可惜不是你,陪我到最后

作者:洪志志人气:184更新:2021-07-12 15:48:05

你守着你的地老天荒 ,我望着我的梦断以肠。

——沈颜

他们的相识始于网络 ,终结于网络,就如同众人所言:网络本来就是虚幻的 。或许,那是个事实 ,毕竟,他们之间什么也没发生,更不存在有遐想 。

那个夏天的故事没写完就到了冬季 ,断断续续的文字,模模糊糊的心事,连沈颜自己都分不清那是属于友情还是没有开始就已经凋零的爱情……

本来 ,他们之间有可能发生什么的,沈颜有时候想,自己没心没肺的样子真的让人看得很不爽 ,有些事明明很在意却装作满不在乎,直到,苏孟溪离去。

高考结束 ,沈颜埋进了网络海洋 ,那个比书海有趣的多的世界,网络游戏带走了她三分之二的时间,她就是那样 ,明明上瘾了还死鸭子嘴硬,说是打发无聊的暑假时间,要是说不过别人就赖在好友许幕身上 ,说是许幕带坏的,其实也是,从来不上网玩游戏的沈颜在假期里跟着许幕一起泡网吧 ,渐渐迷恋上了网络游戏。也正是因为上网,才有机会认识苏孟溪,那个不曾蒙面的同龄少年 ,沈颜自己也很迷惘,怎么就接纳了一个素昧平生的人,生活真的是很无聊吧 。

那时候 ,苏孟溪经常在网上看到沈颜玩游戏 ,她不说,他也没权利问,自己也注册了一个游戏账号 ,找到沈颜玩游戏的地方,跟着她一起玩,沈颜没注意 ,只当成是一个志同道合的游戏者,无所谓,迷惑的是每次她到哪里 ,那个人就跟到哪里,后来是在和苏孟溪聊天的时候,沈颜才发现那个老跟着她跑的人就是苏孟溪 ,那个还待在陌生人里面的少年。

她本来是不知道苏孟溪的名字的,即使当时苏孟溪有自我介绍的想法,沈颜一向很反感那些主动找上门聊天的男生 ,看到那些近乎暧昧的搭讪总是毫不留情的拉黑 ,同样,那些没创意的出场白也送进陌生人里。所以,她的qq好友寥寥可数 ,用她的话说,:朋友只能是少而精,宁缺毋滥 。苏孟溪就是那个送进陌生人里的可怜鬼 ,但也是唯一一个从沈颜陌生人里走出来的人。其实,苏孟溪说话也很没创意,“你好 ”“在吗? ”“吃饭没?”每次都是那几句同样的话 ,最让人无语的是那个“哦”,每次他用“哦 ”回复的时候。沈颜就彻底地沉默,她实在是找不到有什么可聊的话题 ,此时,苏孟溪还在沈颜的陌生人里 。

某天,沈颜在玩游戏 ,许幕佯装害羞地说:“我要结婚了。”说着还把头扭向一边 ,弄得跟个小媳妇一样,沈颜白了他一眼,“什么时候?”彼此都清楚 ,所谓的结婚其实是游戏里面的,并非现实。“七夕情人节诶! ”“那我到时去当伴娘”“嗯嗯……”说着许幕又是那个害羞的表情,弄得沈颜很无语 ,同时,心里也有点小羡慕,她没表现出来 ,她的伪装技术一向很好,不留痕迹的转移话题是她的强项,死要面子的功夫也毫不逊色 。那一天8月14日 ,离七夕还有两天,仅剩两天……

“过两天就是七夕了…… ”

“哦。”

“又‘哦’,能不能换个语气词?”

“噢…… ”

“那天系统会送东西……”

“你想?干什么……”

“游戏里面可以结婚 ,有个朋友那天会结婚。 ”

“哦 ,那你…… ”#p#副标题#e#

“我们也弄个玩玩 。”沈颜满脸黑线 。居然是自己先说出口。真是丢脸,管它呢,游戏而已。可心里 ,还是有点小失落 。如沈颜所愿,七夕那天,游戏里面两人结婚 ,[朝颜、拾忆],[夕颜。流年]沈颜重新起的游戏名字,只为了心里一直喜欢的那句“流年梦惆怅 ,拾忆为伊人。”或许,自己还是有一点小自私吧,没问苏孟溪的意见自己就自作主张的把名字改了 ,后来,他们一起玩游戏,刷心动 ,做任务 ,升级……直到入大学,苏孟溪也开始他的大学生活,沈颜还是一如既往的游戏 ,苏孟溪没在的时候沈颜就帮他做任务,再后来,两个人的游戏成了她一个人的游戏 ,一人玩两个角色……

