上摸爬滚打，起起伏伏 ，从未独自旅行，见名山大川，领悟自然带给我心灵灵性的释放 ，从未挑战自己，做什么极限运动，我是个胆小的人 ，没钱没精力也害怕做这些，也从未想过隐居山野之地，不想采菊东篱下，悠然见南山的生活。
我的人生如梦 ，却是个恶梦连连的人生。凄凄惨惨戚戚，寂寂寞寞冷冷清清，梦里是这样流泪的我 ，梦里是有所有人对我的指责，梦里是所有人对我的不满，是所有人对我的不解 ，是所有人对我的冷漠与冷落，是所有人对我的否定与不信任 。古人说商女不知亡国恨，而我不知这恶梦般的人生对我带的伤害中所获得的教训与坚强与快乐 ，奋斗与拼搏，没有从恶梦中醒来，再次把这扎根于生命与心灵 ，连着肉体梦从我的心底深处彻底根除。
我的人生是一部写满在别人眼中根本就不干起眼的关于愁恨和埋怨，小小的满足与充满失败感，痛并快乐着的个人史。书的开头是我无忧无虑的童年，书的发展是我异于常人的行为举止的雨季花季 ，书的高潮是我这十几年不断与命运作斗争，不断与病魔抗衡，又再次继续着我的按部就班的人生的生活 ，可是到最后还是被木讷与自私的性格，不解人世之道，不懂为人处事的思绪与情商打得遍体鳞伤 。书的结结尾到是什么？这还要待我好好的整理我的思路 ，参透人世间许多道理，把愁恨与忧伤的种子变成善良感恩种子开出明丽像阳光般灿烂的花朵，这样 ，我的人生才是完满的，到老人珠黄时才不后悔的一部鼓舞人心的书。
如今，我似乎看淡了一切我的认为的恩怨情愁 ，似乎体会到以前的友谊至今也如清水一般纯净，如牛奶咖啡一样香浓，如松树的根一样牢固是不可能的，时间真的让一切的爱 ，朋友之爱，情人之爱，同事之爱 ，梦想之爱，通通的，通通的打破原有的格局 ，我不再企求我曾经爱过的人对我像以一样的关心，不再去嫉妒谁又和谁始终保持着亲密的关系，谁今天结婚了又没请我 ，谁有了男朋友我不知道，请参加同学聚会却没有邀请我，谁生了孩子而我却注定孤独终老 ，谁和自己的老公孩子美满幸福的生活在一起。这些，我似乎渐渐看淡了，我会带着我那些遥远的心在远方默默地祝福他们，不求什么 ，健康快乐就好 。那些美好的过往，永远储存在我的记忆里，那些熟悉的笑脸 ，不曾走运，那些曾经的关怀，更是不能忘却。似乎 ，明白了只有保持一定的距离才能避免矛盾，才能雾里看花仙境一般的美，才能给彼此留下原有的印象。
如今 ，一个人的世界，似乎少了几分孤独与空虚，少了几分伤感与忧愁 ，或许是如今暂时较为安稳的生活吧，走一步算一步，不是没有计划，而是按实际情况规划我的人生 ，虽然不能恢复以前健康与快乐，可是我从来就没有放弃过我的人生，我爱我自己 ，我爱我的家人，路，似乎很短也很长 。一眨眼 ，一天一月一年，不知做了什么有意义的事情就这样过去了，可是前面的路少不了要继续有艰难险阻相伴 ，或要继续跋山涉水，奋勇拼搏，或许要像我一样追求一种宁静而致远的心境 ，改变灰色的心态。我活在一个人的世界里，以前我觉得很孤独很忧伤，现在我觉得也许这种生活方式对我来说才是最合适的。别人进入不了我的世界，我的世界却还可以装下许多积极丰富的东西 。
Life is like a play, play like life. Life is like a dream, dreams such as life. Life is like a book, the book is moving. My life is not wonderful, there is no beautiful flower world, I have not tasted elegant behavior, I have not tasted the beautiful clothes, I have not tasted the name of Family and L., I have not tasted the life of the green wine, I have not tasted a work of more than three years, I have not tasted and drink, I have to eat, I have to eat, I have to eat, I have to eat, I have to eat and drink, Friends who can talk to the knees, have not tasted a fascinating love, and there is no a happy marriage, there is no lovely child. Flowers and applause, is my desire, others' praise, I am very urgent to have, sincere and happy, I have thought of never get, tranquil and calm, I have never comprehensively understood, tolerate and pay, I have never experienced, I have never experienced, If you do this, you have to experience it, you may just think about the idea and impulse of the reward.
