不能哭喊已破碎莫筱寂

作者:花晓白人气:2815更新:2021-05-05 08:45:03

     如果那晚无法遇见,是否永远无法遇见?翅膀匆忙的覆盖了天空 ,剩下无法启齿的猜想,沿路撒下落漠的背影。     失去了长发的我走在马路上,总感觉失去了重心 ,好像自己长高了几寸,脑袋发飘,总是要一脚踏空的感觉 ,好像是清醒了又好像变得锋利和危险了 ,那种不自在好像失去外壳的机器人,失去了保护层,失去了与世隔离的屏障 ,有时感觉长发依然存在,实实在在的在那里,在耳边和脖颈里摩擦着 ,弄的我很痒,便不由自主的甩一甩头发,把它甩到后面去 ,当然我甩了个空……记得那天,班主任骂我:“真不知道你是怎么考上泾川一中的?整天就知道玩,我从没见过你这么懒的女生 ,什么作业都不知道做 。 ”我回了句:“没办法,天生的!”之后,班主任便不再管我了。    人生如同朝暮 ,而浑浑噩噩的现在 ,究竟属于哪个阶段?快乐还是悲伤?如今,如不想到一个称心如意的季节,就无法落下泪来 ,唯有这一点还矢志不渝。遇见了谁?在日光泛滥到白热的夏天,凤凰花开满城市的每一个角落,花朵燃烧的国度里 ,花朵失了踪 。溃烂在庞大雨水山路泥径中的红花对季风讲,如果早点遇见你。所有的爱情都是如此,无数的细节堆积成一张不动声色的侧脸。在无法遇见第二个寂寞的人的寂寞的暮秋 。独自行走独自唱歌独自逛街独自看着整个世界狂欢 。她是你的独一 ,我是所有人的无二,夜里黑暗覆盖着左手,左手覆盖着右手。风吹沙吹成了沙漠 ,我想你醒来只有泪水,黑夜里连呼吸都变得沉重,夜寐的人都沉睡在一片苍茫的世界里 ,内心装点着个自精巧的迷局 ,无所谓孤独,也无所谓寂寞。醒了,也便睡不着了 ,便忘着窗外,数着星星,想生命中来往的人 ,想月亮几时回家,想阳光何时填充空虚的心 。想着想着,便流两行热泪…我想你们现在读在睡觉吧 ,拿起手机,按下那几个熟悉的号,那边传来:“对不起 ,您拨的号已关机,请稍后再拨。”接着是一段听不懂的英文,我不愿挂掉 ,一直重复 ,我有害怕你接到,害怕无话可说,害怕打扰了你渐静的生活。我命令自己 ,从明天开始,用忙碌代替你,一次又一次 ,我还是没有做到…        初来煲汤红牛,我对自己对这份工作,都抱有很大的信心 ,而现在,我什么都做不好 。在我心里,人没有贵贱之分 ,工作也没有贵贱之分,就算我只是个服务员,就算所有人都看不起我 ,但我还是我 ,我只需要干好自己,我就可以骄傲的说:我能行,我可以!

     因为我选择了这一行业 ,我就会尽心尽力,不是为了别人,只为在多年后回忆起来 ,不会留有遗憾。就在前几天,因为一份表扬信,同事们对我好像变淡了好多 ,而今天又有一份,这不是我的错,如如果这是一份让别人反感我的表扬信 ,我宁可不要……

     岁月流淌,还未挥手告别,就已物是人非!霓虹泛滥 ,只要有钱什么都是捶手可得 ,重复的人生构出我们不同的生活,你活于百花争妍的花丛中。享受着暖春的轻风细雨 。

       你说:“这就是生活! ”

        很久吧,不想一想 ,生活,我啥时候能理解,真理解。也许是生容易 ,活辛苦。不只觉,时间过得真快,自己不长大 ,不懂事,就真是自己的错了 。

   有时候,就想七想八 ,还真幼稚,明明啥都没有,却又啥都想得到 ,虽然知道得不到。得不到 ,还是要整,慢慢整。没有什么必要不必要了,就得整 。整到最后 ,还是想爸妈了,想他们的辛苦,想他们的好 ,想他们的爱 。也许,什么东西,就这最坚硬了 ,不会破碎

 一杯清茶,映出了谁的娇颜?一杯奶茶,浓化了谁的忧伤?