“你以后少去网吧,学习重要些…… ”苏孟溪在电话里平静地开口,带着些许失望 。

“好……”沈颜没有反驳 ,只是选择了服从。毕竟……他说的对,游戏毫无价值可言,只会浪费时间浪费钱。随即 ,沈颜转移了话题,不再说游戏的事 。第二天,沈颜没去上网 ,安静的待在宿舍 ,手里翻着那本英文书,旁若无人的盯着书本,真的是“旁若无人” ,她的心思已经飘到了别处。“是不是又在拍空格啊?夕颜……嘿嘿…… ”等回过神来,宿舍的人都在捂嘴笑作一团,沈颜尴尬地抬起头 ,翻了个白眼,“我在看书!”

“哦……看书呢”室友意味深长地应了一声,接着又是一阵没心没肺的狂笑 ,沈颜干脆闪人。

原来不上网还真的是煎熬,一天不碰键盘,大脑就短路了 。还没到第三天 ,那天晚上就跑到网吧去了。再后来,苏孟溪知道了,两人因为上网这件事多次起争执 ,就因为沈颜嘴上答应 ,行动上却每次都没做到。

没多久,苏孟溪把密码改了,沈颜也没问 ,自己玩自己的,即使是这样,她还是没觉得有什么不妥 ,也许,正是因为她这种无所谓的态度,苏孟溪开始不再经常找她 ,直到……好友里面没有他的名字 。不是沈颜删掉了他,而是苏孟溪把她拉进了黑名单,晚上沈颜给他发短信:“拉黑……我哪里惹到你了? ”

“没什么啊!你真的很好!”

“随便你 。”沈颜不冷不热地回了一句。

“祝你全家幸福啊!对不起啊! ”

看着他的回复 ,沈颜握着手机,最终还是决定打电话过去,终究看 ,对方没接 ,连续三次都是“您所拨打的用户暂时无法接通,请稍后再拨。”凡事事不过三,不只是他好面子 ,她沈颜也要面子,大不了从此各自奔天涯 。沈颜很英勇的在心里提醒自己。后来,她真的没有再给他打过电话 ,苏孟溪,从此也在她的世界里消失……

再后来……沈颜很少再去玩游戏,因为游戏也迟早有game over 的时候。那个qq也荒废在了一边 ,留给别人代登 。

君不再,拾忆为谁?独留一人惆怅思君言。莫留恋,流年已逝 ,终与伊人末路望天涯。

英译版本:

You keep your land, I looked at my dream.

- Shen Yan

Their acquisition began in the network, ending in the network, just as everyone said: The network is illusory. Perhaps, it is a fact. After all, there is no happening between them, and there is no more than thinking.

That summer story did not write, it went to winter, intermittent text, modeled model, and even sneakers did not clear that it is a friend who is still in love ...

Originally, there may happen between them, sometimes thinking that you have no heart, it's really uncomfortable, some things are clear, but it is not satisfied. Su Mengxi left.

The college entrance examination ended, Shen Yan buried into the network ocean, the world more interesting than Book Sea, online game took her three-thirds, she was that, clearly addictive, ducked duck Hard, saying that it is a boring summer vacation time. If others say that others will rely on friends, it is true that it is a lot of things, it is also, never playing the game, playing the game with the public in the holiday. And gradually fell in love with online games. It is also because of the Internet, there is a chance to meet Su Mengxi. The same age teenager who has never masked, Shen Yan himself is very fascinating, how can I accept a person who is flat, life is really boring.

At that time, Su Mengxi often saw Shen Yan playing games online. She didn't say, he didn't have the right to ask, I also registered a game account, found a place where she played games, follow her Shen Yan did not pay attention, only to be a like-minded player, it doesn't matter, it is confused. Every time she is, where is the person who is chatting with Su Mengxi, she will find that old follow her run. People are Su Mengxi, which is still waiting in the teenager inside strangers.

