时光,枯萎笙箫

作者:皇甫春云人气:1817更新:2021-07-13 17:00:06

很多人都在离开 ,很多人还会回来。
——写在前面

One
        身边的位置总是在换着不同的角色,有人进来,有人离开 。也许有一天你终会明白 ,我们一直都在错过的边缘起起落落 ,飘飘散散。你一直认为的事,其实在某些时刻早已被打破。我一直深信,离开的注定会离开 ,回来的注定会再回来 。
        他说:他爱她 。只是不敢表达,害怕会失去,唯一的办法就是做朋友方可长久。
        我说:为什么不试试?
        后来 ,他们在一起。可能很多人都认为有些感情保持朋友的关系就好,至少比爱情来的长久,可我并不这么认为 。既然喜欢为何不勇敢一点大声地说出来 ,为何要到后来要留有遗憾?时光总有老去枯萎的那一天,很多时候每个人都在认为自己是个例外,其实 ,哪有那么多的意外。
        两个人之间是存在时差的,别一不小心就过了四季。

Two
        清晨 。我是被第一束透过窗刺眼的光叫醒的。朦朦胧胧的睡眼,想睁开顷刻间好像也很难。就像我很难说出谁会在下一秒离开 ,谁又会在下一秒再回来 。
         手机播放里播放着的是Eason的一首不太老的歌《好久不见》。很多人都在说再见 ,很多人都在说好久不见。这个世界到底又会有多少个街角的咖啡店可以来一场好久不见?我想只有在Eason歌里才可以来一场无数次的好久不见 。
        那天。她说:她想结束一段感情了,是带着哭腔与委屈说的。我问:为何?她说:因为累了,因为没有安全感 ,因为他在离她很远的北方,只专注顾着自己的事情 。
        我是不清楚也从未调查过这个大世界里是有多少感情会败给距离和时间 。后来,我就这样安静的陪着她哭了一会 ,我知道我是不方便说太多。毕竟,我只是个配角,在她的故事里听着别人的故事。
        后来 ,她去了北方,那个有他的北方 。她说她不想留有遗憾。其实我是支持的,每个人这一生至少要奋不顾身一次为了一场爱情也好 ,为了一场旅行也罢,趁时光未老去,未枯萎前勇敢的尝试一次也不为坏事。我送她上的车 ,我愿不再见 。爱情在很多时候 ,都是让人不可理喻的,可喜且可悲。

Three
        有时候,觉得很多事情都来不及 ,来不及反应,就过了。
        时光总是会教会你很多,但是却不会在特定时间告诉你答案 ,永远都是在后知后觉中告诉你 。就像小时候你并不明白为什么树会开花结果。后来,你总算明白,那是重生的标志。小时候你并不明白为什么人会逝去 。后来 ,你总算明白,那是生命终止的符号。因为人生前半生是逗号,后半生就在开始画句号。
        但你一定要相信时光教给我们的也会有遗漏的 ,往往遗漏是最基本最简单的一课 。如:生死 。
        她离开的那天,我是后知后觉的。直到电话响起。
        那段时间天一直在下着雨,她的离去是我的一场不知所措 。我所难过的不是她的离开 ,而是在有限的时间里 ,我还来不及做很多事,在我和她的时光里也许早已油尽灯枯一般,我希望她知道 ,她将永远是我生命中的一部分。

Four
        很多个焦灼的黄昏,在路边来回踱步,直到路灯明亮了起来。
         有时候我不知道如何表达自己的感情 ,庆幸的是身边有人愿意花时间来读这样的我 。她说:因为我们是朋友,所以我想把痛和你说。我微微的点头。
       “我们结束了”她说 。起初我以为她会哭着和我说哪怕略带一丝哽咽的声音也好,这样一来我不需要说太多的安慰 ,静静的陪着就好。可她没有,她是笑着说的,以至于我会认为这是假的。
        他们相恋五年 ,在准备结婚的时候说分手 。我并没有询问真正的原因,因为既然结束就应该有它的理由。
        后来。我们喝了点酒,酒精可以使心麻木 ,但却会使伤口更疼 ,心在爱的时候是脆弱的,谁都不愿意把伤口上的疤撕开 。她说:她的心很痛,一直在等待愈合的那天 。我说:让酒灼烧你伤的口 ,然后等着结巴,而现在唯一有效的,就是我在你身边。给自己一点时间 ,原谅做过傻事的自己,有人离开,就会有人来 ,等待就好。

