有时候明知道是假的，还是会选择相信谎言 。不探寻真相 ，是一种自我保护，因为真相往往比谎言更伤人。
她已经结婚三年了，有一个疼爱她的丈夫 ，婚姻幸福美满。美中不足的是丈夫常常要出差，能够陪她的时间并不多 。一个月前，丈夫又到外地出差了 ，留下她一个人看家。起初，丈夫每天都会打电话回家，让她知道他的情况。渐渐地，丈夫电话变成两天一次 ，三天一次，五天一次，她以为丈夫只是工作越来越忙碌了才会不常打电话给她 ，也就不甚在意 。
当她连续十天都没有接到丈夫的电话时，心里有些不安，总觉得丈夫可能出了什么事情 ，连忙打电话给丈夫，希望只是虚惊一场。打了好几次丈夫才接起电话，明白她的担心后就说只是最近工作太多一时忘记联系她 ，叫她不用担心，还跟她说以后更多的时候会在在工作间隙给她发电子邮件告知情况，电话的次数会减少 ，请她谅解。得知丈夫一切安好，她可以放下心底的不安，安心地等待丈夫的归来了。
丈夫每隔两天就会发邮件过来，邮件里的内容不外乎都是他的状况还不错 ，要她放心，叮嘱她一个人在家要小心，遇到节日的时候还会送上一句祝福 。即使每次邮件上只有短短的几行字 ，她也可以感受到丈夫对她的关心，让她没那么担忧了。丈夫发邮件的时间要比打电话的时候来得固定，频率也相对比较高。过了两个月 ，丈夫不再用电话联系她，全部都是邮件，而且内容越来越简单 ，可是字里行间仍旧透露出爱意 。她并不担心丈夫是不是变心或者怎么了，十分相信丈夫对她的爱。
时间一天天过去，转眼间丈夫已经出差四个月了 ，这比以往的每一次出差时间都要长。丈夫的邮件还是照常发送，而她不再看完就删掉，也不再回信，而是一封一封地保存下来 。到了她和丈夫第四个结婚纪念日的那一天 ，丈夫发来的邮件上充满了歉意，告诉她还要一段时间才能回到她身边。她反反复复地看了好几遍，早已泪流满面。她用颤抖的手回复了一句话：谢谢你这两个月来一直扮演我的丈夫 ，现在请你告诉我真相吧 。几个小时后，她收到了一封陌生人发过来的邮件，里面就是她终于鼓起勇气想要探寻的真相。
原来 ，丈夫两个月前为了救一位同事发生了车祸，在被送到医院之前他请这位同事代替他每隔两天给他的妻子发邮件，不要让妻子知道他出事了。可是送到医院后不久 ，丈夫就不治身亡了 。同事遵循丈夫的遗愿，按时给她发邮件。只是，她早已察觉发邮件的主人已经换了人 ，因为丈夫从来不曾忘记过她的生日礼物，就算出差在外也会给她快递一份礼物，而这一次她什么都没有收到。
她一直不敢去寻找真相，不愿意得知任何坏消息 ，所以选择相信谎言。当她再也没有办法欺骗自己的时候，终于鼓起勇气面对残酷的真相 。
Sometimes I know that it is fake, or I will choose to believe lies. Don't explore the truth, it is a self-protection, because the truth is often more hurt than lies.
She has been married for three years, there is a husband who loves her, the marriage is happy. The lack of beauty is that the husband often travels, and there is not much time to accompany her. One month ago, my husband came to the field for a business trip, leaving her a person. At first, the husband called home every day and let her know his situation. Gradually, the husband turned two days, three days, five days, she thought that her husband was only busy, and she will not call her, and it is not very much.
When she didn't pick up her husband for ten days, her heart was a little uneasy. I always feel that my husband may have something, and I am busy calling her husband, I hope it is only a blind. After playing a few husbands, I went to the phone. After I was concerned, I just said that I just had time to work too much. I didn't have to worry, and I said that I would like to send her an electronic in the work gap. The number of people will decrease, please understand. I learned that her husband is well, she can put down the restlessness of her heart, and wait for her husband's return.
The husband will send an email every two days, and the content in the email is nothing more than his situation is not bad. If she is relieved, she must be careful at home, when I met the festival Will send a blessing. Even if there is only a few words in a short word every email, she can feel the husband's concern to her, so she is not so worried. Husband's time is fixed than calling, and the frequency is relatively high. After two months, the husband is no longer in contacting her, all is email, and the content is getting simpler, but the word is still revealed. She is not worried about her husband is not a heart or how is it, I believe that her husband's love is her love.
Time passed once every day, and the husband has been going to be four months, which is longer than the past time. The husband's email is sent as usual, and she will be deleted after she will not read it, and they will no longer reply, but a place saved. On the day of her and her husband's fourth marriage commemoration, her husband's email was full of apologies, telling her to another.It can go back to her. She took a few times repeatedly, and she had long been tears. She replied with a trembling hand: Thank you for two months, I have been playing my husband. Now, please tell me the truth. After a few hours, she received an email sent by a stranger, which was that she finally gave courage to find the truth.
It turned out that her husband had a car accident in the husband two months ago. Before being sent to the hospital, he asked this colleague to email his wife every two days, don't let your wife know He has an accident. However, shortly after sending it to the hospital, the husband did not die. Colleagues follow the husband's wishes and send her emails on time. However, she has already detected the owner of the mail, because her husband never forgot her birthday gift, even if the abroad, I will give her a gift, and this time she has not received anything.
She has never dare to find the truth, and I don't want to know any bad news, so I choose to believe lies. When she had no way to deceive himself, they finally brought the courage to face the cruelty.
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