   成这样 ,能怨天尤人不?不能吧,怪自己呢。自己没有什么让别人羡慕的东西,也做不出什么让别人羡慕的东西吧。也难怪 。日子 ,也就凑合着过吧 ,爱咋整咋整,该咋整还得咋整,承担的起的责任……

   从今天起,在煲汤红牛好好干 ,我要做自己,而不是别人……

英译版本:

If that night is unable to meet, is it never possible? The wings rushed to cover the sky, and there is no conjecture that cannot be hear, along the back of the lack. I lost my long hair, I got on the road, I always felt lost my heart, as if I have a few inches, my head is floating, I always have a feeling that I have a feet, it seems to be awake, it seems to become sharp and dangerous. The robot that does not seem to lose the outer casing, lost the protective layer, lost the barrier with the world, sometimes it feels there, it is there, in the ear and the neck, I am rubbing me. It's itchy, I can't help but get my hair, I will get it behind, of course, I am empty ... I remember that day, the class teacher 我: "I really don't know how you take it in Sichuan, China? I will know that you have never seen such a lazy girl, I don't know what homework. "I returned:" There is no way, natural! ", The class teacher will no longer take me. Life is like a dog, and which stage belongs to the present? Happiness or sad? Today, if you don't want to have a satisfactory season, you can't fall to tears. Only this is still unwilling. Who is met? In the summer, the phoenix flower is filled with each corner of the city, and the flowers are lost in the country. Red flowers in the mud diameter of the huge rain water mountain road, if you meet you early. All love is true, countless details, accumulated into a side face that does not move. I can't meet the loneliness of the second loneliness. Singing alone, singing alone, looking at the whole world carnival alone. She is your unique, I am all of the people, the night is dark over the left hand, and the left hand covers the right hand. The wind blowing sand is blown into the desert. I think you wake up only tears. The night is getting heavy, and the people who sleep in the night are in a vast world, and they have some intrinsic defects. It doesn't matter It doesn't matter if it is lonely. I woke up, I couldn't sleep, I forgot the window, count the stars, I want to live in my life, I want the moon to go home, I want the sun to fill the empty heart. Thinking about thinking, tears in two lines ... I think you are reading now, pick up the phone, pressing the familiar numbers, came: "Sorry, you dial the number, please wait Dial again. "Then I can't understand English. I don't want to hang it. I have been repeating. I am afraid that you will receive it, you can say that you can say, harmI am afraid to disturb your stay in life. I ordered myself, starting from tomorrow, I used to replace you, once again, I still didn't do it ... I still have a soul, I have a lot of confidence in this job, now, now I am can not do well. In my heart, there is no expensive point, and there is no expensive division. Even if I am just a waiter, even if everyone can't afford me, I still need to do myself, I can pride, I can proud: I Can I!

Because I chose this industry, I will try my best, not for others, just for many years, I will not leave regret. Just a few days ago, because of a praise, colleagues seem to be much better, and today there is a copy, this is not my fault, if this is a letter that lets others, I am, I am. Don't ...

Years flow, have not waved goodbye, it is not a person! Neon flooding, as long as there is money, it's a hand, repeated life constitutes our different lives, you live in the flowers of the flowers. Enjoy the warm rain of warm spring. You said: "This is life!"

Well, don't want one Think, life, I can understand it when I am. Maybe it is easy to live, hard work. Not only, the time is really fast, you don't grow up, you don't know what it is, it is true.

Sometimes, I want to think about eight, I am really naive, I am clear, but I want to get it, although I don't know. Can't get it, or it is always, slowly. There is no need to do it, you will have to do it. Let's go to the end, still want your parents, think about their hard, think about them, think about their love. Maybe, what is the most hard, will not break

a cup of tea, what is the beauty? A cup of milk tea, who is concentrated?

Come into this way, can you blame you? Can't, blame yourself. I don't have anything that makes others envy, and I can't do anything that makes others envy. It is no wonder. The days, I will have a good time, I love it, I have a good job, the responsibility is responsible ...

From today, I have to do myself, I have to do myself, not others ...

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