我爱的人

作者:吕易狂人气:2668更新:2021-05-05 06:00:30

 

又是一个不眠的夜晚 ,借者香烟与《需要人陪》慰藉着我这颗孤独的心,多怀念曾经11点的来电

又是多想念曾经偷偷躲在被子里窃窃私语的日子,心又开始疼起来 ,真的好想你,多想这时你能来

个电话,哪怕不说话 ,只要能听你的心跳和呼吸 ,就能满足,无数次的想按下那个熟悉的电话号码

可是…

你只知道吗?我有多想和你在一起。如果可以,我不惜任何代价回到从前的日子 ,我们一起吃饭,一起上课, ,一起逛街,一起坐公交车,一起听歌,一起玩泡泡堂,一起坐在草坪上,一起抱着睡,然后一起数着皱纹、慢慢老去……多美!可是这种幸福属于我吗?好像从来都离我好远 。

心里真的有很多的话想对你说 ,太多的你不知道的事多想告诉你。

    心痛,总是不期而至.借着走廊外昏暗的灯光,看着满身伤口的自己,眼泪轻易就流出来,为什么总是不可以想坚强的时候坚强起来,无法让自己

不难过,不去想曾经的一切,为什么我要这么的懦弱,这么的不堪挫折,真的心痛的快要死掉.如果可以,我真希望自己就这么默默的痛死,无法承受这样的伤,可我知道,我不可以这样做!心里有多苦,没有人能明白,太多的伤腐蚀着这颗千疮百孔的心.真不知道自己还能撑多久,身边的朋友用尽

了一切的办法想帮我走出来,可是,为什么就不曾起到一丁点的作用,心还是那么的痛.

    那么的爱一个人真的有错吗?

好想回到从前,看着曾经那个单纯,活泼,可爱的她.如果可以,即使不相爱,即使让我一辈子都只能看着她,我也愿意!.社会,现实,为什么要这么的残忍,那么残忍的改变了一个那么好的女孩.好恨这个世界,好恨这无情的现实,可我又能怎么办呢?除了颤抖的默数这个社会的残酷,我还能怎么样呢!时间改变着一切,可为什么我还停留在原点呢,还停留在那个幻想可以一直守护着她,不顾一切的爱着她的世界里面.曾经的一切是那么的快乐,那么的幸福,那么的耐人寻味,而现在的一切却为什么那么的痛苦,那么的残酷,那么的让人难以承受...

    都说时间可以治愈一切伤口,可为什么,时间在幸福的时候走的那么快,在痛苦的时候却走的那么慢,慢的让人想逃,发疯样的想逃.我也知道这不是办法,现实总是那么的残忍的出现在每时每刻.这座喧嚣的城市没有一处可以让我找到安慰,忘记痛苦的地方,或许我真的应该离开,离开这座让我痛苦,让我快要窒息的城市.可我为什么不想离开,为什么做不到狠心的做出一个决定,做出一个可以让我忘记痛苦的决定.因为我无法忘记,无法让自己目空一切,无法让脑袋停止转动!

     时间,求你把我带走,不要再遗忘了我,我所受的一切还不够吗?

 

 

                  我爱的人.不是我的爱人,她心里每一寸都属于另一个人

                       她真幸福,幸福的真残忍,让我又爱又恨,她的爱怎么那么深

                               我爱的人.她已有了爱人,从他们的眼神,说明了我不可能

                                    每当听见,她或他说我们,就像听见爱情的嘲笑声!!!!!!!!!                                 

                                            莹巧,下辈子如果还能相爱,一定不要再伤害我了!!!!!!!!

英译版本:

Another sleepless night, borrowers with cigarettes and "need people to accompany" to comfort my lonely heart, miss the call for 11 o'clock

It is also to think that I have sneached the days of whispering in the quilt, I really hurt again, I really miss you, I want you to come

phone, even if you don't talk, just listen Your heartbeat and breathing, you can meet, countless times want to press the familiar phone number

But ...

Do you only know? I want to be with you. If you can, I will return to the days before, let's eat together, go to class together, go shopping together, take the bus, listen to songs, play together, sit on the lawn, take a sleep together, Then there is wrinkles together, slowly go ... more beautiful! But this happiness belongs to me? It seems to be far away from me.

There are still a lot of words in my heart, I want to tell you, too much, I don't know what I don't know.

Heartache, always inadequate. By the dim light outside the corridor, look at the wounded yourself, the tears are easy to flow, why can't you always want to be strong, you can't Let yourself

is not sad, don't want to have everything, why do I want to be so weak, so unbearable, really heartache is going to die. If I can, I really hope I am so silently painful. Dead, can not bear such injuries, but I know, I can't do this! I have a bitter in my heart. No one can understand, too much injury corrupt the heart. I really don't know if I can support it. How long is the friend around me

Everything I want to help me come out, but why didn't I play a bit of dot, my heart is still so painful.

So love Is a person really wrong?

I really want to go back to the past, watching the original, lively, cute, she can, even if she doesn't fall, even if I let me only look at her, I am also willing! Social, reality, why should you have such cruel, so cruelly changed a good girl. Har hate this world, hate this ruthless reality, but what can I do?In addition to the cruelty of the mobility of this society, how can I still do it! Time changes everything, but I still stay in the origin, and stay in that fantasy can always guard her, regardless of all the world who loves her. Inside. Everything that once is so happy, so happy, then, then everything is so painful, then the cruel, then it is unbearable ...

Can cure all wounds, what can you go so fast, time is so fast, but when you are painful, then slow, slow, people want to escape, crazy, I also know that this is not a way, reality It is such a cruel that appears every moment. This hustle and bustle can let me find comfort, forget the painful place, maybe I really want to leave, leave this, let me suffer, let me suffocate City. But I don't want to leave, why can't you make a decision, make a decision that can let me forget the pain. Because I can't forget, I can't let myself have everything, I can't let my head stop turning!

Time, please take me away, don't forget me, do you have anything is not enough?

I love people. Not My lover, she belongs to another person

She is really happy, happiness, let me love and hate, how is her love?

I love People. She has a lover, from their eyes, it means that I can't

Whenever he heard, she or he said we, just like listening to love !!!!!!!!!

Ying Qiao, if you stillCan love each other, don't hurt me anymore !!!!!!!!

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