爬望城楼村姑

作者:耿傲宵人气:2112更新:2021-07-15 06:01:44

  2014.04.27 17:50-20:00

       在咸丰呆了这么多年,从未一个人爬上过望城楼!也是那些我失去的东西成就了我今天有了这个时间来体会这样的感受!
       五点半下了班,直奔望城楼入口 ,天气很不错,所以爬楼的人也特别多,左右望望 ,有两人相伴的,一看就是热恋中的少男少女;有三人同行的,爸爸、妈妈 、还有孩子 ,幸福的一家;有成群结队的,好一番热闹;还有两位头发苍白的叔叔阿姨,看上去年龄应该有过六旬了 ,身体比我们还好,爬的可快了,我站在边上让他们先过 ,看着他们的背影 ,体会了一种说不出的人生...... 夹在这些人中间的我,似乎显得有些尴尬。一个人走在这曲折的路上,什么都可以想 ,什么都可以不想,便觉是个自由的人 。白天里一定要做的事,一定要说的话 ,现在都可不理 。感觉无比的轻松自在。
       爬到半坡,我停下了脚步,因为平时很少锻炼身体的我 ,体力有些透肢了,我站在边上让他们一一走过。坐在边上休息一下,看到满坡的桃树 ,花刚谢后的绿叶葱葱,再过不久就会结出果实了,到那时又是一片别一样的风景;路边那些娇弱的小草 ,也正坚强的生存着 ,此刻觉得这些没有语言的花草树木其实在它们身上有着太多太多无法表达的语言……站在半坡,看着我生活了十年的咸丰城,想着这城市里我认识的某些人 ,此时此刻,你们都在做些什么呢?又有谁会偶尔想到我呢?还是所有的人都已把我忘记……
        停止所有的思绪,继续往前爬 ,眼看就要到了,沿途这些风景虽然美丽,对于它们来说 ,我只是无数个爬坡人中其中的一个过客而已 。我不能停下,我要爬到楼上去看在楼下看不到的东西,我要爬上去吃那可香的麻辣烫 ,所以我要加油再加油,再也不休息,一直爬。 
    终于…到了。
    阿姨:“我要吃麻辣烫” ,阿姨客气的叫我在空桌坐下 ,拿来菜单问我要吃什么,我拿着菜单犹豫半天也不知道点什么,忽然觉得又什么都不想吃了 ,阿姨问我只有你一个人吗?我说“嗯 ”,一个“嗯 ”字好无力 、好无奈,于是我拿出了手机 ,拨出了电话,电话无人接听,注定我要一个人来享受这一餐了 。放下心里那一阵失落 ,我点了一盘木耳、一盘牛肉丸,结果我吃了一点却实在是吃不下了。阿姨:“多少钱?”“35块”。终究我还是一个人吃完这一餐 。
    站在楼上,我再次望着其实很小的咸丰城 ,再次想到那些人,想到那个没人接听的电话,我知道你们都很忙 ,各自忙着各自的生活 ,各自忙着各自的人生,我不能强求什么。我知道,楼上的风景再好 ,麻辣烫再好吃,一定是那个从开始一直陪我爬上来的那个人才会懂得!渺小的咸丰城,博大的世界 ,到底会不会有这样一个人能陪我一起从山脚爬到这楼上来享受这美味的麻辣烫,看这美丽的风景……!
    因为时间的关系,不能停留太久。
    转过山坳 ,走到了车可以上来的马路上,看着人们都坐车匆匆的走了,眼看天色越来越暗 ,是乎感觉有些害怕了,我加快了脚步,走到半坡一家“望城楼酒楼 ” ,酒楼附近点了好多的灯笼 ,顿时觉得好美,谢谢这些灯笼点亮了我脚下的路,也照亮了我害怕的心 ,感觉不再害怕 。
    感谢爱我的人,感谢恨我的人,感谢伤害我的人 ,感谢在我痛苦的时候安慰我陪伴我的人,感谢一路走来欢声笑语的你们,感谢做麻辣烫的叔叔阿姨 ,感谢从我身后一下崩到我前面的小朋友,感谢路上对我微微一笑的朋友,因为这一路上有你们 ,让我觉得楼上的风景更美,这一路走来更有意义。
    就这样,历史以来的第一次一个人爬望城楼就这样结束了。
    本来心里有好多好多的感想想写出来 ,可是才发现我已经没办法写出那么优美的句子了 ,就像是心里有一种东西发泄不出来的感觉,痛苦……无奈……然后......学习......    

