做一个有态度的人落花飘零

作者:柯辉薇人气:2526更新:2021-07-18 11:30:09

      我的目标是做一个态度的人 ,知道自己想做什么、该做什么 、不能做什么,懂得接纳又能适时拒绝,按照自己的想法活着 ,不在意别人的评价。
 
      我是一个不懂得计划的人,更准确的说法是我不知道自己的目标是什么 。因为不知道自己要去哪里,当然就不知道该如何规划生活。我一般是走一步算一步 ,不敢去想未来会是怎样的境况 ,只希望现在过得还可以就够了。然而,这种就像没有明天的日子渐渐令我惶恐,人生似乎陷入了黑暗的泥沼 ,再不想办法挣脱就会被淹没 。
 
      我不懂得拒绝,即使有时候会让自己为难,也不会坚定地拒绝。我禁不住别人的一再劝说 ,看不得别人可怜的样子,虽然有时候知道对方是另有目的或是装出来的,但是我依然会妥协。然后别人抓住了我这个弱点 ,一而再再而三地使用同样的招数,而我也没有招架的力气,委屈了自己成全了别人 ,形成了恶性循环 。我害怕人生会一直重复着这种循环,直到最后我依然在为别人付出,却没能真正为自己做过什么 。
 
      我不懂得无视别人的评价 ,不管别人说得是对的还是错的 ,我都会非常在意。因此做任何事情都变得小心翼翼,瞻前顾后的,生怕做错了什么找来别人的批评或是不满。拼命地压抑着自己 ,活在别人的眼光之中,虽然得到了一些赞赏,反而失去了自我 。我恐惧着有一天我会变成一个自己都觉得陌生的人 ,做不回真正的自己。
 
      我羡慕那些有态度的人,他们活得自在,活得有方向 ,可以为了目标努力不懈,却不会对不想做、不能做的事情轻易妥协。我要做一个有态度的人,走自己的路 ,不去管别人,也不让别人对我的选择指手划脚 。

英译版本:

My goal is to do an attitude person, know what I want to do, what to do, can not do, know how to accept it in a timely manner, according to my own ideas, don't care about others.

I am a person who doesn't know how to plan, more accurate, is what I don't know what my goal is. Because I don't know where I have to go, I don't know how to plan life. I usually take a step in step, I don't dare to think about what is the situation in the future, I only hope that it is enough now. However, this is like the days without tomorrow, gradually makes me fear, life seems to have fallen into a dark mud, and I don't want to break free, it will be overwhelmed.

I don't know how to refuse, even if I will make myself difficult, I will not refuse firmly. I can't help others repeatedly persuade, I can't see others, although sometimes I know that the other party is another purpose or is installed, I will still compromise. Then others seize my weaknesses, and then use the same tricks again, and I don't have the strength of the lunch, I have grown myself into all others, forming a vicious circle. I am afraid that life will continue to repeat this cycle until I am still paying for others, but I can't really do what I have.

I don't know how to ignore others' evaluation, no matter whether it is right or wrong, I will be very concerned. So do anything be careful, look forward to the retro, I am afraid to do something wrong. I found someone else's criticism or dissatisfaction. Desperately suppressed yourself, live in the eyes of others, although I got some appreciation, but I lost myself. I fear that one day I will become a person who feels strangers, don't return to the real yourself.

I envy those people who have attitude, they live in their own, live in the direction, can work hard for the goals, but will not make things that don't want to do, can't do. I have to be an attitude, take my own way, don't take someone else, and don't let others choose my choice.

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