多了几个人BAEK HYUNOVA

作者:曾丹容人气:154更新:2021-07-20 09:16:03

一个开始算起。
小学,身边多了三十个人 。
中学 ,身边多了四十个人。
高中,身边只剩三四个人。
小学时感觉自己人缘好好,因为我就是班里的中心 ,因我聚集因我散,小小的虚荣心总是被填得满满的 。
中学时我不想让自己显眼,什么时总是说自己不行 ,我因别人聚散 ,除了累了点,我别无怨言,当时还是两肋插刀的朋友主义。
高中时我还是这样 ,但是,一个个小集体是不会再有主动邀我进入的人了,我身边只剩那已陪我三年的人。
之后 ,我学会了吃醋 。
开学时见我总与一两个人在一起,有人问我“你是个占有欲很强的人吗?“我甚至傻傻的不知道什么是占有欲,回家百度后 ,想自己平时很好说话,什么情况也都是笑呵呵的,也就对他回答”不是吧“ ,之后,我的那一两个人身旁的位置不再是我的了 。
我现在还能重新回答这个问题吗,大概是不能。
我试着和每个人平时多说几句话 ,结果 ,我只是班里扮演和事老,老好人的一个可有可无的角色。
我身边多了几个人,之后我离他们更远了 。
原谅我是个自私的人,如果再有人问我 ,我不会回答是,我会跑走,立刻想办法找一条锁链困住他 ,不让他靠近我珍惜的人。
我就算回答是,也没有人会为我改变什么,就像现在 ,能问我这个问题的人绝对不会看不出来我现在的窘迫。

英译版本:

One began to count.
Primary school, more than 30 people around him.
Middle School, there are more than forty people.
High school, only three or four people left.
When the elementary school feels that he is good, because I am the center of the class, because I gather because I am scattered, the little vanity is always filled.
I didn't want myself to be conspicuous. I always said that I can't do it. I got a lot of people, I have no complaints, and I was still a friendism of two ribs.
I am still like high school, however, a small group will not have a person who has invited me to enter, and I have been with me three years.
After, I learned to eat vinegar.
Seeing me in school, I always have one or two people. Someone asked me "Are you a very powerful person?" I am even silly, I don't know what is a desire, go home, I want my own Very good, what happens to be laugh, just answer "no bar", then, the position next to my two people is no longer mine.
Can I still answer this question now? It is probably not.
I tried to say a few words with everyone usually, as a result, I just played and the old man, an older person can have an unable role.
There are a few people around me, and I will be farther away from them.
Forgive I am a selfish person, if someone asks me, I will not answer, I will run, I will find a way to find a chain and sleep him, don't let him cherish.
Even if the answer is, no one will change what I will change, just like now, people who can ask me will never see what I am distress.

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