Five
        有些心事不想让别人看见,就藏起来 。藏得太久,后来连自己也找不到了。
        时间那么的漫长 ,我遇见过很多人,也错过很多人。我曾经爱过一个少年,但少年并未曾爱过我 。后来 ,我知道那叫单恋。单恋是一场最漫长的恋爱 ,没有分手,没有伤害,没有结果。
        每个人就好像一个半圆 ,都想在有限的时光里寻找另一个半圆,也都在期待可以重逢的那一天,而那个人正在路上朝你走来 ,然后我们在彼此时光即将枯萎的尽头相遇 。
 
 
 
 
 

英译版本:

Many people are leaving, many people will come back.
- Write in front

One
The position around you is always in different roles, some people come in, some people leave. Maybe one day you will finally understand that we have been getting up with the edge of the missed, fluttering. What you have always thought is, in fact, I have already broken at some time. I have been convinced that I will leave it, and I will return it back.
He said: he loves her. Just don't dare to expose, afraid will lose, the only way is to be friends.
I said: Why don't you try?
Later, they were together. Many people may think that some feelings keep your friend's relationship is good, at least for a long time than love, but I don't think so. Since I like why don't you say loudly, why do you want to have regrets? Time is always withered that day, many times, everyone is thinking that they are an exception, in fact, there are so many unexpected.
There is a time difference between the two people, don't care, I have passed the four seasons.
TWO
in the morning. I was woke up by the first bunch of light through the window. It's hard to sleep, I want to open it. Just like I am hard to say who will leave next second, who will come back in the next second.
The mobile phone play is playing is an unpleasant song "I haven't seen you for a long time." Many people are saying goodbye, many people are talking well. How many street-angled coffee shops can come for a long time? I think only in the Eason song can come to a few times a long time.
That day. She said: She wants to end a feeling, and she said with her cry. I asked: Why? She said: Because it is tired, because there is no sense of security, because he is far away from her, only focuses on his own business.
I don't know how many emotions will be lost in this big world. Later, I was so quietly with her to cry for a while, I know that I am not convenient to say too much. After all, I am just a role., Listening to others' stories in her story.
Later, she went to the north, and that had his north. She said she didn't want to stay regret. In fact, I am supported. Everyone is at least for a child. I have a love. For a trip, I will not be old, and the brave attempt is not a bad thing. I sent her car on her, I would like to see it again. Love is a lot of time, it is not allowed, and it is welcome.
Three
Sometimes, I feel that many things are not coming, I have no time to react, I have passed.
Time will always teach you a lot, but it will not tell you the answer at a specific time, and will always tell you later. Just like a child, you don't understand why the tree will bloom. Later, you finally understand that it is a hosted sign. When you are young, you don't understand why people will die. Later, you finally understand that it is the symbol of life termination. Because the first half of life is a comma, the second half is starting to draw selars.
But you must believe that there will be omission to us, and it is often the most basic simple lesson. Such as: life and death.
She left the day, I learned. Until the phone rang.
That time I have been in the rain, her departure is my unknown. What I am sad is not her departure, but in a limited time, I still have to do a lot of things, in my time, I have already already oil, I hope she knows, she will always be my life. Part of the middle.
Four
A lot of cokes, rushing back and forth, until the street lights are bright.
Sometimes I don't know how to express my feelings, fortunately, some people are willing to spend time to read this. She said: Because we are friends, I want to tell you with you. I nod slightly.
"We ended" she said. At first I thought she would cry and say even if I have a slightly brought a slightly voyage, so I don't need to say too much comfort, quietly accompanying. But she didn't, she said with a smile, so that I would think this is fake.
They said in love for five years and said to break up when preparing to get married. I didn't ask questions about the reason, because since I ended, I should have it.
later. We drank some wine, alcohol can make the heart, but will make the wound more painful, the heart is fragile, no one is willing to tear the scar on the wound. She said: Her heart is very painful, and has been waiting for healing. I said: Let the burn you will hurt your hurt, then wait for the tie, and now the only valid, that is, I am by your side. Give yourself a little time, forgive yourself, someone leave, will have someone, wait good.
FIVE
Some people don't want others to see, hide. Tibetan for too long, and then I can't find it.
Time is so long, I met a lot of people, I also missed many people. I have loved a boy, but the teenager did not have loved me. Later, I knew that called single love. Single love is the most long love, no breakup, no harm, no results.
Everyone seems to be a semi-circle, I want to find another semi-circle in a limited time, and I am looking forward to the day of reward, and that person is going to you on the road, then we are about to wither it at each other. At the end of it.



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