She didn't know the name of Su Mengxi, even if Su Mengxi has the idea of ​​self-introduction, Shen Yan has always been very disgusted with boys who take the way to come to the door, seeing those nearly 暧 讪 讪 不 留Black, the same, those who have no creative appearances also sent into strangers. So, her QQ friends can be countless, say with her,: Friends can only be lessAnd fine, Ning lack. Su Mengxi is the poor ghost that sent to strangers, but the only one from the persistence of Shen Yan's strangers. In fact, Su Mengxi speaks very creative, "Hello" "Is it?" "" Is it dinner? "Every time, the same words, the most speechless is the" oh ", every time he uses" "When you reply. Shen Yan is completely silent. She really can't find something topic. At this time, Su Mengxi is still in a stranger in Shen Yan.

One day, Shen Yan is playing in playing games, and the opening is shy: "I am getting married." Said that the head is in the side, and it is like a little daughter-in-law. At a glance, "When?" Is clear, the so-called marriage is actually in the game, not reality. "The Valentine's Day"! "" Then I will go to the bridesmaid "" Well ... "said that the screen is the shy expression, and it is very speechless. At the same time, my heart is a little envious, she is not It is shown that her camouflage technology has always been very good, and the transfer topic that does not leave traces is her strength, and the father of death is not inferior. On August 14th, there is still two days from Tanabata, only two days left ...

"

" Oh. "

"Oh ', can you change the words?"

"..."

"The system will send things ..."

"You want ? What is ... "

" Can get married in the game, have a friend will get married later. "

" Oh, then you ... "# p # 副 标 # e #

"We also make a play." Shen Yan faces the black line. Actually, I first said. It's really shameful, tube it, the game. In your heart, it is still a little lost. Such as Shen Yan, Tanaba, two people in the game, [Dacout, Pickup], [Xiang Yan. Flow annual] The name of the game, only for the one who always likes "the new year dream, the memory is the Iraqi." Maybe, he still had a little selfish, did not ask Su Mengxi's opinion on the self-proposition The name is changed. Later, they play games together, brush their hearts, do tasks, upgrade ... until the university, Su Mengxi also started his university life,Shen Yan or as a game, Sue Mengxi did not have a task when he didn't have time, then later, the game of two people became a game of her, one person played two characters ...

"you Later, go to the Internet cafe, learn important ... "Su Mengxi opened calmly in the phone, with some disappointment.

"Good ..." Shen Yan did not refute, just chose to obey. After all ... he said, the game is worthless, it will only waste time to waste money. Immediately, Shen Yan shifts the topic and no longer says the game. The next day, Shen Yan did not go online, quietly stayed in the dormitory, turned over the English book, and stared at the book next to the book, it is really "if there is no one", her mind has floated elsewhere. "Is it taking a free space? Hall of ... 嘿嘿 ..." Waiting for the god, the people in the dormitory smile, lifting the head, turned over, "I am Reading! "

" Oh ... Reading "" The roommate means that it should be deeply long, then it is a madness of the lungs, and she simply flasks.

It turns out that it is really a fried, and the keyboard will not touch the keyboard one day, the brain is short. I haven't arrived until the third day, I went to the Internet caf that night. Later, Su Mengxi learned that two people have been dispatched because of the Internet, but they didn't do it every time because of the back of the sake.

Not long, Su Mengxi changed the password, Shen Yan did not ask, played with himself, even if this, she still didn't think there was anything wrong, perhaps because of her alleviated attitude Sue Mengxi begins to find her, until ... there is no name in your friend. It is not Shen Yan to delete him, but Su Mengxi pulled her into the blacklist, giving him a text message at night: "Black ... Where do I get you?"

"Nothing!"

"Nothing! You are really good! "

" Justile you. "Shen Yan returned to a sentence.

"I wish you happiness in your family! Sorry!"

Looking at his reply, Shen Yan held a mobile phone, and finally decided to call the past, after all, the other party did not pick up, continuous Three times are "the users you have dial temporarily unable to connect, please call again later." Everything is only three, not just his good face, she is still facing faceIt is even more than yourself. Shen Yan is very heroic to remind himself in his heart. Later, she really didn't give him a call, Su Mengxi, from now on disappearing ...

later ... Shen Yan rarely play games, because the game is too late to have Game When OVER is. That QQ is also ruined while left to others.

Jun is no longer, who is it? I don't think about one person. Mo Li love, the year has passed, and the end of the end of the end of the end.

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