英译版本:

2014.04.27 17: 50-20: 00

In Xianfeng for so many years, never climbed to the vast tour of the city! It is also those who have lost things. I have this time today to experience this feelings!
After five o'clock, the entrance to the city is straight, the weather is very good, so the people who climb the building are very much, and there are two people who are accompanied. It is a young man girl in love; there are three peers , Father, mother, there is a child, a happy family; there is a group of knives, there is a strong and lively; there are two uncle's aunt, it should have been over the age, the body is more than us. Ok, crawling is fast, I stand on the side, let them first, look at their back, realize a kind of life ... I can't say it in the middle of these people, it seems to be a bit awkward. One person walks on this twist road, what can be thought, nothing can be, the feeling is a free person. What must be done during the day, I must say it now. It feels unparalleled.
Climb to the slope, I stopped, because I usually exercise my body, my physical strength is somewhat, I am standing on the side, let them pass by. Sitting on the side and take a break, see the peach tree in the Sope, the green leaves after greeted, soon, I will show out the fruit. When I arrived, I was a different scenery; the roadside is fragrant The grass is also strong, and it is true that these flowers and trees that don't have much in these don't have too much language that can be expressed in them ... standing in half-slope, watching me for ten years, Xianfeng City, think Some people I know in this city, at this moment, what are you doing? Who will think about me occasionally? Still all people have forgotten me ...
Stop all the thoughts, continue to climb forward, look at it, although these scenery along the way, although they are, I only have countless climbors. A passer. I can't stop, I want to climb it upstairs to see something that can't be seen downstairs. I want to climb it to eat the fragrant spicy, so I have to cheer and refuel, and I will never rest.
Finally ...
Aunties: "I want to eat spicy", the aunt is told me to sit down at the empty table, broughtThe menu asked me what I want to eat, I was hesitating for a long time, I didn't know anything. I suddenly felt that I didn't want to eat. Auntie asked me alone? I said, "Well", a "Well" word is good, so helpless, so I took out the phone, dialed the phone, no one to answer, I would like to have a person to enjoy this meal. Let go of the heart, I put a plate of fungus, a plate of beef pills, and I can't eat it. Aunt: "How much?" "35 pieces". After all, I still finished this meal.
Standing upstairs, I will look at the very small Xianfeng City again, think of those people again, think of the phone that no one answers, I know that you are all busy, you are busy with your own life, each is busy Life, I can't ask for something. I know that the scenery upstairs is good, and the spicy is delicious. It must be that the person who has always been accompanied by me will understand! Small Xianfeng City, Boda World, will there be such a person to accompany me to this floor from the foot to enjoy this delicious spicy, see this beautiful scenery ...!
Because of the relationship of time, it cannot stay too long.
Turning through the mountain, go to the road that the car can come up, watching people rushing in a hurry, seeing the sky is getting darker, I feel some fear, I am speeding up, walking to a half slope "Wangcheng Building Restaurant", a lot of lanterns near the restaurant, suddenly feel so beautiful, thank you of these lanterns to light the road at my feet, and illuminate my fear, I feel no longer afraid.
Thanks to those who love me, thank you, thank you who hurt me, thank you for comforting me to accompany me, thank you all the way, thank you, uncle, uncle. Thanks to my children in front of me, thank you for your friends who smiled in the road, because this road has you, let me think that the scenery upstairs is more beautiful, this way is more meaningful.
In this way, the first one in history climbed the town at this end.
There is a lot of feelings in my heart, but I found that I have no way to write such a beautiful sentence, just like there is a feeling that I can't vent it in my heart, pain ... helpless ... Then. ..... Learn ...

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