再见荷花池木子清秋

作者:武丹雄人气:1974更新:2021-07-19 08:45:05

无处挥洒的情怀            
  ——木子清秋

         几年前,在我人生最为低落的时候,初到荷花池 ,恰逢一个阴雨天,烟雾弥漫中一切都那么楚楚动人,沉重而忧伤!                                    
         多年后的今天 ,风雨归来,彼此容貌已变。又是一度荷花盛开。我认得被荷花池收藏的当年情怀,我感慨的是一个转身的错过 ,重来时,我即是风景里的人,又是旁观者 。                                    
         岁月风一样划过时空 ,六月晴朗的早晨,阳光倾城温暖着荷花池,如云、如梦、如诗 ,清澈了我的心。满池荷花亭亭玉立 ,不骄不躁。荷花池在向所有人敞开,荷花池的气息使汉中繁华而不轻浮 。这里不见红楼雅舍,只有简单的围墙和栅栏 ,但一切又是那样新奇。无论是工作不顺心还是生活不如意时,来此便能感受到一个更为丰富的精神世界带给来的惬意。            
        我,一个平凡而简单的生命 ,二十而立 。想起失去亲人的痛苦,感情上的酸楚,工作的步步艰辛 ,原来的积极上进乐观坚强的心态不再,心情跌落谷底。那段日子,抽烟 、喝酒......如今 ,坐在文化的阶梯,面对满池葱郁的荷花,平静的池水 ,我还有什么不能放下?何必呢 ,一切已成定局,为逝去的人完成夙愿,把爱灌输到亲人身上。我要重新来过 ,一切从零开始 。精神世界尤为重要,要想稳坐幸福,必须现实 ,不会依靠别人,我自己可以努力生活到最好。一直以来,我都过得很好 ,只是我希望能努力过得更好!              
         把恨剪碎了抛向大海随之漂流,在这里,我能看见过去 ,仰之未来。荷花池,一个多情又绝情的地方,一段不堪的过往 ,或许我今后再也不敢来这里了......
           我这一生 ,最喜欢的照片就是年轻时身着旗袍,手撑油纸伞,立于荷花之中;年老时能有心爱的伴侣牵着我漫步夕阳西下 。荷花池的一草一木 ,我喜爱有加 。抬头时,对面那对年轻的情侣正在向水里放纸船,或许他们的誓言将定格在这里 ,而现实中的他们却未必能走在一起!                                          
                                                                                                          作于 2013年

英译版本:

There is nowhere to sway
- Muzi Qingqiu

A few years ago, when my life was the most low, I first arrived in the lotus pool, coincide with a rainy day, smoke diffuse Everything is so beautiful, heavy and sad!
Today, today, the wind and rain returned, and the appearance of each other has changed. Another lotus flower is blooming. I recognize the feelings of the lotus pool collection, I feel that a turning is missing, when I turn, I am a person in the landscape, and it is a bystander.
The year is full of time and space, the morning, the morning, the sun, warm the lotus pool, such as the cloud, like a dream, such as poetry, clear my heart. Full pool lotus pilot jade, not arrogant. The lotus pond is open to everyone, the breath of the lotus pool makes the Hanzhong bustling. I don't see the Red House, only a simple wall and fence, but everything is so new. Whether working is not good or life is not as good, come here, you can feel a more rich spiritual world.
I, an ordinary and simple life, twenty. I remembered the pain of losing your loved ones, the feelings of my feelings, step by step hard, the original positive and optimistic strong mentality is no longer, the mood falls. That day, smoking, drinking ... Today, sitting in a cultural ladder, facing the full lush lotus, calm pool water, what else can I put down? Why bother, everything has been a foregone, complete the wish to the lost person, and instil into the loved ones. I have to come back, everything starts from scratch. The spiritual world is especially important. If you want to sit happily, you must reality, you won't rely on others, I can work hard to live. I have been very good, but I hope to work hard!
Cut hate and throwing the drifting of the sea, here, I can see the past, come up in the future. Lotus pool, a passionate place, a paragraph, maybe I don't dare to come here in the futureI have been ...
My life, the favorite photo is the young cheongsam, hand-held oil paper umbrella, stand in the lotus; I can have a beloved companion to take me. West. I love it with a flower in the lotus pool. When you look up, the opposite young couple is placing paper boat in the water, perhaps their vows will be fixed here, and they don't have to go together!
made in 2013

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