我们还能回到过去吗Abby

作者:方成白人气:226更新:2021-07-14 15:48:04

 有种感觉 ,用语言诉说不清,

 有一个人,用文字表达不了 。

 

 此刻 ,他就坐在我的面前 ,看着我被我搅动成一个小漩涡的卡布基诺......

 静,安静,寂静 ,死一样的静......

 他端起放在右手边的君度,盯着我正盯着咖啡的眼:

 “你准备就这样继续沉默吗? ”他将咖啡又放回原位。

 “……”

 “你究竟有什么不满意,非要用你的沉默来表达?”

 “那很重要吗? ”

 “…… ”

 “我对自己有什么不满意 ,对你有什么不满意,那很重要吗?”

 “那你应该说出来我们一起解决啊?”

 “我们?我是我,你是谁?我们指的又是我和谁? ”我的鼻子忽然很酸 ,心里隐隐作痛。

 “……”

 “我是我,我叫情柔,你是谁?是我深爱的男人 ,还是只是一个过客?”我抬起头盯着他心疼的眼说 。

 “即使我只是一个过客,那就不能代表我不能和你在同一站下车,你对我有什么不满意的你告诉我 ,或许我们之间有什么误会 。 ”他焦急的回答我。

 “既然只是一个过客 ,那么就让我自己去面对这一切的不满意吧。”我引用了《天若有情》中展颜的话去回应他,然后又低下头 。

 “……”

 “…… ”

 

 “还想吃点什么?”

 “谢谢,不要了。”我始终没抬头 ,我不想让他看到我眼中的泪水。

 “我们走吧,带你去个地方 ”他喝了口咖啡说 。

 “我还有事,就不去了。”我站起来笑着说。

 “什么事 。”他也站起来。

 “我自己的事。 ”我将“自己 ”说的很重 。

 “你能不能不要用这种态度跟我说话!!!”他走到我旁边摇着我的肩说。

 “放开我!”我挣脱着说。

 “什么叫不重要?什么叫让你自己去面对?什么叫你自己的事? ”他用了三个“什么是你自己” 。

 “我过的好不好是我自己的事 ,我有什么想法是我自己的事,我和谁在一起也是我自己的事!!!”我盯着他发怒的脸冷冷的说

 “你是我的人!!!!!! ”他发疯似的冲我喊,整个雅间回荡着他的这句:你是我的人

 “呵~你的人?我答应了吗?你的人 ,我把自己给你了吗?你的人,那她是谁的人?”我终于控制不住,挣脱开他的手 ,顿时泪流满面……

 “我爱你……”他将我紧紧的抱在他怀里 。

 “你放开我,你不配!你也没资格去爱!我也不需要你的爱!!!放开我,你放开我 ”我极力挣扎 ,想挣脱他。

 “我爱不爱是我自己的事 ,你需不需要那是你自己的事!”他将我一军。

 “既然爱我,为什么又要赶我走,如果爱我 ,为什么又狠心要我离开你!”我哭的更伤心 。

 “因为太爱你,所以才会让你离开,因为在乎你 ,所以才会听信别人的话,让你走!是我不对,我错了 ”

 “我恨你!!!!!!”眼前又浮现出那天他说出:你走吧时的无情。

 “好 ,你恨我可以骂我,可以打我,就是别用这种态度折磨我!”他搂的我更紧。

 “…………………… ”我不再说话 ,只是哭,似乎想把从那天到现在所受的委屈全部用泪水发泄出来 。

 

    “我对你的爱就像你一样是纯洁的,我不能让你毁在我的手上 ,不能让你的青春浪费在一个无法给你未来的男人身上 ,所以请你理解我,并且相信我,我对你的爱不会停止 ,我不会伤害你,也不会让别人伤害你,我会帮你找一个比我更爱你的男孩 ,要我放心的把你托付给他,如果他欺负你,无论他走到哪我都不会放过他。为了你自己的幸福 ,也请你为了我,一定要好好的生活,你不是一个人 ,你所有的事都不是你一个人的,无论你在哪,或是我在哪我都会用心跟着你 ,就像你对我一样:在你最需要的时候 ,我会首当其冲,第一个站在你面前。相信我,好不好?答应我 ,要开心的生活 ”他摸着我的头发说 。 

英译版本:

There is a feeling, telling the language,

There is a person, can't express the text.

At this moment, he sat in front of me, watching me to stir into a small whirlpool ...

Quiet, quiet Silent, death is the same ...

He put it on the right hand on the right hand, staring at me is staring at the coffee:

"You are ready Does this continue to be silent? "He put the coffee back in place.

"..."

"Do you have any dissatisfaction, do you want to express your silence?"

"Is that important?"

"..."

"What is I not satisfied with you, is it unsatisfactory for you, is it very important?"

"Then you should say we solve together Ah? "

" We? I am me, who are you? Who do we refer to me? "My nose suddenly was so sour, and my heart was hurt.

"..."

"I am me, I am soft, who is you? Is my love man, is it just a passer?" I lifted his head stared at him. The eyes said.

"Even if I am just a passer, I can't represent that I can't get off at the same station. You have not satisfied with me, maybe there is something misunderstood." He anxious Answer me.

"Since it is just a passer, let me face this dissatisfaction." I quoted "Tian Ruo Love" in the face, then responded to him, and then lower.

"..."

"..."

"I still want to eat something?"

"Thank you, don't "I have never looked up, I don't want him to see the tears in my eyes.

"Let's go, take you to a place" he drank his mouth coffee.

"I still have something, I will not go." I stood up and smiled.

"What is." He also stood up.

"My own thing." I said "I" said it.

"You can't talk to me with this attitude!" He walked to me and said.

"Let me go!" I broke freely.

"What is not important? What is your own? What is your own business?" He used three "what is yourself".

"I have a good thing to be my own, what I think is my own business, I am also my own thing !!!" I stared at him. Cold saying

"You are mine !!!!!!" He shouted with a crazy, the whole, the whole, echoes his sentence: you are my person

"Oh ~ Your people? I promised? Your person, I will give you yourself? Your person, who is she is?" I finally can't control, break from his hand, suddenly Tears ...

"I love you ..." He hugged me in his arms.

"You let me go, you don't match! You are not qualified to love! I don't need your love !!! Let me go, you let me go, I want to break away.

"I love is my own thing, you need to be your own business!" He will be a military.

"Since love me, why do you want to rush, if I love me, why do you want to leave you!" I cried more sad.

"" Because I love you, so I will let you leave, because I care about you, so I will listen to others, let you go! It is not right, I am wrong "

" I Hate you !!!!!! "He said in front of him to say: You are ruthless.

"Well, you can hate me, you can hit me, just don't use this attitude!" He tightly.

"......................" I no longer talk, just crying, it seems that I want to vent the grievances from the day to now.

"My love for you is like you are pure, I can't let you ruin in my hand, can't let your youth waste in a future future. Men, so please understand me, and believe in me, I will not stop your love, I will not hurt you, I will not let others hurt you, I will help you find a boy who loves you more than I, I have to pay you with confidence to him. If he is bullying you, no matter how he walks, I will not let him go. For your own happiness, please ask you for me, you must live a good life, you are not a person Everythingoff is not yours, no matter where you are, or if I am, I will follow you, just like you: When you need it, I will have a first station, the first station In front of you. Believe me, is it good? Promise me, have a happy life, "He touched my hair.

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