总有一种期待petty

作者:万秋斌人气:128更新:2021-07-13 12:32:04

朋友 , 我要对你说,我一直期待我有一班好朋友!

    小时候,我很孤单很孤单 ,为什么 ,为什么大家会因为我的一些不同寻常人的不正常的举动而孤立,欺负我,还记得 ,读小学的时候不知道是什么事心里非常非常的难过,可能是因为没有人理解我,啊 ,我记起来了,是因为大家都认为我偷了她从操场上捡来的石头,同学们都指责我 ,是你,是你偷了东西!我哭着,拼命地摇头 ,眼泪鼻涕流满了整个脸整个双手,我大声说:“不是呀,你们误会了 ,不是我 ,真的不是我! ”可是你们竟然没有一个人相信我!心里那个难受呀!我不停地啜泣着,一个人跑到这林荫小道,一丝凉风吹来 ,吹得我心里和身体瑟瑟发抖,叶儿也在一旁颤抖,我想 ,叶儿啊,你也在为我而哭泣,也在为我而颤抖吗?现在我唯一的朋友只有你了 ,我亲爱的叶儿,也只有你才能理解我!

    可是,上天为什么还要惩罚我呢?有一段时间 ,我的感冒很严重,那时,还没有爱干净的习惯 ,于是整整半个月 ,包着我鼻涕的卫生纸堆满了整个柜桶,同学们从那里走过都是避之不及的 。一天,老师把我安排到第一排正对着上面的风扇 ,我想里那个委屈,我感冒都还没好,那么严重为什么要把不停留鼻涕的我安排在风扇底下 ,这样做不是落井下石吗?我很无奈,什么也没有说,当我终于要换位置的时候 ,我所在的那一排同学都欢快的鼓掌,他们欢呼起来,我眼里含着泪水 ,当我走到第一排的时候,有一位女生故意把脚伸出来,我差点摔倒了 ,当时我的心好冷好冷 ,当我一个人坐在第一排听课的时候,所有的委屈所有的血液像洪水般涌向心头,我的泪水难以控制地迅速地溢满眼眶 ,很快顺着眼角流到脸颊骨最后滴湿整个台面。我的一个平时的玩伴还在旁边窃窃偷笑。

    还有很多很多的事情,像这样事情发生在我身上,我想 ,为什么命运就这么不公平,为什么同学们都嫌弃我,六年从来没有一个同学肯同我玩 ,同我一起快乐地打球,跑步,一起做作业 ,一起放学,一起唱歌跳舞,一起说说心里话 ,聊聊什么明星什么八卦之类的 。虽然只有一位女生她同情我 ,有时候会和我一起放学,我还去过她家,可是每当春游秋游的时候 ,她却从来不与我一组,每次分配小组的时候所有的人都举手很成功地分好了小组,可是到最后就剩下我一个人 ,没有人愿意跟我一组,我最害怕的就是这个时候,每次春秋游我都是被老师安排在随便的哪个组 ,到了旅游的那天,其实还不是我一个人独自跟在她们后面,没有讲话 ,没有共同的欢笑,没有,什么也没有 ,我只是个多余的人 ,我的心已经碎成了玻璃散落了一地 。

    我想做一朵云,一朵自由自在的云,一朵随风飘散 ,一朵快乐无比的云,那时,我可以有很多很多好朋友 ,别的云可以当我的朋友,我们时而相聚时而分开,我们既有在一起时候 ,也有偶尔休息分开一下的时候,既有共同的快乐也有自己的自由时间。有时我们会化作雨水,欢快地滴落在花朵上 ,叶儿上,泥土里,或者与其它雨滴汇聚成小溪最终流入大海。如此反复循环 ,那样不是广交天下朋友 ,走万里路,阅万里的世界吗?我渴望做一朵云,在天空的时候俯视整个绿色的草原 ,蓝色的大海,彩色的  人们撑起来的伞,五彩缤纷的整片花海!

   可是那只是一种无可奈何的想法 ,也是一种悲伤的憧憬,那只是一辈子我想要成为的物体 。我一直期待,期待自己会有许多好朋友 ,会有一起逛街的朋友,会有一起通电话聊天聊到天亮的朋友,会有我有困难的时候向我伸出援助之手或者是他们需要我帮助的时候我能挺身而出毫不犹豫能帮就帮的朋友 ,会有几个知心好友,说心事,聊我们共同的话题 ,也就是志同道合的朋友!还希望有一个终身都那么想念对方知己 ,那是我一生的挚友!

   虽然整个中学时期也交了不少朋友,大学的也有几个,工作了也有几个 ,可是她们现在很忙很忙,每当我看到她们是那么的幸福,有朋友 ,有爱情,有孩子,有事业 ,有家庭,即使他们有许多困难和负担,可是我却好羡慕他们 ,甚至有点嫉妒,每当我感到孤独的时候,就格外想念她们 ,想为什么她们都不理我 ,都说没有时间,都说很忙,为什么有的朋友来到我家附近探望亲戚都不来看我一下 ,为什么她们连一通电话都没有,十一年了,我的朋友就这样与我断绝了十一年的联系 ,我的心好痛啊!我也好后悔以前没有更加珍惜与她们的友谊。只想着自己的悲伤。

  现在,我身体不好,只能待在家里 ,妈妈成了我的所有 。我把她当成了自己的朋友,自己的同事,自己的敌人 ,自己的一切一切,总之一切的情绪都会发泄在她身上,我期待 ,妈妈能永远地陪伴在我身边 ,跟我讲悄悄话,跟我一起看电视,晚上像哄小孩一样哄我睡觉 ,陪我逛街,陪我一起高兴一起哭泣,有福同享 ,有难同当,我们两个人相依为命。可是我知道这是不可能的。妈妈已经被我捆得死死的,连一点动弹的力气都没有 ,呼吸困难,一点自由都没有,妈妈她为我付出了所有 ,所有,所有,可是我还是不满足 ,仍然向她索取无限的爱、呵护与容忍 。

  其实 ,我总有一种期待,或许其实并不是朋友,也不是情人 ,也不是工作,其实我真正期待的是一种不被忽视的感觉,一种爱的安全感 ,一种可以称之为理想的寄托,说白了就是不希望自己寂寞,我总有一种期待 ,期待我不再孤单!

