遥不可及的当下天晴

作者:魏一露人气:308更新:2021-07-18 08:45:08

      活在当下是一种最好的状态,不怀念过去,也不幻想未来。但是我做不到 ,在许多个当下都徘徊在回忆和幻想之中,成了一个个遥不可及的当下 。
 
      我并不是一个能够精神集中的人,很容易走神。平常上自习课的时候 ,我一开始是在认真思考题目的,可是思维会渐渐偏向其他事情。等回过神来,才发现已经过了好几分钟 ,却还是没能想出答案,或者根本就没有认真地去想 。我强迫自己集中精神思考,可是依然会发呆 ,学习效率一直提高不了。
 
      如果过去我能够把所有发呆的时间都用来学习,成绩必定不会像现在这样不上不下的。然而就在我每个想要努力的当下,思绪都会被牵走 ,想起某次假日的旅程 ,计划这个周末的行程,幻想毕业后的自由生活 。我的大脑被过去和将来占据了大半的位置,忽略了现在。
 
      那些励志文章里常常会出现“珍惜时间”、“把握当下 ”之类的话 ,但是对我来说,当下太遥远,我根本抓不住。对过去的眷恋 ,对未来的期待和担忧,瓜分了现在的每一分每一秒 。我行走在人生的道路上,常常回头看着自己来时的路 ,又常常踮起脚尖张望远方的路,却很少花时间认真地看脚下的路,花时间走好眼前的每一步。一旦被别人赶上了 ,我会焦急起来,不知所措地东张西望,却还是没能静下心来走自己的路。
 
      何时才能把握遥不可及的当下?或许当下并不遥远 ,只是我不愿意积极地面对眼前的路 ,怕受伤 、怕后悔,总是要迟疑很久才肯迈出一步 。希望有一天,我能够只看当下 ,放下对过去的遗憾和对未来的忧心,踏踏实实地走下去,让心和生活变得清静自在 。

英译版本:

Living in the moment is the best state, do not miss the past, and not the fantasy future. But I can't do it. In many cases, I have been in the memories and fantasies, it has become a distant moment.

I am not a person who can concentrate, it is easy to go. When I first go to the self-study class, I started thinking about the topic, but thinking will gradually bias to other things. I have come back to God, I found that I have been over a few minutes, but I still can't come up with the answer, or I don't think about it seriously. I force myself to concentrate on thinking, but still will be dazzling, and learning efficiency has been improved.

If I can use all the time to learn, the results will not be not until now. However, in the case of every time I want to work, my thoughts will be taken away, think of a holiday journey, plan this weekend's itinerary, fantasy after graduation. My brain has been in the past and in the future, I ignored the present.

Those inspirational articles often have "cherish time", "grasp the current", but for me, I am too far away, I can't catch up. For the past love, the future expectation and worry, the melon is divided every minute. I walk on the road of life, often looked back at the way I came, and I often picked up the road of the foot of the foot, but I took time to look at the road under my feet, spend time. Every step in front of you. Once you are caught up by others, I will be anxious, I don't know how to play, but I still can't calm down my heart.
When can you grasp the moment? Maybe it's not far away, just I don't want to actively face the road in front of you, afraid of hurt, afraid of regret, always hesitate to take a long time. I hope that one day, I can only look at the moment, put down the regret of the past and worry about the future, go down, let the heart and life become quiet.

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