My life is a playful play. There is less a sharp scene, there is a stress of the storm, there is a love of the vows, never experiencing the war of fumes such as smoke, never touched rolling on the world, gotting a volley, never travel alone, see Mingshan Dachuan , Comprehending naturally brought me the spiritual release, never challenged yourself, what extreme sports, I am a timid person, no money is not energetic, I have never thought about the land of hidden mountains, I don't want to pay a chrysanthemum Under the East Herk, you will see the life of Nanshan.
My life is like a dream, but it is a nightmare. Miye, lonely and cold and clear, dreams, my dreams are crying, dreams are accusations for me, dreams are dissatisfied with me, is all people who don't understand me. It is owner's indifference and coldness, which is the negation and distrust of everyone. The ancients said that the business woman didn't know the nation, and I didn't know the lessons learned from the harm of me to the harm of me, struggle and hard, didn't wake up from the nightmare, once again taken this in life With the soul, even the body dreams from my heart is completely eradicated.
My life is a personal history about hate and complain, little satisfaction, little satisfaction, pain and happiness, and happiness of failure, painful and happy. The beginning of the book is what I have worry-free childhood, the development of the book is the rainy season of the behavior of my different people. The climax of the book is my fight for more than ten years, constantly fighting with the disease, and continues again. Holding my prescriptionLife's life, but in the end, it is still the character of Mu Nu and selfishness, I can't understand the people of the people, and I don't understand the thinking and emotional intelligence. What is the end of the book? This still takes me to organize my ideas, referred to many truths in the world, turning the seeds and sorrow seeds into kind than kindness seeds to open a bright, like a sunny flower, this, my life is full, I don't regret it from the old man.
Today, I seem to look at all my grievances. It seems that I have seen that the previous friendship is usually purified, such as milk coffee, such as the root of the pine, is impossible. , Time really let all love, friends love, lovers love, colleagues love, dream love, Tongtong, turnover to break the original pattern, I no longer want me to have loved me With the same concern, no longer went to care and who always maintain a close relationship. Who is married today, I didn't ask me, who has a boyfriend, I don't know, please participate in the classmates, but I don't invite me. Who is born. Children and I have been destined to live alone, who is a happy life with my husband's child. These, I seem to have gradually light, I will bring my distant heart to bless them in the distance, don't ask, healthy and happy. Those beautiful past, always stored in my memory, those familiar smiles, never move, those who have been care, even more. It seems that understanding that only a certain distance can avoid contradictions, in order to see the beautiful beauty in the fist, can leave the original impression on each other.
Today, a person's world seems to have a little longer and empty, less sadness and sorrow, maybe it is now temporarily more stable, take a step, not planned, It is planned to plan my life according to the actual situation, although I can't restore the previous health and happiness, but I have never gave up my life, I love myself, I love my family, the road seems very short. One blink, one year, one year, I don't know what a meaningful thing is like this, but the front road is less than going to have difficulties and obstacles, or continue to go to the mountains, struggle, maybe as I pursue a kind Seiki and far-reaching mood, changing gray mentality. I live in a world, I used to feel very sad, now I think maybe this life.Live mode is the most suitable for me. Others can't enter my world, but my world can also install a lot of active things.
Please hug your own world, I love you, my world!
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