英译版本:

Friends, I want to tell you, I have always expected that I have a good friend!

When I was a child, I am very lonely, why, why everyone will isolate me because of some of my unusual people's abnormal move, bullying me, remember, read When you have a very sad thing, you may have a very sad thing, it may be because no one understands me, ah, I remember, because everyone thinks that I stole her from the playground, the students accounted I am you, you stole things! I cried, I was desperately shaking, and my tears were full of bones full of my whole face. I said loudly: "No, you misunderstood, not me, really not me!" But you don't have a person to believe me! The heart is uncomfortable! I kept sobbing, a person ran to this boulevard, a cool breeze, blowing my heart and the body Sherse shaking, Ye Jie is also trembling, I think, Ye, you are also for me And crying, is it tremble for me? Now my only friend is only you, my dear Ye, only you can understand me!

However, why do you have to punish me? For a while, my cold was very serious. At that time, I haven't loved a clean habit, so half a month, I have a whole cabinet with my nose, and my classmates have been away from there. of. One day, the teacher arranged me to the first row. I was facing the above fan. I thought that I had a cold, so why didn't you arrange my nose, I am arranged under the fan, don't you fall? ? I am helpless, I don't say anything, when I finally changed the position, my classmates were applauded, they cheered, my eyes included with tears, when I went to the first row There is a girl deliberately stretching the feet, I almost fell, I was cold and cold, when I sat in the first row, all my my blood was like a flood. , My tears are difficult to get rid of the eye, so I quickly flow to the cheek bones, and then the whole table. One of my usual players is still stealing.

there are many many Things, like this happened to me, I think, why is the fate is so unfair, why the students have discard me, I have never played a classmate in six years, I will play with me, run, run together. Homework, let a school together, sing dance together, talk about your heart, talk about what star is in the class. Although there is only one girl who sympathize with me, sometimes I will go to school with me, I have been to her home, but whenever she travels in the autumn tour, she never has a group of people, every time all of the people. I have successfully divided the group, but I will remain alone, no one is willing to follow me, I am most afraid of this time, every time I am arranged by the teacher, I am arranged by the teacher. Which group, the day of tourism, it is still not alone behind them, there is no speech, there is no common laughter, no, nothing, I am just a redundant person, my heart has broken into a glass scattered A place.

I want to make a cloud, a free cloud, a cloud, a happy cloud, then, I There are many many good friends, other clouds can be my friends, when we meet, we are separated. When we are together, there are occasionally resting, there are both common happiness and your free time. Sometimes we will make rain, dripped in flowers, Ye, on the dirt, or with other raindrops, creek, eventually flow into the sea. So repeated loop, isn't it a friend of the world, go to Wanli Road, reading the world? I am eager to make a cloud, overlooking the entire green grassland in the sky, blue sea, colorful people support the umbrella, colorful whole flower sea!

However, it is only a kind of unhaneous idea, it is also a sadness, that is just a lifetime, I want to become Object. I have been looking forward to it, I look forward to having a lot of good friends, there will be friends who go shopping together, there will be a friend who chats with the phone, I will have difficulty, I will extend my aid to me or they need me. When I help, I can stand up and don't hesitate to help the friends, there will be a few kind friends, talk about, talk about our common topics, that is, a friend! I also hope that there is a life that I miss each other, that is my life!

Although many friends have also been paid in the entire middle school, there are several universities. There are also a few work, but they are very busy now, whenever I see them is so happy, have friends, there is love, There are children, have a career, family, even if they have many difficulties and burdens, but I envy them, even a bit awkward, whenever I feel lonely, I miss them, I want to ignore me, all It is said that there is no time, saying very busy, why do some friends come to my house to visit relatives, don't come to see me, why they don't even have a phone call, I have been in this year, my friend is like this, I will cut the eleventh. The connection between the year, my heart is painful! I also regret that I haven't cherished the friendship with them. Just think about your own sadness.

Now, my body is not good, I can only stay at home, my mother My all. I used her as my friend, my colleague, my own enemies, all everything, in short, all the emotions will vent it, I am looking forward to, my mother can accompany me forever, tell me whisper, follow I watched TV together. I walked like a child like a child. I went shopping with me. I was happy with me. There was a blessing, it is difficult to do it. We have two people. But I know this is impossible. Mom has been killed by me, even the strength of the moving ball, the breathing is difficult, there is no freedom, my mother pays all, all, all, but I am still not satisfied, still ask her unlimited Love, care and tolerance.

In fact, I always have a expectation, maybe it is not a friend, nor a lover, not work, in fact, I really look forward to a kind of not ignored Feeling, a sense of love, one can be called ideal, saying that it is not wanting to be lonely, I always have an expectation, I look forward to me no longer lonely!

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