世界那么大，我想去看看；钱包那么小 ，哪儿也去不了。我想世界上的每个人，不论贫富，都会想要去看看 ，但是不是所有的人都有能力抛弃所有出去看看 。可能在你年轻的时候没有钱，等你年长了有钱了可能就没有了时间，等你年老了有钱了有时间了可是又没有体力出去看看了。所以我说下辈子我都不想做人了 ，做人背负的责任和义务太多太多，特别是现在生活压力越来越大的今天，会让人感觉喘不过气来。为了应对生活的挑战 ，你必须把自己变得足够优秀，但又不是每个人都是优秀的人，也不是每个努力的人都能够获得相应的收获 。所以剩下的那一部分不优秀的人怎么办？是不是就要一成不变的生活 ，因为担心自己承受不了改变的结果。
还有一种人就是像我这种既不优秀也不努力，人们经常在问人生的意义在于什么？活着就是活着，为什么需要想那么多，为什么需要让自己变得更优秀 ，就简简单单开开心心的活着不行吗？让自己变优秀之后会更幸福吗？得到了自己曾经努力追求的就会快乐吗？我看不尽然。或许你会说这只是为你自己的不努力找寻的一个借口罢了 。可是根本都不需要找借口啊，只是想开心的生活，只是想做自己喜欢的事情 ，即使没有出息即使没有太多钱，但是也不会饿死自己。又有人说如果你都不努力，你凭什么过自己想要的生活 ，可是就有人要的生活就是很简单啊，简单到唾手可得，同时也困难到没有办法去选择。
很多时候都想遵从自己的心随心肆意的生活一次 ，可是一直都没有勇气，可能最有勇气的一次就是辞掉了上一份工作，如果不辞的话可能我现在有空也能去周边看看了 ，但是那个时候就想任性一回，都没仔细考虑就辞掉了这个工作，回到了自己想要存在的地方，找工作 。这个时候才明白 ，我辞掉的工作是多么的好，但是一切都没有办法回头，所以在第二次找工作的过程中 ，不断的碰壁，最后在一家自己不怎么喜欢的公司就职。因为心真的累了，每个人都在安慰你不要着急 ，没关系，慢慢来，但是感觉这给我造成了更大的压力。
来这个公司之后 ，我每天都会想走，但是想着又得重新找工作，我一下子就失去了全部的勇气 ，我只能一天天在这里耗下去，尽管不开心，尽管不喜欢，但是工作本来就是这样的不是吗？即使再不喜欢 ，为了生存，为了家人，不是也得面带微笑的坚持下去吗？至少我现在还能坚持住 ，或许有一天我会彻底爆发崩溃，也或许我会一直一直在这里强颜欢笑，这就是生活不是吗？
负面情绪越来越多 ，感觉心事越来越多，但是又无处可诉说，好像是找到了这样的一种途径 ，可以宣泄，可以让抑郁的心情，渐渐地变得开朗起来 。
The world is so big, I want to see; the wallet is so small, and I can't get it. I think everyone in the world, regardless of the rich and the poor, I want to see, but not all people have the ability to abandon all out. Maybe there is no money when you are young, waiting for your elderly money, there is no time, waiting for you to have money, there is time, but there is no physical strength to look out. So I said that I don't want to be a person in my life. The responsibility and obligation to be a person is too much, especially the current pressure is getting bigger and bigger today, it will feel breathing. In order to respond to life challenges, you must make yourself excellent, but it is not everyone who is excellent, nor is the people every effort to get the corresponding harvest. So what about the remaining part of the unique person? Is it a constant life because I am worried that I can't bear the result.
There is also a kind of person is like I am neither good, people often ask the meaning of life lies in what? Living is alive, why do you need to think so much, why do you need to make yourself better, just not open your heart? Will you make yourself better? Will you get yourself how you worked hard? I can't see it. Maybe you will say that this is just an excuse for your own efforts to find. However, there is no need to find an excuse, just want a happy life, just want to do what you like, even if there is no more money, it will not starve to death. Another person says if you don't work hard, you have a life you want, but someone wants life is very simple, simply to be at home, and it is difficult to choose any way.
Many times, I want to follow my heart with my heart, but I have never courageous, and I may have resigned a job with the most courage. If I don't say, I can go to the surrounding around now. Look, but at that time, I wanted to have a time. I didn't care about this job, I returned to the place you want to exist and find a job. At this time, I understand that my work is how good, but everything has no way, so in the process of finding the work in the process, constantly touching the wall, and finally in the company that doesn't like very much. Because heart is really tired, everyone isTo comfort you, don't worry, it doesn't matter, come slowly, but I feel that this has caused a bigger pressure.
After this company, I will want to go every day, but I want to work again. I lost all the courage. I can only take it here every day, even if I am not happy, even though I don't like it. But is this not this? Even if you don't like it, do you have to survive for your family, don't you have a smile? At least I can still stick to it now, maybe one day I will completely break out, and maybe I will have been laughing here, this is not?
There are more and more negative emotions, and it feels more and more, but there is nowhere to tell, it seems to have found such a way, can vent, can make depression, gradually become cheerful.
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